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Almost everyone I know calls me psychotic and I easily scare people especially people who arent in love with darkness I find it entertaining to watch people go out of their way to get as far as the can from me without getting run over sometimes even cars XD otherwise i can easily be random, spacey an so hyper no one can keep up with me. I have a habit of disappearing when people look away an reappearing somewhere on the other end of the room/courtyard/hallway/w.e and they always wonderin how the hell i got there so fast an as usual i dont think about it an just know i walked there >.> tends to scare people alot cuz they didnt see me coming either ^^ I love wearing anythin black an i will steal ur chains if you mess with me wit em cuz i love chains. I have ALOT of rope and randoms items you can use to tie things with that ive collected out of sheer love for string/rope/chains. I tend to act alot like a cat when Im comfortable XD. Love to bite people an one of my favorite phrases is Bite Me! which most of my friends ask Where? When? How hard? even tho its not necessary cuz i dont care how hard you bite me it feels good :D another one i use very often is psh an i tend to act out loud wen im hyper an do stupid stunts including jumping friends out of know where just to scare the shit out of em XD 16 gonna be 17 in...2 months an 26 days :) (startin June 29th). You scored as Biting, When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth. Biting 100% Blood 83% Blind Folds 67% Whips 58% Bondage 50% Chains/Handcuffs 33% What's Your Kinky Turn On? created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Hardcore, Hardcore 100% Metal 88% Alternative 81% Emo 75% Screamo 75% Classic Rock 75% Indie 75% What Type Of Rock Are You created with QuizFarm.com My Nicknames, Shadow Vampyre, Shadow, Shadow Chaos, Shadow Pheonix. An Especially Rok. an more that i don't feel like writin right now so maybe later ill write it if a certain amount of people want me to... writer of dark poetry an anime fanfics, being crazy, Rebelious, Destructive, Torturous I have a habit of singing (screamo) to screamo songs in english and japanese XP ... I also like war games, MMORPG's especially ones with Rogues, Assassins, the like. scarin the shit out of people^^

Darkness, Vampires, Anime, Werewolves, Magic, SWORDS, Daggers, DRAGONS, PHEONIX, WOLVES! pretty much anything and everything destructive and torturous... stupid stunts, getting bit, AMPS (energy drink), monsters! but prefer amps XD, My second family, school often cuz i get to see my friends an i love to piss off the teachers, switch blades r fun to play wit too... fire XD im not a pyromaniac really i control those urges but i love burnin myself its fun :D, Japanese, English , and German music preferably screamo or at least hardcore rock, rave techno so on, Satoshi an Kaoru :)...

Dark haters (preps/chavs old peoples/adults too) pretty much people who hate you for who you are or cuz u love the darkness. My birth family all but my awesome cuz heather (^_^). the light >>. when i get in trouble although 80% of the time AT LEAST its not my fault but i got blamed on or they believe its me or cuz im a bad rolemodel an dont do shit wit my family or sibs or they start actin like me. The fact that majority of the time i get yelled at for some of the stupidest shit like locking the front so that my step dad has to use his key to get in wen he gets home when its my mom who locked the door. being stuck inside alone all day

You need to upgrade your Flash Player To View This Content Satoshi (Singer, Girugamesh XD) Hardcore, both heavy an death metal, emo, SCREAMO(XD), gothic, Techno Here are some of my fav bands (well da ones i remember -_-) -GIRUGAMESH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XXXXDDDD -DIR EN GREY!!! XD -Evanescence -Aiden -Ragnarok -Beneath The Sky -Atreyu -On the Last Day -A Day To Remember -Drowning Pool -Endwell -Papa Roach -Three Days Grace -Lostprophets -Fly Leaf -Amon Amarth -My Chemicle Romance -Marilyn Manson -Trapt -Sum 41 -Godsmack -Rob Zombie -Puddle of Mud -Disturbed -Nonpoint -Linkin Park -System of a Down -The Human Abstract -Megadeath The Nameless by Slipknot Pathetic (benign) Accept it (undermined) Your opinion (my justification) Happy (safe) Servant (caged) Malice (heart of weakness) No toleration Invade (kill me) Enraged (in minutes) Don't condescend (don't even disagree) Decide (decay) Dissapoint (delay) You suffered then, now suffer under me. Obsession, take another look. Remember, every chance you took. Decide, you live with me Or give up - I thought you want to be free (Don't go) I never wanted anybody more then I wanted you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. Anyone (NO) Anything (YES) Anyway (FALL) Anybody (MINE) Anybody (TELL ME) I want (YOU) I need (YOU) I'll have (YOU) I won't LET ANYBODY HAVE YOU Obey (ME) Believe (ME) Just trust (ME) Worhip (ME) Live for (ME) Be grateful (NOW) Be honest (NOW) Be precious (NOW) Be mine (JUST LOVE ME) Possesion (feed my only vice) Confession (i wont tell you twice) Decide - (either live for me) Or give up - I thought you want to be free. (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. Stay inside the hole, let me take control. (Dominate) You were nothing more, you were something less (innocent) Something has to give - something has to break (omnipresent) Fingers on your skin, let me savage in YOU DESERVE IT. YOU DESERVE IT. YOU DESERVE IT. YOU DESERVE IT. (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you) (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hurting you. (was hurting you) (Don't go) I never wanted any body more then I wanted you (i wanted you) (I know) the only thing I ever really loved, was hate. You're mine (you are you are) You're mine (you are you are) You're mine YOU'RE MINE Japanese songs translated to English Cage by Dir En Grey impatient the masochist's blood runs in my veins I wait for you, the sadist if I can do it with a poisonous kiss because of sorrow I cannot see virtue you are the last mother the memory buried so that you won't realise the first mother even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed the first and last person who understood me is burned into my memory see me resisting strongly and then kindly forcing a decision I can never tell you the creaking sound of leather hurts me let's make the wound even deeper you, deeply jealous are you always so cold-hearted? even now I don't want to forget the abuse of my childhood why don't I have a mother? tell me... someday I'll realise kindness inside the mother-like "cradle"... because of anguish I cannot see before me my last mother at least, so that you won't realise the first mother even though the clock turns backwards the sin I've committed can't be changed the first and last person who understood me is destroyed were you too kind to me? the reflection of a trauma from long ago I destroyed you, the last one am I a sadist? Girugamesh!!! XDDD Aimai na mikaku- I don't know where to listen to, to my fingers that are attracted by the hair on your neck Or to my arms that push you away I can't do anything else than bending down my head... This bow that has lost its taste and this sensation that I've interrupted when I tilt back Of course I want to fill the gap, if the suffering would then I don't feel anything anymore...uncountable memories that abandon If I could lie to myself to improve the present, I would certainly do it One single grain of the black dust falls and affiliates with the others The sharp fingernail trembles because of the rusty voice, strong and weak Ambiguous words, ambiguous gazes Ambiguous stories, averted in an ambiguous manner I don't feel anything anymore...uncountable memories that abandon If I could lie to myself to improve the present, I would certainly do it If this luck would last forever... When will I find my laughter?? The time has stopped, the world eludes, the fading traces are twisting They are disappearing in the distance, the warm heart, the rusty voice, strong and weak Having Betrayed Is Why- Why? Before you tell me your answer You didn't tell me about breaking up...? "It was painful" you say With your too late excuses That... is more painful than this!? Having betrayed is why I just genuinely treasured you... The hand I held...coldly unraveled my voice is wasted towards hades I want to forget I can't forget Searching for your voice... for the feeling of you Indecent and candid desire You pretended to be trapped Wrapped up and hidden in a poisonous fog of sins Search for love and indulge in love What overflowed, was the rain of loneliness Why did you appear in front of me And betray me? I gave you "from now on" You gave me despair Its painful.... Its painful... Its painful.... You who I love... You who I treasure... You who I joined together with from the heart Waved your small hand painfully with a "goodbye"you quietly abandoned me... Deceived Mad Pain- Only birth is ambiguous If you follow a path hesitantly I would even fake my actual suffering Licking the sweet honey out of the variable and disgusting receptacle Averting my eyes, shivering, and then I repeat this utopia once again Deceived mad pain Pain of the embracing, "feeling of superiority" The answer of this weird question "feeling of emptiness" If this is the answer, I won't ask anymore... But my aching ears Don't hear anymore, nor the answer either, not even if someone would beat me with it Fight against yourself and decay; that's what you want, isn't it? Come on, suffer, now! It will break...fall and burst If this would rule off this absurdity Mad Rain…Mad Rain...Mad Rain...Mad rain I feel the end coming But...for me who forgot how to laugh, this simple step is just too hard to make I don't have the courage anymore to make this simple step If this is the answer, I won't ask anymore...but please tell me why... Why do you agonize me? How many times must I repeat this fault Throw away this indistinguishable feeling at least Rip yourself, fall and burst And all this absurdity  Jarring Fly- While she's bustling around me, she sprays her poison And present her grotesque body. Why do you disturb me? She makes me believe that she understood and she steals my calm I'm drowning in melancholy and losing myself... Jarring fly "vanish" Hopelessly I'm straying through the darkness I have even forgotten or suppressed Where have I been until now? The "words" and the "anger" disappear bit by bit Found between the washed out wreckage Is this you, this tiny rest of dirt? Jarring fly "vanish" Hopelessly I'm straying through the darkness Even if I have forgotten or suppressed I'm protecting this fragment in my hand The "words" and the "hope" come back bit by bit  Shadan- This is what is called fear: It's building up a wall in front of our eyes As if it thinks that we are too normal to go that far away AH...open this door You can hear it too, don't you? The darkness begins to disappear I'm living there, open this door immediately He glows, glows, and he arose. Yes, this pain that's calling me softly... AH...I will destroy everything There's no reason not to do it Because there are men like you I'm laughing high and loud facing the pain of the chain of the past years She wouldn't suffer that much, if she would stop it Now that you're not here anymore to hold her back That's the spectacle I can't see anymore That you're observing through this little chink AH...I will destroy everything There's no reason not to do it Because there are men like you Look! The interrupted landscape fades quietly and disappears Fenced voice, screaming voice that suffers from the hopeless ideal... I'm laughing high and loud facing the pain of the chain of the past years She wouldn't suffer that much, if she would stop it Now that you're not here anymore to hold her back Goku by Girguamesh (FAVORITE SONG OF ALL TIME) the original lyrics- Feeling should disappear Like a beast without love The waist is shaken intense since there is such a thing all people are troubled by despair Die in prison "Hey you!! why do people fall in love?" "Yes It will be for damaging and betraying" break altogether!! even if what will be there nobody is already stopped Die in prison Yokubou koukotsu mei sou ranzatsu kasanaru kanjou mayoi mawari kudake ochiru Feeling should disappear Die in prison Yokubou koukotsu mei sou ranzatsu koisa suru kanjou nandomo nandomo surechigau Kizukiage kowasu kurui tsuzukete kono mi wo kogasu kasumi iku honnou kousa suru kanjou shinjiru na... kizu wo okasu dake Die in prison

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Elara [online] [Reply]	Dec 19, 2008, 06:19am haha. I wish there was a little world where everythings okay again SICK of fakes? Want them gone? Join FakeBusters now!
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