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Rodelion
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Profile: I am a melancholic perfectionist, a romantic and idealist dreamer. Stereotypical maybe? But unique after all, since isn't everyone special? Both the awesome and the despicable, the angel and the demon -- everyone matters, either way.Politically I consider myself fairly neutral: both socialism and liberalism appeal to me. Religious-wise I am agnost, and I have special affinity with various forms of christianity, witchcraft, satanism and the occult. My longing for integrity and truthfulness drops dead in the face of the mirror, but I never give in. The people I deeply love are my gods, and my love is worship, whereas a hug is ritual, and open-hearted talk is prayer. I hold on to faith for finding special people who make life worthwhile. They care, not only for themselves, but for life and nature, for people and truthfulness of heart, for the expression of love, for embracing the darkness and longing for the light. They are people who fail on end, hating themselves for their own shortcomings, but who never give in. They hunt for self-realisation and personal glory, but set their vision forth among the people, keeping themselves alive with their love for others, and that of others for themselves. Likes: I love -- all the subtleties, intrigues and mysteries of life - and what's beyond. I'm obsessed by humanity, taken by spirituality and religion, fascinated by nature, and dazzled by the greatness of the universe. Everything matters, in a love-hate kind of way.My hobbies -- photography, graphic design, religion and spirituality, psychology, sociology, sexuology, nature & animals, skating, swimming, walking, philosophy and ethics, writing science and prose. My passions -- new good folks, hugs, talk, confession, emotion, honesty, truthful people who dare to speak their minds, dreams, poetry, literature of the fantasy genre, the wind, the sun, the moon and all of the stars. Dislikes: Waking up with a headache, having to go to work when you've had it, being forced to go on when you're about to tumble over, being hurt or abused by people you love, being forced to proclaim the truth when it would only cause pain, being confronted with evil people while you can't express your hatred, rapists, murder for personal gain, betrayel, selfish manipulation, excessivily rebellic youth, dogshit on my path, grown-ups who can't grow up, pitiful losers who abuse defenseless victims, devils-become-human, narrow-mindedness, vocal fights; discrimination by race, sex, or sexual orientation, religions which are based on destruction and exist by the grace of it, failed-in-life Satanists who feel like they walk in LaVey's footsteps, dumb people who fearfully hold on to stupid concepts, damned men who think it's ok to rape a drunk girl because she wouldn't resist his attempts, stupid people who throw garbage in wrong places, ignorant religionists who believe their faith is the one and only truth and that all others go astray, idiots who hurt others because they just don't care anymore, ignorant folks who are so full of themselves that their brains stopped working properly. At times I do also dislike myself, when I feel like I totally fail in life.Favorite Music: Absurd Minds, Aerosmith, Aesma Daeva, Afro Celt Sound System, After Forever, Aina, Alanis Morisette, Alice Cooper, Amethystium, Anathema, Angelfish, Angels and Agony, Angels of Venice, Angtoria, Anne Clark, Anything Box, Aqua, Apocalyptica, Arcana, Arcturus, Artrosis, Ashen Mortality, Asmegin, Asrai, Assemblage 23, Attrition, Autumn, Autumn Tears, Avrigus, Axenstar, Axxis, Ayreon, Bach, Beethoven, Bell Book & Candle, Berlioz, Beseech, Black Tape for a Blue Girl, Blackmore's Night, Blind Guardian, Bløf, Blutengel, Bon Jovi, Boudewijn de Groot, Bryan Addams, Carl Orff, Celine Dion, Celtic Spirit, Charon, Children of Bodom, Christy Moore, Circle of Dust, Clan of Xymox, Clannad, Collide, Colony 5, Covenant, Craig Chaquico, Cranberries, Damien Rice, Dargaard, Davy Spillane, De La Roca & Guillermo, Dead Can Dance, Deep Forest, Deine Lakaien, Delain, Delight, Demons & Wizards, Denali, Die Irrlichter, Diorama, Dismal Euphony, Diva Destruction, Draconia, Dream Theater, Dreams of Sanity, Dvorak, Dying Tears, Edenbridge, Eimear Quinn, Elbosco, Elis, Ellioth Smitt, Elven, Elvenking, Embellish, Emma Shapplin, Empyrium, Engelsstaub, Enigma, Enya, Epica, Era, Eric Clapton, Erik Satie, Estampie, Eternal Tears of Sorrow, Extreme, Evanescence, Exilia, Faun, Finntroll, Flesh Field, Flowing Tears, For My Pain, Forseti, Frolic, Garbage, George Zamfir, Gothminister, Graveworm, Gregorian, Guns n' Roses, Gwendal, Haggard, Hans Zimmer, Haydn, Helium Vola, Helloween, Him, Himekami, Hocico, Hollenthon, Hungry Lucy, Iced Earth, Immortal Souls, In Flames, Inkubus Sukkubus, Jack Off Jill, James Blunt, Jean Michel Jarre, Jeff Buckley, Joe Satriani, Kalmah, Kamelot, Kate Bush, Killing Joke, Kitaro, Kohllapse, Krezip, Kylie Minogue, L'Ame Immortelle, LAB, Lacrimas Profundere, Lacrimosa, Lacuna Coil, Laïs, Lanny Cordola, Leaves' Eyes, Life of Agony, Lordi, Loreena McKennit, Love Spirals Downwards, Lucie Silvas, Lullacry, Lully, Lunatica, Lycia, Madonna, Magica, Mandragora Scream, Manic Movement, Manowar, Marilyn Manson, Martin Kesici, Medwyn Goodall, Merlin's Magic, Metallica, Metanoia, Moonsorrow, Moonspell, Mortal Love, Mortification, Mortiis, Mostly Autumn, Mother's Finest, Mozart, My Dying Bride, My Insanity, My Ruin, Myriads, Namnambulu, Nemesea, Nightwish, Nirvana, Novembre, Oliver Shanti, Omnia, Paramaecium, Pazuzu, Penumbra, Poets of the Fall, Preisner, Prodigy, Prozac, Queen, Qntal, Rain Fell Within, Rapalje, Rhapsody, Rhea's Obsession, Savatage, Saviour Machine, Schubert, Secret Garden, Seraphim Shock, Shania Twain, Simon and Garfunkel, Sinergy, Sins of Thy Beloved, Sirenia, Sisters of Mercy, Skunk Anansie, Skyfire, Smashing Pumpkins, Sonata Artica, Sopor Aeturnus, Spite of Opposition, Stef Bos, Stoa, Stratovarius, Strauss, Stream of Passion, Subway to Sally, Sundqvist, Svenia, Tamplin, Tchaikovsky, Tenhi, The 69 Eyes, The Awakening, The Corrs, The Cult, The Enid, The Gathering, The Pretenders, The Rasmus, The Wounded, Theatre of Tragedy, Therion, Three Doors Down, Tiamat, Tina Cousins, To Die For, To Elysium, Tori Amos, Tourniquet, Trail of Tears, Tristania, Type O Negative, Undish, Vangelis, Verdi, Via Mistica, Visions of Atlantis, Vivaldi, Voltaire, Wedding Party, White Cross, Within Temptation, Wolfsheim, Xandria, Xystus, Yann Tiersen, Yanni.
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