I'm unsure what to put here as mere words won't fully explain who I am and what I'm about, I need to be experienced. OK I might sound a bit pretentious...
Three things that make my mind; Existentialism, Nihilism and Altruism
I'm one of those people that you only know what I let you know. Though peoples speculations and assumptions do amuse me.
I'm usually always a placid person and only on rare occasions do I get riled up the wrong way, you can call me any name under the sun. They're just words.
I believe in equality for everyone no matter what your lifestyle is within reason, say paedophiles and rapists etcetera etcetera, you know the worst of the worst. Though they need help not death, they need to realise that what they've done is wrong and they can't learn that in death now can they! Hell is guilt so if you want to give them hell... I don't really care what your sexuality is or your race or anything else, we're all human right.
First off I would like to say that I don't do drugs to look cool and I didn't start because of peer pressure I CHOSE to do them because I liked the idea of getting high and hallucinating, being able to see without the restrictions of the mind or "reality". It can be like dreaming with your eyes open. I will argue against those that think being tee-total or "straight-edge" is the "right" way to be. I can understand those that have had bad experiences. Just don't think that if one person is an asshole on drugs then everyone that does them is, stereotyping is a bad idea and makes you quite foolish. DO SOME RESEARCH, as I feel there is a lacking thereof. Alcohol and nicotine are legal and they're the biggest killers and a couple of the most addictive and destructive to the body. "But drugs, they're addictive! And can destroy your life". - True but so can anything, people get addicted to sex, shopping, food, the internet. People have addictive natures and research is beginning to show that addictions start in the womb and are the result from the mothers lifestyle, whatever that may be. Search for a website called Zeitgeist, there are some videos on there which may broaden your horizons.
As you can probably tell by now, I'm quite cynical about things, but I assure you I'm not a constant downer, I'm more of an uplifting "fuck off, let's have fun" type of person. I just get disappointed with the human race at times, you know, when we're the only known life in the universe and yet we carry on BLOWING THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.... *ahem*
I'm most passionate about music, without it I would either be dead and buried or out there burying other people. I just like the interpretations of vibrations that people create with their soul. Music is my greatest love, she is the mistress that screams into my ears "I FUCKING LOVE YOU" and I know she always will.
There are times when I love life and then there are times when I hate life, guess that's normal for most people though
I am a GREAT disbeliever in religions, I find them to be manipulative and irrelevant in our day and age (Though I am not one to attack your faith only what you put your faith into). If you want a God that you can see look to the sun (not literally!) without it we wouldn't even be here along with EVERYTHING else on this planet. Though I also have to put that there are some important lessons in religious texts; the morales behind the parables. The stories are not true, don't take them literally; find the message. The idea of eternal love is fascinating it's just a shame that religious people don't take it to its fullest extent as they seem to condemn everything outside of their religions.
I hope I don't come across as egotistical or miserable, I like to laugh and have fun even in serious times I prefer lightened moods, morbidity is fine but just don't constantly moan and argue about pointless matters. Oh and don't add me if all you want is me to comment on your self-absorption...Sorry I meant pictures. Also I shall never buy a premium, I shan't waste my money.
That's it for now, I might add or revise this later Please do comment and rate.
Likes
Music, Art, Reading, Writing/Poetry, Movies, Guitars, Games, Narcotics, Smoking, Sunsets, Philosophy, The Universe, the Multiverse, Science (especially physics even though it tears my mind apart with confusion... but I like the challenge), Thinking, Summer Rain, Solitude (good for reflection), Psychedelia, Romantics and Love, Comedy of all kinds, More later...
Dislikes
Ignorance, Bigotry, Parental Groups, Fascism, War, Corruption, Money, Romantics and Love, Over dramatics.... *deep breath* ... I hate that fact that every person works so lovingly for themselves. I hate the way your minds are closed like bank vaults and your hearts are shaped like credit cards, this whole idea that life is like a game of Monopoly where the objective is to acquire and accumulate. The Self is short for Selfish. The current way in which we exist on this planet is outdated, the sky is crumbling and the Earth is poisonous. We spend more money on weapons than cures, surely that must be screaming bad signals, corrupt signals. Oh sorry I forgot about the recession, this credit crunch. The idea that we [the taxpayers] have to pay it all back seems rather dubious to me as it was the bankers that led us here in to this financial ruin where families struggle to sustain themselves. It took the government a matter of weeks to reimburse the banks with billions and billions AND billions, SO, why is the matter of the poverty crisis taking decades to try and solve. I just find that something is wrong with that. That in a way, money; numbers, pieces of waxed paper and copper-zinc coins are worth more than human life. Also that this economy, this system of numbers has us trapped, it costs too much to cure everyone or to even make those cures. It costs to much to keep everyone in decent employment. It costs too much to explore this universe that we occupy. "Your idols are plastic and you're a cash machine. Humanity, the live stock. Cash cows." More Later...
Favorite Music
1. Acid Bath
1349, 36 Crazyfists, Abandon, Abgott, Abominable Iron Sloth, AC/DC, Acid King, Acid Mothers Temple, Akercocke, AGENTS OF OBLIVION, ALICE IN CHAINS, Alter, AMERICAN HEAD CHARGE, Anterior, Anthrax, Aphex Twin, Apocalyptica, Arch Enemy, ARSON ANTHEM, Asesino, A Storm Of Light, ASVA, At The Drive-in, Aun, Battle of Mice, Beatallica, BEHEMOTH, Bongzilla, BLACK LABEL SOCIETY, BLACK SABBATH, Bleed The Sky, Blue Oyster Cult, Bob Dylan, Bongripper, Bongzilla, Boris, Born Of Osiris, Bring Me The Horizon, Burzum, Cannibal Corpse, CARCASS, Celtic Frost, Cephalic Carnage, Chimaira, Clutch, Colour Haze, Conducting From The Grave, Converge, CORROSION OF CONFORMITY, Cradle of Filth (old), Cream, CROWBAR, Cult of Luna, CYPRESS HILL, Daisyhead and the Mooncrickets, Damageplan, Danzig, Darkane, Darkest Hour, Deadbird, DEADBOY AND THE ELEPHANTMEN, DEATH, Deftones, Deicide, Demons and Wizards, Despised Icon, Devil Sold His Soul, Disbelief, Disincarnate, Divine Heresy, DOWN, Dragon Force, Droids Attack, Dry Kill Logic, EARTH, ELECTRIC WIZARD, ELEPHANTMEN, Emporer, Enemo-J, Exit Ten, EYEHATEGOD, FAITHLESS, Final, Firebird, Five Point O, FEAR FACTORY, Foo Fighters, Funkadelics, Ghostpoet, GIZMACHI, Glass Casket, GOATSNAKE, GOATWHORE, God Dethroned, GODFLESH, God Forbid, Gojira, GOLGOTHA, Gorgoroth, Graveyard Rodeo, Greymachine, Hatebreed, HAWG JAW, Hed Planet Earth, HIGH ON FIRE, Holst, Hypocrisy, Ihsahn, Iron Butterfly, Iron Maiden, Iron Monkey, Isis, IWrestledABearOnce, Jarboe, Jeff Walker und die fluffers, JESU, Jex Thoth, JIMI HENDRIX, Joy Division, Jucifer, Kasabian, Kataklysm, Kayo Dot, Killing Lazarus, Killswitch Engage, KING CRIMSON, Kittie, Korn (old), Kyuss, LAMB OF GOD, Led Zepplin, Locust Resin, Lynard Skynard, Machine Head, Mad Capsule Markets, MAHAVISHNU ORCHESTRA, Marysmouth, MASTODON, Megadeth, Meshuggah, Metallica, MINISTRY, Mnemic, Moby, Mothers of Invention, Muse, Mushroomhead, Neara, Necrophagia, Necrophagist, Never Forever, Nevermore, Neurosis, Nine Inch Nails, Nirvana, Nile, Obituary, OM, One Minute Silence, Opeth, Orgy, Orphaned Land, Outlaw Order, Ozzy Osbourne, Panic Cell, PANTERA, PEARL JAM, Pelican, PIG DESTROYER, PINK FLOYD, Pissing Razors, Powerglove, Primus, Prodigy, Prong, Protest The Hero, Queens of The Stone Age, RADIOHEAD, Rage Against The Machine, Ramesses, Re:aktor, RITUAL KILLER, Rob Zombie, Rolo Tomassi, Salome, Samsara Blues Experiment, Santeria, Send More Paramedics, Sepultura, SHRUM, Skrillex, Slayer, SLEEP, Slipknot (just MFKR and the numbers album), Smashing Pumpkins, Snakebite, Soil, SOILENT GREEN, Soilwork, Spiritual Beggars, Strapping Young Lad, Stone Monkey, Superjoint Ritual, Sunn 0))), Sutcliffe Jugend, SWANS, The Beatles, The Black Dahlia Murder, The Blood Of Heroes, THE DOORS, The Egocentrics, The Meads Of Asphodel, The Streets, The White Stripes, Throwdown, Tenhi, TOOL, Underworld, UNEARTH, Venom, Warpaint, Weedeater, Whitehouse, White Zombie, Wildbirds & Peacedrums, Yellow Tears, ZAO, ZatoKrev, Zuul FX. Oh and Frank Zappa is God. I do listen to some Indie, Rap, Dub, Dance. Just don't put any chart music on!
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