RickXRansom at Vampirefreaks.com

I'm born and raised in a very conservartive town... Guess how well I fit in... B4 you even read anything about me understand I have very low self esteem. I think everyone judges me. I've been this way all my life.. But yet again when your picked on since the first day of Kindergarden you'd think that too. I do not like how I look. I never will. My skin my hair my weight all of it. I cant help it but I work with it. But how I make myself look is as close to happiness as I can get but I'm always striving for more..And b4 you say what bitch why doess he think that.. I have a fucking disorder called body dismorphic disorder(The obsession of a fault in physical appearance).. so fuck you. I love my freinds and my family more then anything in the world.. You can say what you will about me.. but dont fuck with my friends or family. I love Hair, Cosmetics and Photography. I am very spiritul. I believe in Shamanism and Spirtulism. I also believe government is currupt, money is debt and debt is slavery. I hope for the finalization of the Venus Project.. Don't know what it is look it up.. It's trully amazing.. I Also believe in the Zeitgeist movement.. I prefer the truth rather then a story passed on from generation to generation.. If you dont know what Zeitgeist is.. LOOK IT UP.. IT WILL BLOW YOUR MIND!!!! I have been through alot in my life and I'm not afraid to talk about it..I've taken everything too far yet I'm still here today so obviously I was ment to be. Fuck you if you dare judge for what I've done in my life.. you dont know it and you werent there. I've been to hell and back and danced with the devil himself.. I've raced to Jupiter and back skipping from star to star.. I've talked to trees and animals alike..Have you? Probly not. Does this make me insane or crazy NO. I'm still alive arent I? If I can go through the things I have and still survive then stop bitching...I dont wanna hear it. I've learned my lesson... Yes I like my drugs.. SO fuck you who judge. I know my limits YOU dont. Love individual style I understand that what you see may not please you. But instead of judging a person based on where they are from or what they look like I prefer to get to know that person as how they are like me rather then how they are differant. I have an extremely open mind I love the way the mind works and how your emotions and feelings mix with day2day problems. People often judge but if you get to know me you'll understand I am an amazing friend who will be there till the end. Often people are really shy to talk to me but im just a normal person like you.. no greater no less... Say hi I'll say hello back... ^_^

RickXRansom [at] Vampirefreaks.com