Mark Wahlberg: Feel that Allen? That tingling in your balls, big metal butterflies flying around in your stomach. Will Ferrell: Are you sure you don't have testicular cancer?
Status: UGH!
Taken; by Todd Alan Pierce, Jr. Although we've only been together for a short time, we've been dating for almost a month and I can honestly say he's the sweetest boy ever. He's so perfect.
My name is Ryley Hannah Grail and I will tell you I was born on October twenty-ninth nineteen ninety four in Sarasota, Florida. I am currently single but I am crushing majorly on someone. That someone's name is Todd. Although, things are quite complicated because I don't think he wants a relationship right now, but he told me he likes me. My love life is a mess, to be honest with you. I also still have all the feelings from my most recent ex, Wallace Castro. We broke up about three months ago and I still cannot get him out of my mind. Blah, anyways, back to me. I think everything happens for a reason and I believe everything gets better in the end, if it isn't better, it isn't the end yet. I am going through a ton of family drama. I'm trying to move out to Utah to reunite with my dad, step mom and step sisters, and my brother while my mother is trying to fight for us to stay here. But only because she doesn't want to lose to the child support. The whole thing is crazy, honestly. Right now, with everything going on, I just want my own personal space. I want my own apartment, my own car, and my own everything! I need the peace and quiet right now. I've been doing great in school lately, I've gotten all my C's up to B's and all my B's up to A's. Life. Is. Better. I've also been getting out more with friends and family and I've been getting more and more into Greek Mythology and other religions. Sure, I'm Agnostic, but that doesn't mean I can't be open with other religions, does it? I currently do not have a favorite colour, weird huh? But that's something else about me. I'm weird. And I really am. Not because others label me like that but because I'm beginning to like myself and accept myself as others cannot. I'm becoming me and doing the things I like to do which proves that I am unique. Anyone can say they're different and act the part, but until you accept yourself and your flaws included, then I think you have the right to claim yourself has making a new impact on the word diversity. And that, to me, is the most precious thing other than pregnancy. I still have a weird fascination for pregnant women, by the way. Not sure why, either, never really have been sure on that one. My heroes are my brother and father, and not because they're male figures and they're just there. But because they actually are there. There's a difference between being physically there for someone, mentally, and both. Arron Kvamme and Steven Kvamme are bother there for me in both aspects 100% of the time and I couldn't ask for anything else from them.
Three Words That Describe Me:
Changing- I believe this word describes me as a person the most compared the the other two, only because I'm still a teenager and I'm probably going through some of the toughest times of my life right now. My father's fighting for custody of my sister and I and the way my mother has treated us over the past few years has really opened my eyes to a lot. I never thought I'd actually hear myself say "I don't want to live with you anymore", but I've said them over and over more frequently now. Not only is my environment changing, but I myself am changing as a person. I've been hurt one too many times in just about every way a woman can get hurt from a guy, family, and friends. I've been beaten, I've been bruised, and I've been scared. Followed by back stabbed, lied to, and let down. Even though I've gone through all of that, I still see the brighter sides of life and I use to think negatively on a situation. I'm not as naive as I once was and I'm now starting to think of the possible outcomes on a situation. I'm not as ignorant as I once was, either. I've decided to stop drinking and drugs all together. And I can honestly say that it's probably the best change I've ever made in my life as of right now. I'm proud to tell others that I'm clean and I don't go out any party anymore. Also, I'm changing my likes and dislikes. I don't think I want to be an artist anymore, hell I don't think I want to do anything with art in my life for a career anymore. My passion is now writing. And even if I do go forth with writing, I still have my art on the side.
Hopeless Romantic- I am a hopeless romantic because I love the idea of love. Some even say I fall too easily for people and maybe they're right. But so what? It's better to have loved many than to not have loved at all, right? Or maybe it was love one than not love at all. But who cares, I love it! I have fun meeting new people, getting new thrills, and going on new adventures. I'd say I'm a junkie for this shit! Now, I don't fall in love with everyone I've ever been with. Honesty, I think I've only been in love twice, and one, I'm not even sure on. I only think I still love him because even though we were together for a week about three months ago, he gave me feelings nobody has ever given me, not even Jake Arbour, my first true love whom I was with for two years. I still think about him constantly and every time I do, I get butterflies from it. And it's really depressing because I lost him. But that doesn't mean I should stop looking. I believe that if it doesn't work out, that means there someone for me somewhere else. Whether it be in a year, four years, or even in another life! I believe I'll find my special somebody one day.
Nervous Wreck- I know for a fact this word describes me great because, well, that's what I am! I am constantly worrying about everything at every minute of the day. I'm either worrying about my appearance, my attire, if I'm healthy enough, or someone else. You name it, I probably worry about it. And because I've been so worried these past couple of months, I've been diagnosed with anxiety. It's even worse when I'm out in public. I get over whelmed way too quickly when I think about something that makes me nervous or worry, or when I'm talking to new people or groups.
My Belief:
Gay Rights- Now, I know everyone else believes in this too, etc etc. But I myself am homosexual and recently I've encountered very rude and ignorant people that are against me being bisexual. I believe everyone has the right to love or be attracted to whom ever they want. Whether it be man and woman, woman and woman, or man and man. It shouldn't matter. And if someone wants to change their sex because they aren't comfortable being a man or vise verse, then so be it. It's their decision and as long as it makes them happy, isn't that what matters. Yeah, the Bible states that being homosexual is frowned upon and it's supposedly a sin, but think about it. Is it really a sin? I mean stealing, lying, and cheating are sins. You choose to do those things and that makes them a sin because they're wrong to do so. You do not choose your sexuality. So when that guy called me a sin and an abomination to everyone around me, I took that extremely offensive. He had no problem with me until I came out about being bisexual on Friday, the Day of Silence. I flipped out on him, nobody, and I mean nobody has the right to say those things to someone. Not even your care givers or a friend. If you're gay, then you're gay. Same with being a lesbian, transgender, or bisexual and any other sexual orientation. People that are that ignorant as that guy was to me make me extremely annoyed and aggravated.
Basics
Name: Ryley Grail Age: Seventeen Location: United States, Florida Gender: Female Status: Taken Species: Unknown
