Man Behind the Curtain
I am simply another human struggling to make it through life. I try my best to be a good person and to treat everyone the way I like to be treated. I want nothing more than to put goodness back out into the world. Sometimes I slip up though, I am not perfect. I can be mean, even cruel and vindictive at times. However, I try my best to keep those parts of me at a minimum. My life hasn't been easy and I had to grow up pretty fast, yet I still maintain a childlike nativity about the world, or so I‘ve been told. Currently I am in between colleges for an unspecified time. Money doesn't come cheap and it doesn't come in abundance these days.
My self-confidence is lacking, but there are days when I love myself a lot. I am socially awkward and shy. My timidness can make it very hard to get involved with people I don't know. I think that is why I like the internet so much. Here I can be myself without restraint. I can talk and be silly. I don't feel the pressure here like I do out in the real world.
I have an active imagination, which is why I think I am so drawn to creative outlets. I draw, I write, I dance and sing(terribly might I add). I don't have much confidence in my work, but others talk highly of me. I just love to create. I want to take up new mediums like painting and clay work. To be able to create things with nothing but your mind, your hands, and raw material…it just speaks volumes to me.
I could write a novel about myself, but really, who would want to read that much? Although, I am not satisfied with what I wrote, it will suffice for now. I feel it does its job in giving you a small peek into who I am as a person. Now the rest is up too you. You can either be on your way, or you can take a chance to get to know me even better. Good thoughts and best wishes anyways.