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RaRe-InDiViDuAl
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Status: Not going to be able to be on as much, but I'll do my best to get on as much as possible!
Sex: female
Age: 22
Location: Thumbsdownville, North Carolina, United States

Member since: February 02, 2009
Account: Premium Member
Orientation: Bisexual
Status: Single
Occupation: Music Junkie 24/7
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Latest Journal Entry: Just For You   May 12, 2012, 08:59pm
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Hey:) My name is Megan. I'm a great person with a good heart. I'm someone who is real. I'm not perfect, but no one on this Earth is. I'm smart, but I do have my blond moments just like anyone else. I'm not a small minded person. I have a wide range of thought that I use to contemplate life and everything in it. I'm generally a nice person who cares about everyone. I've been a social outcast for the most part, my whole life. Guess it all comes from the fact that I am a rare individual. Most people are the same. Most people can't stand what's different from them. It took me a while to finally realize, that maybe I was/am hated by most for all the "right" reasons rather than for all the "wrong" ones. This is because I'm different from most people in more good ways than bad, but I don't claim to be perfect because I'm not. Everyone has their flaws, and so do I. I'm often found to be wise beyond my years. I know that this world wasn't meant for me. I'm here for a purpose. A special purpose. I can feel it with every fiber of my being. The things that I've suffered and the things that I go through are for a reason. For distinction for an even greater reason that I'm still figuring out. I am a total empath and am very loving and caring. Also, I find beauty in darkness and I see it as well as feel it, and I embrace it.

3/22/2012-Been crying my eyes out today. 5 days ago I was told I was pregnant. Today I found out that I have an ectopic pregnancy where the egg got stuck in the tube. I really wanted that baby so bad. I go in for surgery at the hospital tomorrow cuz otherwise it could kill me. I really need my friends and family support. I am so fucking sad and I hope my baby daddy fucking burns cuz I know that he is relieved that he's not gonna be a daddy anymore and for the 3rd time cuz the 2 girls before me that he impregnated miscarried. Makes me wonder if his sperm is deffective...Cuz 3 times of failed pregnancies by 3 different people? Yeah... Also my friend that killed herself 4 years ago would be 20 today if she wouldn't have killed herself. How ironic that so much bad can happen at once. I can at least gain comfort in the thought that Teresa is holding my would be baby in heaven in her arms.


4/19/12 - YAY! XD *Hey there! Thanks for your application to become a SuicideGirl. You look perfect for our site, and you've now passed the first stage of the application process.* I'm so excited!:)


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My close friend Teresa W.(R.I.P. 3/22/1992 - 7/13/08 ILYLAS) committed suicide on 7/13/08. She was 16 years old. I miss her with all of my heart. She was loved by many, but she must've not realized how much she really meant and still means. She touched many people's lives. I know that she touched mine. She's one of my heroes. She was there for me. She was my true friend. She's like a sister to me. I never would have thought that something was wrong. She seemed to be doing great. Turns out...heroes need heroes too, they just won't let you know it.

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Death, suicide, losing someone close to you, agony, loneliness, depression, Egotistical jerks/snobs, shallow minded people, people who hate on people for being different, people who take the time to ridicule someone but not to understand them, bullies, Country music, mean people, players, fakes, pathological/compulsive liars, being ignored, ex boyfriends, heart mutilators, people who make you fall in love with them so they can tear you right back down by throwing their ice daggers through your heart, people who hurt you after promising that they would never hurt you like other people have, being taken advantage of, people with no emotion or care for others, people who ALWAYS put themselves first before anyone else, being scammed, being broken up with in a text message.


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There is a song for EVERYTHING!!! If you're feeling down or like no one understands you, you can always find a song that DOES. No matter WHAT mood you may be in, there's a song somewhere out there that expresses the same mood and feeling. Music is truly amazing=]













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Music is a MAJOR passion of mine. I've been a social outcast for the most part my entire life. I'm a pretty misunderstood person. I'm so different from most people in more good ways than bad, but I'm still not perfect and I don't claim to be, because no one on this earth is. I'm not an easy person to figure out, and most people can't stand that. Music expresses how I feel and understands how I feel, and everything about me. There's many songs that I can totally relate to and that understand me and where I'm coming from and cares, even when no one else does. Music has been a major source of understanding for me. Sometimes I can state better how I feel, by naming some songs that actually sum up what I can't put into words or begin to explain in full sentences. When no one understands me or cares to even try to understand me...music always does. It takes the time, it knows, it cares, actually relates, and shows empathy.





My favorite kind of music is metal, rock, and hard rock. That is mostly what I listen to, but I do like some other music artists from a couple to a few other genres. I absolutely hate Country music.
Some of the bands I like: Korn which is my num 1 fave band just to let you know, Linkin Park, Avril Lavigne, Pink, Breaking Benjamin, Simple Plan, Green Day, Cold, Papa Roach, Godsmack, Slipknot, Chevelle, Limp Bizkit, Adema, Nirvana, Good Charlotte, 311, Sum41, Bowling For Soup, Mudvayne, Earshot, Disturbed, Sevendust, Mushroomhead, Static-X, System of a Down, Three Days Grace, Incubus, Alien Ant Farm, Blue October, Drowning Pool, Oleander, Radiohead, Hatebreed, 3 Doors Down, Seether, Staind, Puddle of Mudd, Flyleaf, Evanescence, All American Rejects, some Ramstein, New Found Glory, Avenged Sevenfold, Saliva, Smashing Pumpkins, Fefe Dobson, Lifehouse, Blink 182, Evolve Through Scars, Tantric, Weezer, Gorillaz, Creed, Default, Fuel, Everclear, Switchfoot, Hoobastank, Nickelback, Cute is What We Aim For, Asystole, a little bit of Sepultura, Endemic, some Ace of Base, some MxPx, Sick Puppies, The Used, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Egypt Central, some OTEP, Paramore, Stone Sour, Atreyu, Bullet For My Valentine, Rise Against, Lost Prophets, 10 years, Tokio Hotel, Unwritten Law, Finch, Scars of Life, Shinedown, Snow Patrol, Finger 11, Hellyeah, some Everlast, Bush, Lit, Nonpoint, Brian "Head" Welch, The Wallflowers, HIM, Celldweller, Cruxshadows, Dry Cell, Hypnogaja, Stone The Crow, Coal Chamber, Paradise Lost, All That Remains, Letters To Cleo, Sick of It All, Hey Monday, Dommin, Kerli, Damien Zygote, Ra, Kittie, Skillet, Escape the Fate, Kyle Liam Sullivan, As I Lay Dying, Die Trying, Clawfinger, Nightwish, Unter Null, Marilyn Manson, Kidneythieves, A Kiss Could Be Deadly, Hey Monday, Ayria, Blessthefall, Haste the Day, As I Lay Dying, Stealing Eden, Black Veil Brides, Elysion, Sarea, Krypteria, Powerman 5000, Issa, U.N.S.I.N., Ansoticca, Ravenscry, Drain S.T.H., Emmure, 12 Stones, 32 Leaves, Veer Union, Deftones, Ages Apart, Thousand Foot Krutch, Evans Blue, Sinners In Rage, Smile Empty Soul, Fit For Rivals, Blacklisted Me, The Letter Black, Pop Evil, My Darkest Days, Picture Me Broken, Our Last Night, Bring Me The Horizon, Our Final Hour, Such A Beautiful Day, and to be continued.








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