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QueenMaab
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Latest Journal Entry: Crap... Has it been almost a year since my last entry? September 09, 2007, 07:33pm
Profile: Well, Looks like I'm a bit older than the average user, but this site looks like it could be fun. I'm 29 years old-- almost 30 (scream)... double Pisces. Bipolar, Borderline Personality and thus a bit of a fascinating creature. I work the night shift because I can't stand the light of day...(makes me sneeze) That's why my skin is so pale and you can see my veins straight through, as if I was a map of river tributaries. But as of late, I've switched to Evening shift and am doing alright there. I feel a bit more appreciated by my coworkers and I get to actually play with the kids I work with intstead of having to try to keep them asleep. I'm married to a poet, but we're divorcing And I'm living life as a celibate statue at the local Irish Pub. Or I should say was. I've found a nice friend-boy who is exactly one year and a day older than myself and I'm cooling it on the drinking too much because of many med changes. I'm a writer (for fun.) For money, I work at The Center for Medically Fragile Children at Providence Child Center. I pass meds and do patient care and love my job. I lost my first husband to suicide. Have two children ages almost 6 and 7 (that live with my parents) I used to act, but lost my confidence for it after being hit by a car at 18 as a pedestrian. (It scarred my face) Now though I think my scar looks rather cool... like a lightning bolt straight through my eyebrow. I haven't lost the drive to act though. There's no bigger thrill than standing before a packed auditorium and wowing them. Applause, applause. What a fucking rush. I keep having dreams of doing it again... maybe someday I'll get back into community theatre. It just requires so much time that I don't have. I'm 5'8", I've had my head shaved. I donated my hair to locks for love, for children with cancer to make wigs for them. I'm stoked because I think bald is beautiful and I get to wear a PINK wig. I just got my red one in the mail. I'll upload a pic as soon as I take one. My hair's grown out again now and I've already had it cut twice. Likes: Working out Learning html Writing. Reading. Harry Potter. Anne Rice. I love playing with my kiddos. Hanging out at late night cafes. Playing dress up. (I really need to grow up) but my kids love me just as I am. Love sci-fi movies and books I find that I've been reading a lot of psychology books lately... weird Anime: especially Ghost in the shell, and Hikaru No Go. I also have been gardening lately, which is quite strange for me.  br> I love the smell of obsession, leather and smoke all mixed together.I like pictures; esp of my current obsessions....  Leonard Cohen  Gerard Butler  Christian Bale  Alan Rickman  Charlie Chaplin Dislikes: I hate the current pop culture. Much more of an 80's early 90's nut. meat....blech. politics.... double blech. society in general. I'm a total misfit for it. television... the commercials just piss me off. I hate Labels (esp of the psychiatric kind) I Despise insurance companies Here are the banners to my cults:   Favorite Music: Leonard Cohen (swoon)Celtic bands the original soundtrack of The Phantom of the Opera from the 1980's stage production. Arlo Guthrie. Men at Work. early Madonna. Depeche Mode. R.E.M. Peter Gabriel Velvet Underground Dead can Dance Duke Ellington Benny Goodman Cat Stevens Donovan (lol) Michael Penn only the song "No Myth" Nirvana The Cure Joan Baez Soundgarden Queen David Bowie and of course... Sting!
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