Latest Journal Entry:Well... April 17, 2013, 01:06pm
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I'm Mello. I'm nineteen years old, I have written a book, and I'm the lead singer of a band called Twisted Illusions. I play the piano and the guitar, I play Pokémon, and I am a major fan of Green Day. And while music is my passion, fantasy literature is, has always been, and will always be my life. I own almost every fantasy novel worth reading, I'm currently learning Quenya, and I have developed my own fantasy universe, with enough stories and characters to write no less than eight books. So yeah, that's me.
Japan. Music. Fantasy. Languages. Games. TV. Movies. My friends. Piercings and tattoos. Anime and manga. British English. Ireland. Colin Morgan. Heath Ledger. Green Day. The Wheel of Time. One Piece. Rock.
Cheesy pop-music. Most celebrities. Romance novels. Romantic movies. Anything related to romance (No offence, it's just boring). Homophobes. The colour pink. Racism.
Green Day. Billy Talent. Breaking Benjamin. Three Days Grace. My Chemical Romance. Disturbed. The Offspring. An Café. Hawthorne Heights. Lostprophets. Skillet. Silverstein. SR-71. Yellowcard. Tatu. Muse. Paramore. Bullet for my Valentine. Kill Hannah. Thousand Foot Krutch.
Thats ok anytime.. Really hate people feeling this way because i know how it feels so if i can give someone just a little encouragement/ advice i will do that no matter what.. the main thing is you took the first step by making your appointment and talking about some of whats going on with you, and now you have been referred to a therapist. It will get better from here but its not going to be easy and it will take time but you will get there..
In a way i was happy that people thought there was nothing wrong because i dont like people feeling sorry for me.. but then i shold have been open with my doctor, i just find it hard trusting anyone.. the thing that helps me more than anything though is helping others with their issues, so if you ever need to talk about anything like this without being judged etc then feel free to inbox me and ill help in anyway i can.. and if i cant i will listen..
I always find that its easier to let it all out to someone you dont know and dont have to face..