Im Kyle; Ima wolf. ______________________________________
All I ever see in magazines, on tv, is superficial girls, with a small I.q. 100 pounds isn't beautiful, beauty is skin deep. I believe that beauty comes in all shapes and forms. All these girls on the covers of the high rep fashion magazines aren't healthy their selling their souls for fame. I can see how Britney or Paris could be romodels in the sense that their doing good for people, helping people out in charities or making music for fans. But when it comes to their image I believe their sending out the wrong message. Carrying a toothbrush in your pruse, and baring your soul to the trendy gossip isn't healthy. I'm not the skinniest kid at all but I understand the presure of needing and wanting to fit in, but the main thing to remember is, be true to yourself, if your happy thats all that matters. Don't do something your not happy with, you weren't put here to impress everyone else. In this day and age, I find some humans to be replusive. Who are you to jugde someone by the outside, instead of looking on the inside. Everyone is human, no one is perfect, trust me if we all were "perfect" thing world would be a boring place.
To put it nicely, this world we live in is going to shit. We complain about simple matters, "my mom wouldn't order me this cute outfit, from my fave high priced store, my life's over." Everything is about money, the best of high priced items. fanciest cell phone, hi tec computers, the latest nintendo, etc. Their are far worse problems in the world than that. Some familes, and children don't get christmas, or any holidays for that matter, some families in some countries don't have food nor water, but we are so high up on our problems. It's really sickening. To me family and health and friends are the most important things in my life. I wasn't put here to bitch and complain about what I haven't gotten in my life. I'm not saying its not nice to buy things, because it is, I'm just saying when all you care about is materialistic things thats when a problem occurs. Be thankful for what you have, because you never know how long you have left. We all came into this world and were all going out someday, feel blessed you have family and friends and your health.
I'm stating what I've heard, what I've seen. Anyone can fall in love at any age, I just believe you can't feel real love until your older, until you know how it feels to be burned. All I ever hear is how 14, 15, 16 year old girls have had their 10th flavor of the week, and their more in love then they've ever been, then in a weeks time they found someone new to love for the rest of their live. Why must you disire such lust, such attention from random guys, from friends (who you could risk loosing a friendship with) when your just going to leave in a weeks time. Love is not jealous, love has many levels, love is beautiful it unfolds like a delicate flower. Don't go looking for lust, or love, wait until its your time, wait until it finds you.
Some of the best people I know scare the living hell out of me. Some say I'm their inspiration, I say their don't know what inspiration is. I'm trying my best to live life day by day, but some times I find myself feeling overwhelmed. Sometimes I feel the weight of the world on me. I'm so overly tired of the fake people that surround me in my every day life. I'm so sick of trying to help them, and encourage them to a better life. Being around them makes me wonder who I really am. I feel this automatic dislike for many people who have once called me their best friend, and then turned around and stabbed me the back. Don't be quick to judge I'm a very nice person, I just have a lot of trust issues, a lot of problems when it comes to letting people in. I've build myself a nice high wall, which I doubt will ever be bought down. I'm not the world's greatest friend, but I do as much for my friends as I possibly can. I'm finding out I'm not as good as I made myself out to be. I'm starting to understand, I need people more than they need me. Drifting farther and farther from reality, I dont know whats real or fictional. I wish you were here inside of my head helping me to make these disicions that I've been making on my own for so long now.
ps, i'm not single. i'm very much taken. so lg's stop the trying to bag me. you're nothing compared to my bb.
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