i find the human mind extremely fascinating. i find it interesting how sadistic, masochistic, sardonic, and sarcastic the human can be. while others are the exact opposite. It's interesting how many people are suicidal, but others are perfectly happy in life. I also find it slightly amusing how when human beings are put through pain, either create more pain for themselves or push pain onto other living creatures. I find it annoying yet humorous that many people go through life as fakes. I find it comical that many people feel no guilt when they lie. I believe every single person has a fear of something or another, they may or may not have found it but saying they have no fear is a complete lie. The number one thing in life for me is definately music.Its been a lot of my life for all my life. I play electric guitar and bass guitar and I hope to someday become a professional musician. I mainly listen to gothic, metal, punk, alternative,and industrial music. Slipknot, Evanescence, Avenged Sevenfold, AFI, Within Temptation and Murderdolls top the list though. I've also played cello for about fie years. At first, I loved it, now I hate it. I would like to play electric violin, however, because I think Emilie Autumn is really amazing. Religion is something I have spent much time thinking about and cvontemplating. I was born into a hristian Methodist family, however, I'm not sure I believe in a God, making me an Agnostic. But I've been more of a Wiccan lately and it makes the most sense to me. I'd like to believe theres something higher than me , but I wont say it is a God. Literature is another important thing to me. I tend to write a lot of my own poetry, stories, and lyyrics. And if you ever see me, I'll probably have a book with me, usually romance, horro, mystery or something death/medical centered. Art is a major relief for me and I have a serious obsesion with body art. I would love to have many piercings and tattoos at some point. If I dont make it as a musician, I think being a tatoo artist would be really cool. When it comes to love and romance, Im pretty much a hopeless romantic. I love to easily and I get hurt a lot. I think we only have a chance or two to truely fall in love, something I learned from a girl named Samantha Weiss. But I think once you fall in love with someone, you dont fall out of love with them. Anything else I missed that you want to know, message me. kill. me. just in. case. RIP Grandma Dorothy Russel "Zomb!e" Jackson

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