she has me like a pisces when I am weak, I've been locked inside your heart shaped box for weeks. you're like a fake diamond, sparkling like the moon and sun. Hi. I'm Camille. I like books and music. I write a lot. I grew up close to LA california. I love: lana del rey, heart shaped glasses, nirvana, emily strange, polka dots, chinchillas, singing, writing, fashion, vintage clothes, and pink skies, mermaids, the ocean, shiny lights.... ''only the ones who find their true families survive, under the pink sky'' oh francesca lia block is like a mom to me. I am happy to say I get to work with her soon. I think a truly good book should effect your soul when you read it.
“Wish on everything. Pink cars are good, especially old ones. And stars of course, first stars and shooting stars. Planes will do if they are the first light in the sky and look like stars. Wish in tunnels, holding your breath and lifting your feet off the ground. Birthday candles. Baby teeth.”
“A kiss about apple pie a la mode with the vanilla creaminess melting in the pie heat. A kiss about chocolate, when you haven't eaten chocolate in a year. A kiss about palm trees speeding by, trailing pink clouds when you drive down the Strip sizzling with champagne. A kiss about spotlights fanning the sky and the swollen sea spilling like tears all over your legs.”
“Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you on this earth. Sometimes you catch them. They can be the hands of the people you love. They can be your pets- pups with funny names, cats with ferocious old souls. The thing that keeps you here can be your art. It can be things you have collected and invested with a certain sense of meaning. A flowered, buckled treasure chest of secrets. Shoes that make you taller and, therefore, closer to the heavens. A suit that belonged to your fairy godmother. A dress that makes you feel a little like the Goddess herself. Sometimes you keep falling; you don't catch anything. Sometimes you fall, spinning through space, grasping for the things that keep you here. Sometimes you catch them. Sometimes you don't. Sometimes they catch you.”
“My mother says that pain is hidden in everyone you see. She says try to imagine it like big bunches of flowers that everyone is carrying around with them. Think of your pain like a big bunch of red roses, a beautiful thorn necklace. Everyone has one.”
“You asked me who I thought I was before. I said maybe I was a fish because I love water and you said, you thought a mermaid, maybe. If you were a mermaid, you said, if you were a mermaid, I was the sea.”
“I want him to see the flowers in my eyes and hear the songs in my hands.”
“Nothing happened. And everything did. Your whole life you can be told something is wrong and so you believe it. Why should you question it? But then slowly seeds are planted inside of you, one by one, by a touch or a look or a day skateboarding in a park, and they start to burst out of old hulls shells and they start to sprout. And pretty soon there are so many of them. They are named Love and Trust and Kindness and Joy and Desire and Wonder and Spirit and Soulmate. They grow into a garden so dense and thick that it starts to invade your brain where the old things you were once told are dying. ”
“Stories are like genies...They can carry us into and though our sorrows. Sometimes they burn, sometimes they dance, sometimes they weep, sometimes they sing. Like genies, everyone has one. Like genies, sometimes we forget that we do. Our stories can set us free...When we set them free.”
dancing. acting. singing. taking pictures. laughing. glitter. sidewalk chalk. thrift stores. big sunglasses. high fashion. party monster. james st. james, fruit, rainbows. vintage clothing 60s-90s <3, reading!(just got a kindle~~~), coloring, veggies, fruit, homebaked things, stained glass art and window, coffee shops, herbal remedies, sapphires, rubies, opals, and other stones, neon colors, candy, silliness, getting really excited, hugging, big surprises, lisa frank, chinchillies, rats, Devon she is SO cute, Ciara, Cyd, Chelsea, Lacey. mushrooms when they grow in a circle outside my window, allison harvard, playing at carnivals, CATS. colors, picnics in the park? haha I like a lot of things.
the thought that women have no opinions and aren't worth much, people who are really angry and serious all the time, facebook, cockroaches ewww, hypocrites, big black beetles, my nightmares, people who harass me, nickleback, people who are so arrogant they think they are god, porrly written books that have a good story so I can't hate the book as much as I'd like.
no order: lana del rey, hole, nirvana, peaches, the cure,the white stripes, garbage, veruca salt, dj hixxy, dimmu borgir, jack off jill, scarling, cradle of filth, kittie, children of bodom, the start, gwen stefani, kerli, no doubt, the unicorns, shiny toy guns, lena katina, nadia ali, dj tiesto, lots just ask me.