I do not wish to be moved from my current prison to a slightly larger one - I wish to be free of all prisons.
Status: Yeah. Thats right. Im finally done. For good this time.
Sex: female Age: 18 Location: Roy,
Washington, United States
Member since: February 15, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Undecided Lives with:-_Autumn_- Family with:WishN4Wings Hanging out with:VaeViktus Occupation: Lazy Ass Extordinaire
Latest Journal Entry:Work? February 05, 2012, 08:53pm
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About Me
Little men. Big guns. Pointed at our heads...
--Hallo, my name is Clarissa. I highly doubt that many of the people here on VF are going to bother reading this, considering that Vampirefreaks has become one huge ass beauty contest, where looks are everything and intellect is nothing. However, if you do happen to take the time out of your busy day to read this, I thank you. Now, on to more about me. After all, isn't that what you're reading this for? --I'm 18 years of age, however, most people tend to forget that due to the fact that I'm very mature for my age. I moved away from home when I was 14, and I currently reside in this middle of nowhere hick town called Roy with my friend, Autumn. . My friends are my life and the reason I can never leave this place. They have saved me from myself more times than can ever be counted, and for that, I owe them... Everything. --I believe in some things that make most people think I'm a fucking crack-head. One of these things is astral projection. I'm trying to get really good at it, but usually- more often than not in fact- I don't end up where I want to be. I'm interested in the paranormal and extraterrestrial. Yes. I believe that aliens exist. It just doesn't make sense for us to be the only intelligent life in the universe. Another belief of mine is that from every bad thing in life, a good thing will stem from it. I know its hard to see sometimes, but if you look hard enough its clear that this is true. I think that the government is just one large conspiracy set out to destroy our hopes, dreams, aspirations, and -eventually- our lives. I hate the idea of prisons, I'd rather just kill the killers, castrate the rapists (not including statutory rapists, 'cause thats just a stupid age thing and age means nothing), fine the thieves, and allow the druggies to carry on with their existence. --Every Tuesday I take belly-dancing lessons. I'm not great at it, but I'm getting better. A passion of mine is Psychology and I'm all too often told to "stop with the psychology bullshit". I don't think its bullshit and if anyone has a problem with it they can go suck my massive invisible penis. I HATE war. I think that its wrong. There are better ways to solve our problems than by useless killing. Ideally, I'd like it if I could find a nice Anarchy to live in, fuck this democracy bullshit. IF VOTING MADE A DIFFERENCE IT'D BE ILLEGAL. I can see through societies' lies, and what I see disgusts me. All I want in this world is peace. No more people need to grow up like I have. I've seen too much violence, too many blood splattered bathroom floors. Too much fucking pain. But i have to believe that as long as there are people like me that believe that peace is better than violence and don't believe everything they hear, there is still hope for the human race.. most of it, anyway. Also, money means nothing to me. Love means more. I'd rather live under a bridge with people I love than in a multi-million dollar mansion with those I despise. --I can speak a little German, meaning, that I can get a point across. I'm a grammar Nazi. I believe that if you really don't have the time to put the 'h' in "what", I don't have the time to speak to you (exceptions can be made for people that don't live in America).
I DO NOT HAVE A WEB CAM, SO DON'T ASK.
Please, don't torture me with cliches. If you're going to try to intimidate me, have the courtesy to go away for a while, acquire a better education, improve your vocabulary, and come back with some fresh metaphors. -Dean R. Koontz
Likes
BOOKS By Dean Koontz... -Shadowfires. -Icebound. -Eyes Of Darkness. -Night Chills. -Sole Survivor. -Odd Thomas. -Forever Odd. -Brother Odd. -Odd Hours. -Phantoms. -The Darkest Evening Of The Year. -The Good Guy. -The Husband. -Dragon Tears. -Frankenstein Book One. -Velocity. -Life Expectancy. -The Taking. -The Face. -From The Corner Of His Eye. -False Memory. -Fear Nothing. -Seize The Night. -Demon Seed. -Tick Tock. -Dark Rivers Of The Heart. -Winter Moon. -Hideaway. -Cold Fire. -Midnight. -Watchers. -Darkfall. -By The Light Of The Moon. -The Mask. -The Funhouse. -Strange Highways.
By Keri Arthur.. -Full Moon Rising. -Kissing Sin. -Tempting Evil. -Dangerous Games. -Embraced By Darkness. -Bound to Shadows. -Destiny Kills.
By Christopher Rice... -A Density Of Souls. -Light Before Day. -Blind Fall.
By Jack Ketchum... -Old Flames. -The Lost. -Peaceable Kingdom. -The Girl Next Door. -Offspring. -Off Season.
By Jeannine Kadow... -Dead Tide. -BurnOut.
By Barb Hendee -Dhampir. -Thief Of Lives. -Sister Of The Dead. -Traitor To The Blood. -Rebel Fay. -Child Of A Dead God. -In Shade And Shadow.
By Ray Garton... -Loveliest Dead. -Ravenous. -Beastial. -Night Life. -Live Girls.
By Darren Shan... -A Living Nightmare. -The Vampire's Assistant. -Tunnels Of Blood. -Vampire Mountain. -Trials Of Death. -The Vampire Prince. -Hunters Of Dust. -Allies Of The Night. -Killers Of The Dawn. -The Lake Of Souls. -Lord Of The Shadows. -Sons Of Destiny. -Lord Loss. -Demon Theif. -Slawter. -Bec. -Blood Beast. -Demon Apocalypse. -Death's Shadow. -Wolf Island.
By Anne Rice... -The Vampire Lestat. -Queen Of The Damned. -The Tale Of The Body Theif. -Blood And Gold: The Story Of Marius. -Lasher. -Taltos. -Pandora.
By Richard Laymon... -The Woods Are Dark. -One Rainy Night. -Flesh. -Dark Mountain.
By Brian Keene -Dead Sea. -Castaways. -Dark Hollow. -Urban Gothic.
By Bryan Smith... -House of Blood. -The Freakshow. -Queen of Blood. -Soultaker.
By Nicholas Pekearo... -The Wolfman.
Unknown Authors... -Dead City. -Dawn Of The Vampire. -The Killing Game.
Anthologies -Dark Delacacies. -Dark Delacacies II. -Thriller. -Triage. -Stalker.
OHNE DICH -EISBRECHER Ich verbrenne, für dich. Ich kann nicht atmen, ohne dich. Du vergibst, weil du liebst. Ich falle, für dich. Kann nicht mehr aufstehn ohne dich. Du verstehst, weil du liebst.
Was ist die Sonne ohne dein Licht? Was ist ein Bild ohne dein Gesicht? Ich hab das Leben verflucht, allein zu leben versucht.
Doch es geht nicht!
Ohne dich, kann ich nicht frei sein Ohne dich, endlos high sein Ohne dich, bin ich allein Ohne dich, kann ich nicht fliegen Ohne dich, endlos lieben Ohne dich, kann ich nicht sein
Ich erwache, für dich Ich kann nichts spürn, ohne dich Du befreist, du verzeihst Ich ertrinke in dir Spür deinen Pulsschlag tief in mir Du verstehst, weil du lebst
Was ist die Sonne ohne dein Licht? Was ist ein Bild ohne dein Gesicht? Ich hab das Leben verflucht, allein zu leben versucht.
Doch es geht nicht!
Ohne dich, kann ich nicht frei sein Ohne dich, endlos high sein Ohne dich, bin ich allein Ohne dich, kann ich nicht fliegen Ohne dich, endlos lieben Ohne dich, kann ich nicht sein
Ich bete zu Gott, dass es nie endet Dass dein Feuer mich ewig blendet Ich vermiss dich, zähle jede Sekunde Ohne deine Gnade geh ich zu Grunde
Ohne dich, kann ich nicht frei sein Ohne dich, endlos high sein Ohne dich, bin ich allein Ohne dich, kann ich nicht fliegen Ohne dich, endlos lieben Ohne dich, kann ich nicht sein
Dislikes
I don't like people that hate me before they know me, intolerant assholes, people with shit for grammar (exceptions can be made for foreigners), animal cruelty, Twilight movies,Bethel High School. There are too many fuckin' racists, assholes, dumbasses, and other lower forms of humanity... etc, etc.
Favorite Music
MUSIC American Head Charge.. Apocolyptica.. Alice In Chains.. Alice Cooper.. Brian "Head" Welch.. Black Sabbath.. Black Label Society.. Blood Hound Gang.. Bloody Irish Boys.. Beborn Beton.. Cake.. Children of Bodom.. Coal Chamber.. Cradle of Filth.. Das Ich.. Deadstar Assembly.. Dreadful Children.. Dropkick Murphys.. Dead Kennedys.. Depeche Mode.. Dimmu Borgir.. Dio.. Disturbed.. Dog Fashion Disco.. Dope.. Dragonforce.. Drowning Pool.. Evanescence.. Eisbrecher.. Fear Factory.. Flogging Molly.. Godsmack.. Gogol Bordello.. Gwar.. Heimataerde.. Irish Stew of Sindidun.. Iron Maiden.. Journey.. Jonathan Davis.. Judas Priest.. King Diamond.. Kittie.. Korn.. Lamb Of God.. Lektor The Terror Of Tacoma.. Marilyn Manson.. Metallica.. Nine Inch Nails.. Nirvana.. Offspring.. Olivier Deriviere.. Orgy.. Otep.. Ozzy.. Pantera.. Polkadot Cadaver.. Powerman 5000.. Primus.. Rammstein.. Rob Zombie.. Red White And Die.. Rush.. Scars On Broadway.. Seether.. Serj Tankian.. Slipknot.. Static-X.. Strapping Young Lad.. System of a Down.. Sublime.. Tenacious D.. Tool.. The Assasinators.. Turmion Katilot.. Twisted Sister.. Type O Negative.. Voltaire.. Wednesday 13.. White Zombie.. Within Temptation.. Zakk Wylde..