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I'm Sean
I'm 22 years old
I'm from Jersey
I'm an intelligent person who always questions life
I'm into art cause it's one of the few things I know how to do
I never seem to know what to say so I tend to fade off into the background
I normally have trouble focusing on the immediate issues
I do not tolerate the stupidity of others very well
I'm disconnected from reality a little, but I normally don't notice
I like to fuck with ppl just to joke around but tend not to cuz I'm bad at it
I whine about the injustices committed by society but often speak truth
I have a tendency to pace about a room when I can't make up my mind on an important issue
If only life didn't have so meany complicated decisions. A burrito or Elio's for lunch? It's all too heard to handle
Without fail. every time I leave my house, it's as if I've given up my every right to be left alone, or treated with respect. You flies with your unyielding little minds. you think my difference from you is an excuse to comment on me, as if I were on display for you. like I'm the way I am because I want the incessant gawking of strangers.
I only exists in the mind of a higher being. I know I am the art of divinity. A brush stroke of the gods made me one note in their symphony. I realize that I'm not real God just imagined me. This is a strange universe. Is it all just a blueprint? In the real universe, is my consciousness useless? Are we really something a higher intelligence made up? A figment of imagination colored by a cosmic paintbrush? Maybe all of our art creates the fate of other beings. Then every character in ever novel thinks it's alive and were just gods ruling blindly. I want you to witnessed the paradox of the word "existing." I colored my world theirs, and concluded I'm not living. The hidden variable that all that is is art and when I close my eyes, I see eternity as a story. A God imagined the God that imagined me and I am God and so on and so on....
Indifference is the enemy. Nothing is inevitable if you're willing to think. Nothing is unattainable if you're willing to fight. Healthy cultures are full of artists. When hope dies, so does creativity. When culture is lost, so is the future.
If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure. I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this. Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit. Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's ok to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally. Ask me questions to help me get clear. Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery. Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings. I like a good discussion but not a confrontation. Let me know you like what I've done or said. Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life. Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is ok between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
information
videos that are just to cool
Zeitgeist the revolution is NOW
Doll Face
Hands
Minilogue/hitchhikers choice
The Scritch-Scratch of Busy Little Hands
Everyday
I'm Sean
I'm 22 years old
I'm from Jersey
I'm an intelligent person who always questions life
I'm into art cause it's one of the few things I know how to do
I never seem to know what to say so I tend to fade off into the background
I normally have trouble focusing on the immediate issues
I do not tolerate the stupidity of others very well
I'm disconnected from reality a little, but I normally don't notice
I like to fuck with ppl just to joke around but tend not to cuz I'm bad at it
I whine about the injustices committed by society but often speak truth
I have a tendency to pace about a room when I can't make up my mind on an important issue
If only life didn't have so meany complicated decisions. A burrito or Elio's for lunch? It's all too heard to handle
Indifference is the enemy. Nothing is inevitable if you're willing to think. Nothing is unattainable if you're willing to fight. Healthy cultures are full of artists. When hope dies, so does creativity. When culture is lost, so is the future.
If you want me to do something, how you ask is important. I especially don't like expectations or pressure. I like to listen and to be of service, but don't take advantage of this. Listen until I finish speaking, even though I meander a bit. Give me time to finish things and make decisions. It's ok to nudge me gently and nonjudgmentally. Ask me questions to help me get clear. Tell me when you like how I look. I'm not averse to flattery. Hug me, show physical affection. It opens me up to my feelings. I like a good discussion but not a confrontation. Let me know you like what I've done or said. Laugh with me and share in my enjoyment of life. Be direct and clear. Listen to me carefully. Don't judge me for my anxiety. Work things through with me. Reassure me that everything is ok between us. Laugh and make jokes with me. Gently push me toward new experiences. Try not to overreact to my overreacting.
What I like about being me? Being nonjudgmental and accepting. Caring for and being concerned about others. Being able to relax and have a good time. Knowing that most people enjoy my company. My ability to see many different sides of an issue and to be a good mediator and facilitator. My heightened awareness of sensations, aesthetics, and the here and now. Being able to go with the flow and feel one with the universe. Being committed and faithful to family and friends. Being responsible and hardworking. Being compassionate toward others. Having intellect and wit. Being a nonconformist. Confronting danger bravely. Being direct and assertive.
What's hard about being me? Being judged and misunderstood for being placid and/or indecisive. Being critical of myself for lacking initiative and discipline. Being too sensitive to criticism. Taking every raised eyebrow and twitch of the mouth personally. Being confused about what I really want. Caring too much about what others will think of me. Not being listened to or taken seriously. The constant push and pull involved in trying to make up my mind. Procrastinating because of fear of failure. Having little confidence in myself. Fearing being abandoned or taken advantage of. Exhausting myself by worrying and scanning for danger. Wishing I had a rule book at work so I could do everything right. Being too critical of myself when I haven't lived up to my expectations.
So basically I feel ignored and that my wants, opinions, and feelings are unimportant. I tune out a lot, especially when others argue. I deny anger or keep it to myself. I'm friendly, likable, and dependable, and/or sarcastic, bossy, and stubborn. I'm anxious and hyper vigilant; anticipate danger. I look to groups or authorities to protect them and/or question authority and rebel. I take on the fearfulness of an overly anxious parent.
 | You scored as Angel, Angel: Angels are the guardians of all things, from the smallest ant to the tallest tree. They give inspiration, love, hope, and positive emotion. They live among humans without being seen. They are the good in all things, and if you feel alone, don't fear. They are always watching. Often times they merely stand by, whispering into the ears of those who feel lost. They would love nothing more then to reveal themselves, but in today's society, this would bring havoc and many unneeded questions. Give thanks to all things beautiful, for you are an Angel.
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 | You scored as Eyes of Rage, You have eyes of fury and rage. You feel that you have been wronged in some way, and you hold a grudge quite well. There are a fe people you hate and sometimes you wish you could just get away from it all. Also you are a very dominant person and seek to have a lot of power. You like to be in control of things. ~thx 4 takin my quiz~
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