I am a very proud woman. I've been through hell and back more than a few times and have the scars and resulting wisdom to prove it. I'm alot of things to alot of people. I'm a friend, a mother, a wife, a Juggalette, a metal head, an artist, an opinionated bitch (at times), and a brutally honest cunt. Life is a constant journey of change and evolution. Those who refuse to change, grow stagnant and wind up regretting things they didn't do later in life. As I said before, I am a mother with four beautiful children I adore more than life itself reguardless of what anyone else may have to say about it. I had my oldest when I was 17 years old so, in some ways, I missed out on alot of the BS people go through but, at the same time, I experienced TWICE the life others have missed out on. I don't preach at teen moms and dads. Instead I offer my support and advice and they can take it or leave it. I am of a firm beleif that all things happen in this life for a purpose. If one isn't meant to have a child at 16 or whatever then they won't. Call me weird but that's how I see it.
I am quiet most of the time until I get to know you or I have something to say. Just because I don't babble on and on about nothing doesn't mean I don't care about you, it simply means I don't have anything to say. If you care to judge me based on your shallow idea of how someone should look, act, breathe, beleive, etc, then save your breath. I am who I am and, at 27, I've learned not to change for ANYONE. I am incredibly loyal and caring towards my friends but I am also brutally honest in all things. If you ask my opinion, you will get it. If you betray me, you'll get it back with both barrels and that will be the end of it with VERY rare exceptions. "To his friend a man should bear him as friend, and gift for gift bestow, laughter for laughter let him exchange, but leasing pay for a lie."
I am an intensely passionate person. I love music, art, history, gaming, there's an incredibly long list but you can look at my interests for that.
If you're truly curious about my origins, I was born and raised in Denvery City, TX. It's a tiny town in the panhandle plains desert of Texas. There's not alot there other than alot of bad memories from a really screwed up childhood so I won't waste much time on it. I've got a few friends still there and my family is there. If it weren't for them, I would cut my ties to the place completely. I'm on my second marriage, my first failing for alot of reasons but, mostly, because my first husband and I got married WAY too young for the wrong reasons. We were in love with the idea of being in love pretty much. I met my current hubby, Jeremy, in a chat room on MSN. He was there for me when nobody else would be and he stuck with me through hell and back. I fell in love with him and the rest is history. We just celebrated our fourth anniversary and I can say we love each other as much now as we did in the beginning if not moreso. He completes me and I love him with all my heart and soul and I will kick the everloving shit out of anyone who tries to ruin that.

Music, art, writing, tattoos, Norse and Celtic Mythology, Heathenism, sewing, clothing design, body modification, religions, geneology, sub cultures, history, role-playing games, computers, web design, 3d graphic design, urban legends, ghosts, criminology, architecture, my husband and my children, etc. lol

Gods I could write a friggin book... rather sad how the majority of us can always think of more things that piss us off rather than things that make us happy. Here's a breif list:

Liars
back-stabbers
flat soda
cold coffee
Liver
buying a box of cookies and finding out once I get them home that over half of them are broke (same goes for crackers and bags of chips)
PeOpLe WhO TyPe LyKe Dis... FFS learn how to type. Do they not teach spelling anymore??!!?!?
Typing/ Grammar/ Spelling nazis. Look... everyone has days where they just can't type a line without getting assraped by typo demons. Get over yourself already. If you can comprehend it then what's the issue? If you don't like it, don't read it... oh and pull that stick out of your ass. UGH
Narrow minded, judgemental assholes
Assholes in general
Eletists- Just like Grammar Nazis, get over yourself.
Shallow people- there is alot to life, stop being a sissy and look into it sometime. You might just like it.
DRAMA QUEENS!!!!! They rank top on my list even tho they aren't listed that way. What the HELL is wrong with these people? Did daddy miss too many dance recitals? Mommy not get you that Malibu Barbie when you were a kindergoth? The planet does NOT revolve around any one person... face it. I'm a great friend but, if you bring the shit on yourself and then drag me into it, I'll drop you like a bad habit.
Centipedes
putting my hands through spiderwebs ( I HATE that feeling)
There's more but I'm just too lazy to go into it right now. lol

Yet another I could write a book about..... In no particular order:

Amon Amarth* Dimmu Borgir* Cradle of Filth* Tyr* Exodus* Combichrist* The Crux Shadows* Wykked Wytch* Creature Feature* Children of Bodom* Hatebreed* Teardown* Hammerfall* Manowar* Pantera* Megadeth* Sevendust* Nirvana* Psychlon Nine* Grendel* London After Midnight* Nocturne* Kitty* Sopour Aeturnus (sp?)* Deathstars (Thank you Jon for turning me onto them)* Winds of Plague* Carnifex* Whitechapel* Necrophagist* Enslaved* Nightwish* Shape of Despair* Insane Clown Posse* Twiztid* Dark Lotus* Boondox* Kotton Mouth Kings* Judge D* Saint Dog* Wolfpac*
I could go on and on and on and on but you get the idea. I am extremely ecclectic in my musical tastes so, obviously, my list reflects that. Music is a HUGE part of my life and I seriously don't see the point in limiting myself to ONE kind of music.