We sing to you dark gods beneath the earth... We are not humans having a spiritual experience, we are spirtual beings having a human experience. Not sure who quoted this but its so true!
Status: Its been ages since I have been on here, cos so called life has been keeping me busy...
Sex: female Age: 98 Location: The Big Smoke,
Member since: March 16, 2010 Account: Free Account Orientation: Straight Status: In a relationship Partner in crime with:-Key- Buddies with:diosdado Occupation: Stylist / Artist / Founder of The Dollhouse organisation
IF YOU REMOVE THIS PLEASE CREDIT PRINTEDEXISTENCE SOMEWHERE VISIBLE IN THE LAYOUT!IF YOU REMOVE THIS PLEASE CREDIT PRINTEDEXISTENCE SOMEWHERE VISIBLE IN THE LAYOUT! This past is laden with a balance of darkness & sparks of light. Lifes challenges have played a big part in my living & has always been a test of will's. I am a fighter, someone who used to be afraid of there very self, but now in this life I am truly not afraid of anything. Living in the Now has always been the key. My whole time of existing I had been searching for inner peace within my mind & I found it & NOW I am facing my largest challenge & that is enforcing a stopper to years of the same continuous habit of a way of thinking, the vicious repetitive cycle that is created not by anyone but ourselves. This shell we live in is a painful seperation from the actual place we come from. I have lived a life many times already before this one. I feel trapped in this body. We are not humans having a spiritual experience, we are spirtual beings having a human experience! Free spirited, Depth, Loyal, Honest, Wild, Creative, Strategic mind, bruised but not weak, Strong willed, Laughing bundle of craziness,i laugh alot even when im in pain. I am my own God, connected to all natural living things. I love being immersed in the atmosphere of live concerts & gigs. Music captures me it holds me prisoner,Im an expressive painter, my brush dances with playful melodies, heavy brutal riffs & haunting seductive sounds of the cello.
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You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
History, Science (especially Neurological & genectics), Child Psychology, Julia De Ville, Egypt, Mythology, Travelling, Historical architecture, Antiques, Languages, Ballet, Operas, A Lover of Art: 16th -18th century paintings, Da Vinci, Raphael, Michelangelo, Rembrandt, Other artists Marlene Dumas, Audrey Kawasaki, James Jean, Francis Bacon, underground art scene,there are to many to name.... Reading, writing, collecting books, the smell of old parchment. Japan, souls, Bugs, Wings, Winter Gardens, Fire Festivals, Spirits, Nature & all its elements, vampires, the moon, witches, fantasy, Victoria Francis, 1800's victorian & french, Films, Cello (my favourtie string instrument),sitting out on my porch at night listening to the still sounds of the night & watching people walk by without noticing my presence, Old Trees, Genuine minds, strong willed creatures, honesty, red wine & i seem to have a liking for romance films that end in tragedy..
People who allow themselves to be weakminded. Those who repeat the same mistakes over & over, when they didnt have to. Those who complain about life being shit, well no one is going to change it for you so get off your lazy procrastinative ass & do something about it. Seriously its not that hard. Those who dont know what responsibility really is. Those who lack self belief because they choose to "THINK" they are less. Get some fucken Balls of steel & be you! Men who sexualise woman & woman who allow men to sexualise them. Contradictive fucken idiots <- fucken fustrating. I used to be one & changed that very quickly! I could go on forever about the Human Race & how embarassing it is to be apart of it, but I have found hope in those Ive surrounded myself with who are far ahead in the way of just being & having no fear!
My taste in music varies. Im mostly drawn to Classics, symphonic, ambient, black metal & folk. Music that has a vintage quality to it that calls to the oldest part of my soul. Moonspell, Opeth, Summoning, Behemoth, Nox Arcana, Epica, Dark Funeral, Gojira, Satyricon, Perfect Cicle, Dark Fortress,Eluveitie, Austere, Eterul, Vassafor, Anno Domini Mortus, Immortal, Vesania, Mesuggah, Alcest, Les Discret, Sirenia, The sins of thy beloved, Diablo Swing Orchestra, Svarti Loghin, Exordium Mors, Tvangeste, Apocalyptica, Katatonia, Ne Obliviscaris, Emilie Autumn, Vampiria, Agalloch, Delain, Carach Angren,Dimmu Borgir, Thulcandra, Portishead, Massive Attack, Diminsihed 7, Beethoven, Bach, Tchaikovsky & many more classical musicians /composers,Deftones, Mars Volta, White Stripes, Led Zepplin, wolfmother.