don't be afraid to talk to me i am Isobel
formally trained professional photographer
as well as a poet and a painter
i do fine art erotica, fashion portraits, and band promotional
in the world i see...
everything is broken and the imperfections make you infallible.
sex drips from your spine and your nails trace maps of new cities.
breathe deep and melt your eyes.
lips that smile promise and your tongue twisting reality. 
many of us spend our whole lives
running from feeling with the mistaken belief
that you cannot bear the pain.
but you have already borne the pain.
what you have not done is feel all you are beyond the pain. i want to cover every inch with colored pain,
expel it all onto stretched canvas skin.
hair clumped together with paint and flesh sticky with cum.
the blood pumping. hands and bodies moving fast.
the brushes caressing moans. kill us slow then gasp with life. 
"Yield to temptation; it may not pass your way again."
"Sin lies only in hurting other people unnecessarily.
All other 'sins' are invented nonsense.
(Hurting yourself is not sinful - just stupid.)"
"Your enemy is never a villain in his own eyes.
Keep this in mind; it may offer a way to make him your friend.
If not, you can kill him without hate - and quickly."
"A generation which ignores history has no past�and no future."
"Everything in excess!
To enjoy the flavor of life, take big bites.
Moderation is for monks."
"Dear, don�t bore him with trivia or burden him with your past mistakes.
The happiest way to deal with a man is never to tell him anything he does not need to know."
"Darling, a true lady takes off her dignity with her clothes and does her whorish best.
At other times you can be as modest and dignified as your persona requires"
all those jackasses that think because they bought a digital camera
and learned photoshop that they are photographers.
just stop. you're horrible.
and no i won't teach you photography
don't ask.
same goes for all you "models" out there.
just cause some gwc took some snapshots of you doesn't make you a model.
everything
i'm friends with, met, hugged, partied,
photographed, made out, given stripteases,
been stalked by and am related to many a musical artist.
i'm not bragging. just stating fact.
Ah! I have kissed thy mouth, Jokanaan, I have kissed thy mouth.
There was a bitter taste on thy lips.
Was it the taste of blood? . . .
Nay; but perchance it was the taste of love. . .
_____________________movies
Heavy Metal, Fight Club,
Life Aquatic, Streets of Fire,
Eagle vs Shark, Perfume,
Children of Men, 300,
The Pillow Book, SLC Punk,
Requiem for a Dream, Snatch,
Funny Games, 30 Days of Night,
Planet Terror, Wizards,
Legend, The Boondock Saints,
Pulp Fiction, Brick,
Donnie Darko, Perfect Blue,
Tank Girl, Alice in Wonderland,
The Rules of Attraction, Sin City,
Amelie, Dark City, Pirates XXX,
Lord of War, Audition, Bubba Ho-Tep,
Death Proof, Baby Snakes, Old Boy,
Suspect Zero, The Science of Sleep,
Kingdom of Heaven, I <3 Huckabees,
Ginger Snaps, Stranger than Fiction
_____________________books
The Golden Compass, The Subtle Knife,
The Amber Spyglass, Invisible Monsters,
Echo, Dangerous Angels, Little Birds,
The Claiming of Sleeping of Beauty,
Beauty's Punishment, Beauty's Release,
Garden of the Perverse, The Story of O,
House of Leaves, The Vampire Lestat,
Vittorio the Vampire, the Everworld series,
Harry Potter, The Black Dagger Brotherhood
