Who I Am
|| Raynie || 14 years of age || Female || Pansexual || Ontario, Canada || Taken || Free Member||
Occupation: Ronnie Radke's Wife
Before you say "Oh dear Lord, she's a disgrace because she likes women, eeewww", I say, go fuck yourself. This is who I am, and I can't change it, neither can you. So if you have that in mind (telling me that I'm a disgrace) leave me alone, please.
Some people may say I'm flirtatious, but the truth is, I'm not. Most people that I talk to mistake compliments to be flirting. I'm in a relationship, and I won't flirt with you. Besides, I don't flirt unless I've known you for a while. Which means that I won't date you after an hour, if you can ever call internet relationships "dating".
Hehe well this girl right here is incredible and she means the world to me. She's so adorable and just so fun to talk to. If you haven't spoken to this girl here then you are surely missing out. Love you Raynie (Anthony) <3
I'm a writer. I love to write. I would
love to be published one day and have people know me for the things that I've wrote. When I have a pen in my hand, and the words start to fill the pages, it feels amazing. It's like I finally have control of a life, and I can make it better with each word that I write. Besides, writing is a great past time and everyone should give it a try.
I'm extremely hyper, and my emotions differ from day and weather. And before you say something about bipolar disorder, I haven't been tested, and you aren't a licensed doctor, so I really see no point in you telling me that I have a disorder that I may or may not have.
Do not give me a label. I hate them. I'm Emo because I cut myself, I'm Scene because I love Hello Kitty and wearing vibrant colors, I'm Goth because black is one of my favourite colors and I've worn black lipstick before. So what am I? I'm me. I am not a label, and you can't put me in one either!
Before you comment and call me something like beautiful, gorgeous, sexy, don't. You call me Raynie, or you call me nothing. Sure, a picture comment saying that I'm cute or pretty would be very kind of you, and that's not saying that I'm telling you to. I don't control people. You control yourself. And no one said that Raynie was my real name. It's not, but you don't need to know what my real name is.
My age is
extremely important. I'm 14, which means that all you eighteen year old and older people should probably fuck off. I'm not interested, nor will I ever be until I'm legal age. If your 26 and you state that you want to date a minor, I hope you get arrested. But that isn't saying that if you can hold a conversation with me about something mature and not sexual, then I guess I'd talk to you.
I have trust issues. You earn my trust, and you keep it. Well, you keep it up to the point where you stab me in the back, call me a liar and stop talking to me. Then you lose it forever.
Getting hurt is something that happens to me easily. Simply calling me a bitch will get me to break down and bawl my eyes out. You'd think that with everything that goes on in my life, I'd be stronger. But I'm not. I consider myself frail and fragile, but that doesn't mean I need someone to save me, either. I know how to do that. It just may take some time, or maybe a push in the right direction.
Music speaks to me in a way that words cannot. If you look at the music I listen to at that moment you can tell my emotions and what I'm feeling. It may be weird to say, but it's the truth.
I'm usually not afraid to tell my thoughts and what I think of someone. Usually. If I like you, I'll say it. If I hate you, I will motherfucking say it. If I think you are the hottest beast alive, I'll say it.
I guess you could call me a paranoid freak considering that I am scared of almost everything and anything. I don't want to be, but it's how I am and I really wish I could change that, but I can't. Clowns and bees. Two things that are at the very top of my list. I'm fucking terrified of the beasts.
I'm more spiritual than I am religious. Karma is a big "IT'S REAL" with me. It's hard to describe what I believe, but I guess the first two sentences cover a part of it.
I will
not go on webcam with you, call you, text you, cyber with you, send naughty or nude pics to you just so you can jerk off. So again, if you have that in mind, FUCK RIGHT OFF! I'm a 14 year young damaged child, not a 14 year young porn star.
So I guess that's it, then. If you wanna talk, message me and stuff.
Oh yeah, I'm a grammar troll. Fair warning.
Bye!