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Hey everyone...so yeah...ketchup is weird.
Status: Turrible [View Updates]
Sex: male
Age: 27
Location: West Des Moines, Iowa, United States

Member since: March 01, 2011
Account: Free Account
Orientation: Straight
Status: Single
Occupation: Dead Harvester
Latest Journal Entry: I Feel Like A God When I'm Alone   September 28, 2015, 12:07pm
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Oh no my shirt magically came off...so I'm gonna sit here while the breeze ever so gently kisses my nipples.
Basic Details:
I am a 27 year old dude with aspergers syndrome. Open and friendly. I intend to be a musician and film maker. My interests are limited (part of the aspergers code) but when I have those interests, I try to know everything I can. I am here for friends…actual friends. You know people who talk to each other? Remember those??

More Details: I do everything on my own terms when being creative. Nothing comes in to change or persuade me the other direction. I like new people to talk to...I'm here for a reason. To meet new folks. This is called social networking for a reason. It seems to be self networking these days. I'm Finnish, German, Irish, Austrian, and to be honest I don't know the rest, probably never will. But I treasure the Finnish roots the most. My mind is complicated but mostly open for people to ask about. Not everything though, some things I HAVE to keep to myself. I also suffer from Bi-Polar and mild Psychosis. I talk to everyone who talks to me. I treat you with respect as I would hope you do the same. If not...bye bye.

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My cat Rasputin...yes, he's fat.
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My former cat Eve (RIP) Who I miss and think about every day.
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Former VF pages: First one (don't remember name) April 2004 - Summer 2004 Bloodless_Razorblade (don't remember how long...about a year) I_Live_Tranquilized (2-3 years until November 2010)

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I'm a big movie freak. I watch a lot of them. Mostly underground, independent, b-movie, foreign horror films. I like watching strange shit.

My Favorite Movies:
Natural Born Killers, Full Metal Jacket, American Psycho, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Gummo, Come and See, Tropic Thunder, Trainspotting, Kids, Aqua Teen Hunger Force Colon Movie Film For Theaters, The Black Cat, Dumb and Dumber, Orgazmo, Seven Samurai, Yojimbo, Legend, Sid & Nancy, Falling Down, Nothing But Trouble, Bad Santa, Ichi The Killer, Gozu, Pee Wee's Big Adventure, Princess Bride, Saving Private Ryan, Edward Scissorhands, Terminator 2, Mars Attacks!, Fifth Element, Forbidden Zone, Evil Dead, Ed Wood, Forrest Gump, Taxidermia, The Elephant Man, Seventh Seal, The Hangover Trilogy, One Flew Over The Cukoo's Nest, The Shining, Fight Club, Bad Boy Bubby, American History X, Taxi Driver, A Clockwork Orange, The 'Burbs, A Night At The Roxbury, Clerks, Aliens, Alien, Prometheus, Apocalypse Now, Choke, Milo and Otis, The Cell, Step Brothers, The Other Guys, Anchorman 1 & 2...and others too. lol.

Video Games:
Doom, Doom 2, Doom 3, Final Doom, Doom 64, Fallout 3, Fallout: New Vegas, Skyrim, Super Mario Bros. 3, Altered Beast, Contra 3, Final Fight 2, Halo, LA Noire, Bioshock: Infinite

Lying. Green Day.
Favorite Music

3 Doors Down (ugh)
Screaming Mechanical Brain (x5)
Queens of the Stone Age
Dax Riggs (x2)
Stone Sour (yawn)
Monster Magnet

Top 10 Favorite Bands:

1. Acid Bath

2. Psycore

3. Monster Magnet

4. Type O Negative

5. Burzum

6. Sleep

7. High On Fire

8. Primus

9. Beastie Boys

10. Alice in Chains

Others Bands I Like:

13th Floor Elevators, Acid Ape, Acid King, Acid Witch, Agents of Oblivion, Agent Steel, Alien Sex Fiend, American Head Charge, Anthrax, Asbestosdeath, Assjack, The Asteroids Galaxy Tour, Beck, Billy Idol, Biohazard, Bjork, The Black Angels, Black Flag, The Black Keys, Black Sabbath, Blood Farmers, The Butthole Surfers, Circle Jerks, Clutch, ColdWorld, Colonel Claypool's Bucket of Bernie Brains, Colenol Claypool and The Flying Frog Brigade, The Cramps, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Crossbreed, Crowbar, The Cult, Curtis Mayfield, Cypress Hill, Daisy Chainsaw, Daisyhead and the Mooncrickets, Danzig, Darkspace, Darkthrone, David Bowie, Dax Riggs, Deadboy and the Elephantmen, Deadlife, Defenestration, Deified, Depakote, Donita Sparks, The Doors, Down, Drudkh, Electric Wizard, Ennio Morricone, Enslaved, Exploited, Factory 81, Faith No More, Falgar, Fear Factory, Filter, Fisting Mary, Gabriel and the Apocalypse, Georgian Skull, GG Allin, Ghost B.C., Ghosts of Oceania, Goatwhore, Godtherapy, Golgotha (Pre-Acid Bath), Gravediggaz, Gwar, Harakiri For The Sky, Hawkwind, Hecate Enthroned, Hole (1991-1998), Ildjarn, Iron Butterfly, Iron Maiden, Jane's Addiction, Jerry Cantrell, The Jim Carroll Band, Jimi Hendrix, Joel Vandroogenbroeck, Jon LaJoie, Kalas, Korn (Old), Kyuss, L7, Lalleshwari, Led Zeppelin, Lenny Kravitz, Les Claypool, Les Claypool and the Holy Mackeral, Lunar Aurora, Mad Season, The Manson Family (Yes, the real Manson family), Marilyn Manson (1994-2005), Mark Lanegan, Massive Attack, Mastodon, Mayhem, Megadeth, Melt-Banana, Mike Doughty, Mikrotone, Ministry, Modest Mouse, Mother Love Bone, Motley Crue, Motograter, Mr. Bungle, Mushroomhead, Namanax, Nattefrost, Necromis, Necrophagia (1998-Current), Nirvana, Nokturnal Mortum, Obituary, Om, Oysterhead, Ozzy Osbourne, Pantera, Pearl Jam, Portal, Prince, The Prodigy, Psychostick, Public Image Ltd., Puscifer, Queen Adreena (Katie Jane Garside is the hottest and most talented female vocalist), Queens of the Stone Age, Rage Against The Machine, Rammstein, Reagan Youth, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Relative Ash, Revenge of Lorenzo, Robyn (sexiest pop star on earth), Rob Zombie, Rolling Stones (1960's), Rollins Band, Royal Thunder, Ruby Throat, Sausage, Screaming Mechanical Brain/Screaming Monkey Boner, Screaming Trees, Sea of Green, The Seeds, Sepultura, Sex Pistols, Shiloh Chruch, Shrum, Sister Soleil, Slayer, Slipknot (Only MFKR), Smashing Pumpkins, Soul Coughing, Soundgarden, Stelvio Cipriani, Stepa (Finnish Rapper), Stephen Lynch, Strawberry Alarm Clock, Stump, Summoning, Superchief, Swedens Finest, Tangerine Dream, Tech N9ne, Thorn, Tool, Toxic Holocaust, Uncle Acid and the Deadbeats, Ulver, Van Halen (David Lee Roth Era), The Verve, Viking Crown, Watter, White Stripes, White Zombie, Windir, Wolfmother, Xothist

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Oct 05, 2015, 07:17pm
Definite possibility


Oct 02, 2015, 02:57am
Thanks :-D
Sep 30, 2015, 09:44pm
Well yeah, it's all fun but who knows what could happen. People could go stand out in traffic and not even know it and get arrested or taken to the hospital p:
Sep 30, 2015, 09:05pm
My angel trumpet experience I was with a friend. I laid down and when I opened my eyes I thought the alarm was going off and I was late for school. My buddy was right there watching me freak out, but I did not see him at all. I jumped in the shower threw clothes on and I looked out my window and saw friends I hadn't seen in a long time in my backyard. I went outside and they were smoking a blunt, I asked if I could hit it and they let me. I went back inside to grab some breakfast and everything changed, I was in my house at night and my friend was freaked out because no matter what he did I didn't pay attention to him. I didn't even feel him when he touched me, he said he was pulling me away from my fence in the backyard. I did a very high dose but deliriants you can't tell this normal reality from the rest of it, that's what makes it so different from a psychedelic as a hallucinogen.
Sep 30, 2015, 06:40pm
I've had experience with it. My first time trying could have went really bad. It was night time but I swore it was the next day. Deliriants are wild and I don't really ever tell people to use them unless they're experienced and have someone who can keep a close on them as well as a handle.
Sep 30, 2015, 06:05pm
Ayahuasca is beautiful, you can get the stuff to make it online for pretty cheap.
Sep 30, 2015, 05:00pm
It's beautiful, keep opening those doors. Psychedelics are wonderful to say the least.
Sep 30, 2015, 04:51pm
It was always there, you just found a new side?
Sep 30, 2015, 01:34am
Ego death is a "complete loss of subjective self-identity.The term is being used in various intertwined contexts, with related meanings.

In Jungian psychology the synonymous term psychic death is used, which refers to a fundamental transformation of the psyche.

In the death and rebirth mythology ego death is a phase of self-surrender and transition, as described by Joseph Campbell in his research on the mythology of the Hero's Journey.[3] It is a recurrent theme in world mythology and is also used as a metaphor in some strands of contemporary western thinking.[6]

In (descriptions of) psychedelic experiences, the term is used synonymously with ego-loss, to refer to (temporary) loss of one's sense of self due to the use of psychedelics.[10][11][1] The term was used as such by Timothy Leary to describe the (symbolic) death of the ego in the first phase of a LSD-trip, in which a "complete transcendence" of the self and the "game" occurs.

The concept is also used in contemporary spirituality and in the modern understanding of eastern religions to describe a permanent loss of "attachment to a separate sense of self" and self-centeredness.


Sep 28, 2015, 12:18pm
You'd have to be brain dead if that was the case. The ego IS the self. It's the part of the psyche that experiences the outside world and reacts to it. You could pose the question that perhaps you never knew yourself - but that doesn't account for the fact you didn't know you had an ego to begin with. Perhaps you simply didn't know what the term was. But not simply not know you had a sense of self is a stupid thing to say.