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Hello. My name is Monika. I’m from Finland. I live in a very small village where aren’t almost everything else than fields and forest. I’m also hanging around sometimes in Oulu. I am a stundent. I'm single and looking, so if you are interested... People, who I’m with, say I’m strange, weird and a schizophrenic freak. I admit I can be really paranoid and I talk about strange things, but I can’t help it. I can be really nasty to people, who I don’t like, and that’s why I don’t have many friends here. And reason 2, why my relationships suck, is that I’m not good to get along with people. I think that it’s just because I have tried to get along wrong kind of people. I want to tell example; once I tried to talk with a guy in a bus. I started to talk about cannibalism and he just went away and looked me like I would had been a mental patient. Cannibalism is a normal subject to talk to me and people here in countryside are maybe a little bit old-fashioned. Fortunately I won’t live here long. I’m interested in psychology, music, literature and arts. I'm a fan of Happy Three Friends and my idol is Hannibal Lecter. I like Adobe Photoshop, after midnights, angst, asylums, beauty, black, books, brutality, candy, cats, chains, chainsaws, chocolate, cities, clothes, computers, corsets, death, diaries, dolls, drawing, dreadlocks, dreams, everything raw and scary, fake eyelashes, fear, friends, gas masks, ghosts, going to concerts, graveyards, hair extensions, hallucinations, horror, hot chocolate, hugs, insanity, insomnia, Livejournal, love, make up, meeting new people, melancholy, mental diseases, movies, msn messenger, music, negativity, neon colours mixed black, nights, oddity, paleness, paranoia, personality, photographing, photos, piercings, poems, reading, sitting next to the window in a bus, straitjackets, talking, text messages, the smell of the rain, the unreal feeling, thinking, walking, walking in the rain, and writing. I write a lot. I wirte almost every kind of texts, but nowadays I write to my blog only. You can read it HERE. It’s in Finnish. Music is like oxygen to me. It keeps me alive. It is my heart and soul. I listen to music almost 24 hours in a day. Yes, even when I sleep. I love metal and industrial music. These music genres are so different, but still I love them both. I don’t know that is possible. I listen mostly black and death metal. I know I look like an emo sometimes, but I dislike emo music. The bands sound the same. That’s not that kind of music what inspires me. My favourite bands are: Aborted · Ajattara · All Shall Perish · Amon Amarth · Anaal Nathrakh · Angelspit · Anorexia Nervosa · ASP · Aural Vampire · Ayria · Azaghal · Barathrum · Behemoth · Behexen · Beherit · Bloodbath · Burzum · Cannibal Corpse · Carcass · Carpathian Forest · Celtic Frost · Catamenia · Cryptopsy · Dark Funeral · Das Ich · Death · Deathchain · Devilhorn · Diary of Dreams · Dimmu Borgir · Dissection · Emperor · Enochian Crescent · Eisbrecher · F · Gloomy Grim · Gorgoroth · Gothminister · Heresia · Hidden In The Fog · Immortal · Impaled Nazarene · Iniquity · Job For A Cowboy · Marduk · Mayhem · Mustan Kuun Lapset · Nargaroth · Old Man’s Child · Opeth · Otep · Placebo · Psyclon Nine · Rammstein · Rotten Sound · Satanic Warmaster · Satyricon · Slayer · Solgrav · Sopor Aeternus & The Ensemble of Shadows · Sotajumala · Stam1na · Strapping Young Lad · The Birthday Massacre · The Zombi · Tiamat · Torture Killer · Turmion Kätilöt · Vernjuarmu · Wintersun · Wumpscut · Zombie Girl Music is my religion. I don’t really hate anything. I’m too passive to feel something so strong like hate. But there are some things I don’t really like. I don’t like people, who… …hurt people, who are important to me. …can’t think by themselves. …lie. …pretend something they are not a.k.a. wannabes, fakers. …are intolerant. I dislike also horses, "XD" and smileys and loneliness. Only reason why I’m alive is that there is no reason to die either. I’m always looking for something but I don’t even know exactly what I am looking for. Life is a mystery. I’m sorry for my English. Say, if there are very big mistakes in the text.

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