♫ I bite my tongue because I wanna scream ♫
Fingers - Pink
She was titled
Charlotte by birth
Nikita by choice {one day will be my name}
Known as
Lottie, DHR, Nikita
She gets older
On October 16th
Year 1991 - 90's baby yo'
She's "living it up"
in a town in Lincolnshire
She's currently
Taken and happy :)
So no trying anything
She is 100%
Bi curious and very sexually expressive
Her religion is
Solitary Eclectic Paganism
She heads to
Lincoln City college and hopes it'll never end.
She's studying
A levels in Human Biology, Chemistry and Psychology and is retaking her GCSE Maths.
She's the one...
to grab the chances and take them head on
who listens to your problems and offers advice
to give an honest, true opinion {even if its not what you wanna hear}.
will talk to random strangers
shout "I love you" to her friends regardless who's around
doesn't give a **** what people think
will say she'll do something and do it.
She loves
to talk til 3am, rant until she's breathless, sing to her heart's content, walk at the speed like there's a rocket up her arse, to express her sexuality, to cuuuudddle, to be around her friends.
Eskimoos, Subway, Monster energy drink, Free periods with Ash, being a "lift Hobo", Psy with Ash and Lloyd, killing Josh with Hiccups :D.
Her fears are
Heights, drowning and crowds.
She will show no sympathy
to attention seeking fuckers who think that slitting their wrists for no bloody reason at all is funny and "cool"...to be honest if they said they wanna kill themselves, she'd slit their throat for them.
to people who think depression is made up
to plastics who moan about guys, make-up, hair products and superstars.
to people who attempt force religion and opinions onto her or anyone.
to anyone who says there is no reason for self harming.
She wears
what ever the hell she wants
Her label
Is her name and nothing more
She still has
13 Piercings, 13 tattoos, stretch ears to 7mm, dark brown purple highlights hair and long self designed nails to do
Check out the Body mods 1 and 2 tabs for tattoo and piercing dates. All modifications will be pictured and stored in a set folder.
If you wanna know more
Contact her on here or on sites found in the contact bit.
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Believing
These are just some random things you should know.
I don't believe in labels.
I think all pro-lifer's are stupid - for they never think of the fact thousands of women across the world DIE during pregnancy, and half the time, the baby dies also because its far to under-developed to even have a chance outside the womb.
I think all prejudice is wrong {e.g Sexism, racism, Ageism, homophobia etc}.
I despise arrogance and judgment makes me angry.
Decisions should be the persons own and that person's alone.
It angers me when people pretend their something they have no clue about. And they say they listen to certain people but couldn't give you their 5 top songs for they haven't heard that many.
I want to gouge out the eyes of the person who wants to make me what THEY want me to be, instead of who I want to me.
I feel beauty is its own - for what is beautiful to one is horrible to another.
I can't stand contradictory statements nor people who contradict themselves.
I have no respect for cheaters.
I don't like those who make you feel a freak for not sharing the same religion.
I hate the words Cunt and Nigga.
I scream the place down and deafen the person who makes the statement "There is no reason for self harming".
I want to punch the kid who says "I want to die" for attention.
I'm ashamed of the people who make others WANT to kill themselves.
Abusing a woman DOES NOT make you a "man".
And Abusing a man DOES NOT Make you a "woman".
I want to be physically sick when I hear about animal abuse.
I actually cry when I hear about child abuse.
I don't like people who think being gay, bi-sexual, lesbian, etc is a "cool" thing. ITS A SEXUALITY NOT A TREND.
I find people who think they're the best thing or they're all it highly annoying.
I will never understand how a parent can shun and throw out their child to the streets for being something they can't control {like being gay}.
I have no time for those who are self centered
I believe words contain more power than anything else in this world.
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Singing
SKITTLES
Tomb Raider
David Tennant
Lara Croft
The X Files
Milla Jovovich, Angelina Jolie, Michelle Rodriguez, Lucy Liu, and Cristina Scabbia.
Dancing
Guys kissing - Sorry but that is hot!
Taking pictures
Watching red dwarf and Sex and the City {the episodes!} - the film was okay but the seasons are better.
Downloading
Watching films {Hostel 2!!!}
Shopping - Primark!
Alcohol {social drinking now}
Chatting
Serbian, Finnish and Latin language.
Well written profiles - I like something I can read that is more than just the normal basics
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Arrogance
Ignorance and Arrogance - These will put me straight off a person for good. Honestly, if you appear arrogant or ignorant or both - I won't hate you, but I certainly won't like you either.
Stupid, pathetic idiotic kiddies who think that just because they can't see their boy/girlfriend for 3 days {despite living about half a yard/mile from them}, get extra piece of homework or any other whiney drippy shit makes them have the worst life in the world and therefore have the perfect reason to self harm and threaten suicide should just seriously go and jump off the nearest bridge. Some people have REAL problems. Worst life huh - GO FUCKING LIVE IN AFRICA IN POVERTY EARNING ABOUT 50P A WEEK AND STARVING FOR MONTHS AND PERHAPS DYING OF MALNUTRITION, DEHYDRATION OR OF SOMETHING SO VERY COMMON AS A COLD - then tell me your life is harder than I'll ever know.
Perfection - get out of your stupid little world and get into reality - people are different - if you can't accept that then you will NEVER survive in the real world.
Discrimination {racism, sexism, ageism etc}.
Fakes - Instead of wasting time being someone your not - spend that time getting off your arse and doing something to make yourself like that person though your own means of work.
Attention seekers {especially with depression...been there, done that...I hate those who think its wonderful}
My mother - and not for any stupid reason like she makes me do housework {she doesn't} - I actually have proper, cold-hard real reasons to hate her - such as the fact she severed all ties to contacting my family and forbid me to ever try.
Being told what to do or what to believe, even what to say - you don't live my life - sod off.
Close minded people who cant open up to the prospect of other things and other people in life outside their "perfect" world.
People who think that because I'm a teenager - I do what everyone else does - fuck your judgment...you bring that here you'll be leaving with no arm.
Labels
Animal Cruelty
Child abuse
Animal fur - You wanna wear the animal huh...well, got some advice - GO OUT INTO THE EFFING WILD AND EFFING FIGHT THE ANIMAL FOR IT BARE BLOODY HANDED, THEN I'LL GRANT YOU NO JUDGMENT ON WEARING IT.
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Okay so this is some of the stuff i listen to. All bands/singers under this tab are stuff I've found by myself or friend's have got me into - I have not found them off this site!
[WARNING: ITS LONG, YET INCOMPLETE]
[A]
A-Ha
Akon
Alice Cooper
Anastacia
Aqua
Avenged Sevenfold
Avril Lavigne {<3}
[B]
Bangles
BarlowGirl {<3}
Basshunter
Belinda Carlisle
Beyonce
Black Eyed Peas
Bon Jovi
Breaking Benjamin
Britney Spears
Bryan Adams
Bullet for My Valentine
[C]
Cascada
Cher
Christina Aguilera
Culture Club
[D]
David Guetta
Destiny's Child
Disturbed
[E]
Egypt Central
Effel 65
Electric six
Eminem
Enigma
Enya
Epica
Evanescence
[F]
Faders
Faith Hill
Fedde Le Grand
Fergie {Only some mind you}
[G]
Garbage
Genesis
Geri Halliwell
Girls Aloud
Groove Coverage
Globus
Gwen Stefani {only her Love, Angel, Music, Baby album}
[H]
H.I.M
Hanz Zimmer
HelloGoodbye
Hermes House Band
Hollywood Undead
[I]
I Am Ghost
Ill Nino
Infernal
[J]
Jeff Wayne {War Of The Worlds:Original (Y)}
Jennifer Lopez
Jeffree Star
Josh Groban
Justin Timberlake
[K]
Kate Winslet
Kelis
Kelly Clarkson
Kelly Llorenna
Kill Hannah
Killswitch Engage
Kumi <333
Kylie Minogue
[L]
Lacuna Coil
Leann Rimes
Leona Lewis
Linkin Park
Lonestar
Lost Prophets
[M]
Madonna
Mandragora Scream
Marilyn Manson
Martina Mcbride
McQueen
Meatloaf
Medic Droid
My Chemical Romance
[N]
Nelly Furtado
Nickelback
Nightwish
[O]
Obtest
[P]
Paramore
Pink
Pussycat Dolls
[Q]
Queen
[R]
Rasmus
Ricky Martin {what everyone goes crazy time to time?}
Rihanna
Roxette
[S]
S Club 7
Savage Garden
Scooter {love them to bits}
Shania Twain
Simple Plan
Skillet
{Whole heap of soundtrack stuff}
Spice Girls {Inner child thing}
Steps
Sugababes
[T]
t.A.t.U
Timberland
[U]
Uniting Nations
Usher {Yeah FTW}
[V]
Vanessa Mae
Vengaboys
[W]
Within Temptation
[X]
Xess
Always updated
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These are all the bands/singers I found on this site. The list was starting to get so long I made its own tab.
[A]
Angelspit
Ayria
[B]
The Birthday Massacre
Bitch Brigade
Black Synapse
[C]
Chiasm
CombiChrist
Cry Pandora
[D]
Dark Territory
Devils Gift
Dolls of Ink
[E]
Eighth Plague
Emilie Autumn
Eternal Descent
Experiment Haywire
[F]
Fredrik Klingwall
Freezepop
[H]
Helalyn Flowers
[J]
James D. Stark
[K]
Kenneth Traise Belmont
[L]
Lunarclick
[M]
Mary Magdalan
My Friend Skeleton
[O]
Omega Lithium
[P]
PreEmptive Strike 0.1
Porcelain and the Tramps
[R]
Rammstein
[S]
Suicide Commando
[V]
Vicious Alliance
VNV Nation
[Z]
Zeritas
Zombie Girl
Always updated
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This is to the C.L Crew Ash 
Well this is Ashleigh or Ash. I met her in college :D. It was strange I met her through one of her friends and at first we were awkward strangers - now me and Ash are as close as can be. We're in psychology together and it ain't half fun :). I love her to bits she makes me laugh, she helps me out when I need it and we can have a good old rant together. We also appear to take awesome photo's together too, I Love you Ash :D.
Dionie "Doris" 
Look how fit this babe is, this is Dionie, or Doris as we appear to call her now. I've known her for quite a while, since year 7. Although we started being proper friends in year 10. Even so we known each other a while - and we been through so much. So many fights, so many tears, so many memories and yet we're still as good friends as can be. Yes she has her moments where she might feel anti social or pissed off or even depressed like the rest of us - but I love her just as much. I fucking love this girl to bits and I hope we stay friends for ages more.
Fozzy 
Well this is Fozzy {in my glasses}, I met him at college in my psychology group. He's an immense guy - he brought the rape to lincoln college {rape is dry hump for your information}. He's a real sweet guy, completely random too. He also happens to make my Doris happy too :) {their together}. We have had one fight but lets leave that behind us. He's a good person to go to advice to and also just to have a random chat with. Yes he can be random and funny but he can be serious too. Oh and hey Fozzy - DOWNLOAD!! {Going to download with this guy.}
Jaide 
This girl is a frigging immense girl - I love her to bits. We were originally in sociology together until I dropped out but we became friends after wards and been friends ever since. I love how I can be myself around her and she's totally cool with it. I love how she's the first person I can pick up and hold up {round the front} without struggling. She was the one who talked me into getting my tongue done when I did {I wanted it done but at the time she talked me into it} and by heck I'm glad I got it done. She's my wonderful lesbian lover and by heck she's good ;). LOVE YOU JAIDE.
Josh 
This is Josh, don't ask about the face he's pulling - I don't know. He's a wicked guy and we had so many laughs together. I almost killed this guy when I had hiccups - he was laughing so hard. I gave him 20 years more to live by making him laugh so much :D. He's a really caring guy too - and is always one to give out the hugs whenever you need one for whatever reason. He's got a really cool smile and he can have me in stitches most days at college. I met him through Ash originally - then we just gradually hung out more over time. haha
"There's a helmet on my helmet" and
Me:
"HEY JOSH YOU OWE ME A MONSTER" him: O.O :| :|
"Don't quite know what to say to that" {An energy drink called monster}.
Kat 
Oh god I love Kat beyond belief - I met her completely randomly through Fozzy and by heck I'm glad I did. She's my bit on the side whom I have a lesbian affair with when Lloyd's not around :D. She's so ace and I missed her well loads when she had her tonsils out - no Kat hugs :(. Ahh I love her, she's wickedly awesome and I just love her.
Laura "Little One" 
Isn't she just gorgeous and stunning? I think so...This is Laura, or little one as she's commonly known as because she's little and cute. I met her through Doris about a week into college and she's been so sweet and kind to me. Been there for me recently with a few little problemos too. She makes me smile and I loves her lots. She made me go all giddy on the bus once though ¬.¬ {we were talking about guys...} but I loves her lots and lots.
Lloyd 
I don't have a clear one of him on his own so this will have to do - deal with it :p. I also met him through Doris although the start of our friendship wasn't on the best of terms with other people, but no matter how hard I tried I couldn't see what they saw - they saw someone annoying and irritating, someone who they wanted rid of. But he can make me smile when I'm in tears just by smiling at me. I'm glad I stuck to my guns and carried on being his friend, and we've been there for each other when having problems that have bothered us. We had a rocky start to our relationship, I wasn't totally sure if I wanted a relationship but now I couldn't be happier. I miss him and think of him constantly when I'm not with him and I love his cuddles...I hope this doesn't end any time soon, if not for a long time because I'm the happiest I ever been. I love you Lloyd.
Rachel 
Ahh my train station love - I met her through a friend and now we're so close. Its amazing to finally find someone I can fully talk about sex with no limits and no judgment. I can fully talk about my sex life without worrying she'll be uncomfortable. She's absolutely gorgeous and is such a great person to be with. I'm glad I met her because my train rides home are amazing, just talking to her about loads of stuff..its awesome. I love this girl a lot - my little lesbian ;).
Tim 
Ahh Tim, another one I randomly met through Fozzy. He's a cool guy and although he has his moments he's human like the rest of us. He's in the sports area in Lincoln college so I don't see him in lessons but he has the same free periods as I do. He's pretty random and cool to hang with. lovesloves :)
Zoe 
Well what can I say - known her ever since year 7, she was my friend real friend and completely random even then. Now 5 years on she hasn't changed one bit. Still completely random. She goes to the music college in the city and I have been told by another friend whom goes there that she is the second best bassist in the college - I love how she went against everyone and followed her dream of music - she's got some spirit to go to that. I hope her dreams come true and she makes it - I don't get to see her much out of college as we're both busy with essays, other halfs {;)} and friends but that doesn't mean we aren't as close. We're into vampires and vampire movies and also The Crow {not a vampire movie so counts seperate} and we're quite a like - so a like we got confused as twins at school when I had black hair...hehe xD. So remember girl I'll always be your big sis :) and always here for you whenever you need me. Loves you
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These are dates of upcoming events of 2008 of which my days have been booked xD {basically the days where i leave my bedroom}.
19.07.08 - Meet Rarrkel
27.07.08 - Jenny's 17th party
21.08.08 - Picking up results
27.08.08 - College Enrolment
01.09.08 - AS Level Induction Day
02.09.08 - AS Level Induction Day
03.09.08 - AS Level Subject Classes begin
27.09.08 - Nose piercing
14.10.08 - Me and Lloyd together <3
16.10.08 - My 17th
17.10.08 - My 17th B'day bash =D
20.10.08 - Tongue piercing
20.10.08 - stay over at Rachel's
22.10.08 - Alton Towers college trip
25.10.08 - Stay at Lloyd's til 30th
07.11.08 - Ash's Halloween Party
21.11.08 - Tomb Raider Underworld Release date
26.11.08 - Laughing Buddha {restaurant} for 6 peeps :D
27.11.08 - Lloyd Over til Monday
05.12.08 - Ash's party
18.12.08 - Lloyd's brother's gig
__.02.09 - Snakebites Piercing
__.03.09 - Cartilage Piercing
__.03.09 - Belly Button Piercing
__.04.09 - Eyebrow Piercing
16.10.09 - First tattoo
17.10.09 - Nipple/s pierced
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Body modifications 1 - Piercings
Here's a list of all piercings I plan to get done, ones struck off have been done.
The date done will be below the piercing
Ears 1st time
Date: Unknown
Ears 2nd time
Cartilage {left/right}
Industrial
Eyebrow {opposite side to Cartilage}
Nose
Date: 29/09/08
Tongue
Date: 20/10/08
Snakebites
Chin Piercing
Nipples
Belly Button
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Body modifications 2 - Tattoos
Here's a list of all the tattoo's I plan to get done. Ones struck out are ones I've already got.
I'll put the date underneath the tattoo, check my gallery to see if I have the picture of what I got done.
Left shoulder blade
Right shoulder blade
Left boob
right boob
lower back
Left upper arm
right upper arm
stomach {round belly button}
Hip
Right thigh
Left ankle
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