NikVudu at Vampirefreaks.com

I am Nikolas Vudu. I am a true goth boy, I have realized the dual dark/light nature in humanity and I like goth music like Christian Death and Voodoo Church as well as Industrial music such as Coil and Skinny Puppy. I am very open minded, independent, and I seek knowledge lustfully. I am a Discordian. Look it up! I love Aleister Crowley, H.P. Lovecraft, Charles Baudelaire, Edgar Allen Poe, Fredrich Neitszche, Fyodor Doestoevsky, and other authors.

I am Nikolas Vudu. Anarcho-Goth-Old-Skool-Rivet-Deathrocker.

I have an elektro-industrial project called Kaustikutt. I have an chaotic industrial side-project called Fabrict, which tends to focus on noise music, dark ambient, and death industrial. I also DJ post-punk, goth, deathrock, old-skool industrial, and no-wave music under the name DJ Vudu.

I used to be an atheist for 4 years, now I am discordianist, which mean that I believe that the root ov everything is chaotik and it is the job of Humans and Nature in general to control that chaos. I believe that every religion is true to the believer. I am interested in all religions, especially Hinduism, Catholicism, Satanism, Gnosticism, Bhuddism, and the many Paganisms and Chaos/Willpower-based cultures.

I have been to the psych ward due to a manic episode induced by a laced drug. It made me realize that drugs are not for me.

I am a very independent person. I have never liked getting too much help with anything, I like to figure stuff out on my own. I am self-taught musically (guitar, synthesizer, production). I have few friends, but I am very close to them. They tend to be psychics, creative people, and open-minded people, as well as drug-free these days, though I don't mind people who can control their drug use well.

I am very political minded. I am an anarcho-communist, anarcha-feminist; I love Kropotkin and traditional anarchism. I am also mostly vegetarian, and I only buy things from small businesses unless I have no other choice. I believe in small communities working together and people doing what they love because they love it. I DESPISE HIERARCHY. However, I believe that the far left has many elements of the far right, and due to this, I see politiks as a circle. In fact, I see everything as a circle. I am also Pansexual. I am simply attracted to femininity. I have only dated women, but I could date very feminine guys and have loved one, but he sadly moved before I got to make a move.

Rozz Williams, Jesus Christ, all prophets, Zarathustra, Crowley, the dark, sex &sexuality, sin in moderation, psychick vampires, Goth musik, Industrial muzak, Dark Romanticism, Dadaism, Surrealism, Existentialism, Transcendentalism, and much much more.

Oppression [including but not limited to sexism, racism, classism, and the belief that "man shall have dominion over the animals"], religious extremists, mindless conformists, mindless nonconformists, idiots, mallgoths, "br00tal" kidz, immature people, ignorant people, misconceptions, drugs and people who over-use them (however those people often just don't have good coping mechanisms/[except for the occasional Clove]) nationalism (as it tends to lead to racism/xenophobia), the wind (it always messes up my hair!), goths that think they shouldn't ever have a sense of humor, TV, most metal, and this new dubstep craze.

Industrial, real goth, deathrock, darkwave, apocalyptic folk, noise, idm (sometimes), new wave, synthpop, post-punk, punk, [blackened] crust punk, anarcho-punk, sometimes deathmetal or grindcore (really just once in a while!), ambient, dark ambient, ambient blackmetal, and other stuff. #
13th moon, 16 volt, 1919, 45 grave,
A
acid bats, alien sex fiend, amebix, after the bombs, anorexic dread, anti-product (anarcho, not glam), assuck, aphex twin, atrax morgue, ausgang, autechre
B
bio-mechanical degeneration, birthday party, bauhaus, black kronstadt,
C
c/a/t, cabaret voltaire, carcass, carcinogen, cemetary girlz, chemlab, THE CHILD (from LA), CHRISTIAN DEATH with rozz, child pornography, cinema strange, clan of xymox, the clash, clock dva, crass, COCTEAU TWINS, COIL, consolidated, contra la contra, controlled bleeding, CORPUS DELICTI, the cure,
D
date raped, david bowie, dead can dance, dead kennedys, DEATH IN JUNE, depeche mode, Der Blutharsch, derriere le miroir, digital poodle, download (and all SP side projects)
E
EINSTURZENDE NEUBAUTEN,
F
fabrict, fad gadget, faith and the muse, feindflug, front 242, front line assembly,
G
genocide organ (their music but not their politics), gusto extermination fluid,
H
h. zombie, hocico (old), hollows,
I
i'm dead, inca babies, iskariot, iskra, i.u.d,
J
jesus and mary chain, joy division,
K
Kaustikutt (it's my industrial band!), krakow kasanovas, kevorkian death cycle, killkreeps, KLINIK, klinikal skum, old kmfdm, kommunity fk, korpses katatonik
L
lab report, laibach, leather strip, legendary pink dots, lydia lunch,
M
marilyn manson (He is a guilty pleasure of mine, but only the mid-90s stuff) manufactura, mephisto walz, merzbow, MINISTRY, my bloody valentine (which is NOT bullet for my valentine), my life with the thrill kill kult,
N
napalm death (yes i sometimes listen to real grind), naughty zombies, nine inch nails (before With Teeth), nitzer ebb, noisuf-x, NON, nurse with wound,
O
obituary, OoOOO,
P
phantom limbs, PREMATURE EJACULATION, psyche, puberty, psyclon nine,
Q
Qliphoth [witch house band], Quantom 1+3 [coldwave]
R
RADIO WEREWOLF, RED LORRY YELLOW LORRY, RED TEMPLE SPIRITS, RedSK, repulsion, revolting cocks, rosetta stone, RUDIMENTARY PENI
S
salem, screaming dead, SEX GANG CHILDREN, siouxsie & the banshees, sisters of mercy [mostly old stuff], SKINNY PUPPY [old], snog, soft cell, sonic youth, sopor aeternus, spiritual bat, SPK [old], suicide, suicide commando, SWANS,
T
//tense//, test dept., these immortal souls, this heat, tones on tail, throbbing gristle (i'm lucky to have lots of their rare cds), TSOL, (true sounds of liberty), T. rex, two witches,
U
uberbyte, under two flags, UK DECAY
V
velvet acid christ, VELVET UNDERGROUND, vex, vicious alliance, VIRGIN PPRUNES, visage, vomito negro, the vyllies
W
the wake, warcollapse, whitehouse, white ring, wolf eyes, wumpscut [old],
X
x-fusion, x-mal deutschland, xotox,
Y
yelworC,
Z
zola jesus, zombie zex

NikVudu [at] Vampirefreaks.com