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Latest Journal Entry: Diary May 26, 2008, 07:44pm
Profile: Name's Nigel. I'm from small town Ontario. I'll never be the conventional guy. I stand out wherever and whenever I am. I'm flamboyant and optimistic, yet modest and philosophical. I'm a strong believer in communism and i don't mean half assed communistic states are just corrupt totalitarianism entities. I mean true to the blue Karl Marx Conflict School. Like i said earlier I fancy myself a philosopher. I have been through a lot of pain in my life not the kind of pain that I'm gonna go complain my life off to ya... i come from a modest family, we weren't the tightest family but not exactly a bad family. Every relationship I've been in has fucked me over. I've been out casted and considered a freak up until the last few years. My life hasn't been overly horrible, mainly just surface like things, but i am a sensitive person. And the pain I have felt I am glad for... It has matured me, let me see the world in a different light. I believe in an observer's view. Look at something as an observer, throw away all personal opinion. It is not in any way an easy way to live life, but i believe i am getting the hang of it. I have used my wisdom and my knowledge a lot in life to help others. That is my way of life, I believe in serving others beyond myself. People say its a stupid or a impossible way to live... but I find myself truly happy when helping others with the knowledge i have gained from my "observers" view point. If you really want to learn more about my ideologies you can ask, I'm happy to share. Love... I have felt it before. The perfect euphoric bliss of holding that significant person in my arms... And I was betrayed. I have found a new love, whom this time i believe may be the one She's my fairy tale ^^ I am agnostic both philosophically and religiously, I Believe that do to human emotion people can be biased due to this and the idea that things may not be real, for all we know we are in something like the matrix, or if a god exists it alters reality to make itself un-noticable and puts science there to lead away from it, we really have no way of knowing things like that therefore nothing can be proven without there being a bit of doubt, and therefore there are no absolutes I am a pacifist. I believe it is wrong to bring pain unto others. I slip up in this, but i try my hardest to hold it true.   The Ultimate Anne Rice Vampire Character Selection  gabrielleTake this quiz!  Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code What Color Of The Moon Are You? :. Stunning Anime Pics.:  You Are The Pink Side Of The Moon.The only real thing that matters to you is love really. If you have found someone already then you probably would do anything for him/her but if you havent you probably daydream about finding true love and happiness all the time. You can be a pushover because you cant take no for an answer from your friends and especially the ones you care about.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code  Castlevania: Lament of Innocence, Who are You Most Like?  Joachim Armster is your personality match! Your lonely and melancholy aren't you? You can sometimes act childish, and you have bittersweet dreams. Don't you just wish a nice person would come and sweep you away into a land of peaceful serenity? But I must admit, your fighting tactics are awesome. You have 5 swords that hover around you because you have telekenetic abilities. Your so angsty!! T_TTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code  Why do we kill people that kill people to show people that killing people is wrong? Likes: A lot of things Anime Girls Music Peace Philosophy Sociology ect ect. Dislikes: close minded morons Angry people People who sweat the small stuff war i try not to dislike trivial things Favorite Music: j-rock/pop, industrial, orchestrated MIYAVI DEADSTAR ASSEMBLY DIR EN GREY Malice Mizer Jakalope Iiris Vesik Nine inch nails Nightwish Communique Avril Lavigne Beethoven Pachabel Bach Family Force Five Blood Hound Gang Spill Canvas Flat Liners Gwen Stefani ect ect CURRENT FAVORITE: Jakalope
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