Latest Journal Entry:I feel January 07, 2009, 08:15pm
Contacting Me
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About Me
Welp, First off. I'm Ashley. A little about me? Ohkay, you asked for it... TAKEN. So suck it BITCHHH. I use lots of profanity. Im loud. Quite annoying. Im over protective. Im VERRY Clingy. I tend to speak before I think. I hurt people unintentionally. Im really into music, its basically MY LIFE. Im usually judged before I get a chance to show you how ' awesome' I am. I make lots of facials. I have a pretty good life. But getting compliments form people I dont know its kinda odd. I can get hyper REALLY easy and Scared too. So dont freak if i just like lash out ranting about something. Lol. I use lots of smiley faces ;D. Just please get to know me before you dog on me and my friends. Im really sensitive. I dont like when my friends or loved ones are upset. It makes me really sad. I have many problems with me but I try to forget them and move along. I dont need your permission to be who I am. I really dont give a fuck what you say about me. I mean what are you going to do? Crush my Ego and Self-esteem even more? Welp I would like to see you try. I like to experiment with makeup so if you see me on cam and my face is all weird, you know what ive been doing lol. I tend to cry for no reason, Just let me cry ill be fine. I dont like my past. I regret many things. I tend to complain allot. Im HARDLY EVER SERIOUS AND I HATE IT. I like when I make people happy. Its basically my goal in life. I have the best of friends. I like to take pictures. I like being outdoors. I love seafood. I hate driving, I would rather walk every where. I like poking things, and piercings. I dont really like my parents I mean who really dose? Im quite sloppy but im trying to be neater( I really dont want Price cleaning my room thats just embarrassing :S ). I CANNOT SPELL. So stfu about it I already know. Do not point out my weaknesses and flaws, I already know them. I have many horrible habits and a bad vocabulary that im trying to drop dead in their tracks. I really dont need your help, I can do things myself, im perfectly capable. I tend to talk WAYY too much. I feel like im Rabbling. BUT YOU WANTED TO KNOW ABOUT ME =D. Im very random and negative. I dont fit in at school. People usually stay their distance. I hate how I look I personally think my way too short and im too fat for my skin. I probably hate you. But dont take offense to it. Ive probably heard stuff that you have done to someone thats close to me and ill never think of you in any other way. I wont believe if you say im pretty i hardly believe when my boyfriend says that. but its starting to sink in. My hair has been dyed many colors and ill probably still dye it when im well into my 30's I think its just WAY too fun. I play fight with just about everyone. I scream ALOT. I usually sing and dance in my jamies. Im JUST ABOUT ALWAYS in my jamies, right when I get home I jump into them. I cant be barefooted, I HAVE TO HAVE SOCKS. I tend to get sick and hurt allot. I will not sing for you. END OF STORY, but you might catch me singing and you might hear me. I HATE Drugs, Alcohol, and Cigarettes. If you have touched them dont touch or talk to me. Ill probably have lung cancer for my parents use to smoke. I hate Hypodermic needles and clowns. I like dancing in the rain. And hanging with my friends. Video games ROCK. haw haw haw >D. School really sucks, Especially being a freshman. I hate getting compliments on my hair. its annoying as FUCK. Im scared of UPS men and girl scouts. Im dangerous. Dont tell me to go do something, or tell me not to come with you because your concerned of my well-being, ive probably done stuff way worse. I have a wide variety of Music. But most on the harder side ( LMAO ). GUTTER MINDED TO THE EXTREME, Thanks to 8th grade. One of my best friends happens to be my cousin. My bed room is neon green ( Angie says its the Secks). I hate my voice. I love Jack Skellington and Gir. I like to quote youtube videos and movies. I love my cat Izzabella She my world. She kind saved me from Depression. One time she ran away and i bawled my eyes out untill she came back that how much this cat means to me.... If I offend you im sorry. I probably didn't mean it. Yet again, I could of. IM NOT FAKE. And if you read all this. Thanks.
Facts You Now Know
january 9th My ex just called me for some odd reason O_O january 8th 2 MONTHS! WOOH!!!! january 7th im sick once again january 6th Capitalization and Grammar is SO NOT MY THING. january 5th This Purple looks blue O-O january 4th I named my fingernail pollish Aussie Purple january 3rd Ive eaten grass before O_O january 2nd haw haw haw my hair looks the same, but i can see a BIG difference january 1st I hate skinny girls on tv they make me feel fat december 31st staying up has always came easy to me december 30th I sleep alot december 29th I hate being ignored, it pisses me off december 28th I get sick alott =/ december 27th When I was a littlie I had Scarlet Fever december 26th Im some what of a book worm december 25th I own at world tour =] december 24th Christmas is always sad for me december 23rd I get sick everytime i have to bake something december 22nd I miss his laugh december 21th I had a wonderful wake up call at Midnight december 20th My aunt and uncle like the misfits, EWW december 19th I like staying up all night ^~^ december 18th Getting compliments on my hair is REALLLYYY ANNOYINGGG! december 17th My computer is confused about its sexuality december 16th i hate my life? december 15th My Jacket reminds me of him For its Purple december 14th I have declared that i do look fat in everything i own ;-; december 13th Im vulnerable to the heat ,,,and the cold december 12th i feel as if i hurt someone december 11th I HATE UPS MEN! december 10th I hate my self, i hurt everyone i get close to. imma monster v.v december 9th i have a phobia of,, feet. december 8th im utterly surprised that he can deal with me for one month december 7th I really hate sad music that makes me cry december 6th i looked high today O.O';; december 5th When they fight i cry december 4th Im EXTREMELY gutter minded december 3rd i look WIERD with my hair up december 2nd i really hate windows december 1st i dont think i can take a decent picta =/ november 30th i have wanted to give up on life for a long time, november 29th today was the first time that i rode a 4 wheeler november 28th im PREE good at photoshop =/ november 27th i feel fat november 26th iTunes Too november 25th My iPod Hates Me november 24th So, who in Maryland wants to trade houses?? SOMEONE IN ILLINOIS DOSE =D november 23rd Be my Wall-e, and i will be your Eve november 22nd i like being shown off by my loved ones. november 21st Sprite and 7 Up makes me sick. november 20th Not one minute that goes by that i dont think about him. november 19th i look rather swell in piggey tails ( Price tails xD) november 18th i block out everything and everyone that dosent matter november 17th im afraid of what he will think of me if he meets me november 16th i suck at 1st person shooters ='[ november 15th DIDCHAKNOW: my house REALLY is haunted??? november 14th i get scared easy november 13th i play in traffic. ON PURPOSE november 12th i scream allot november 11th when i was little i wanted to be a geek when i grew up november 10th i never wanted to be mommys little princess, i wanted to be nobodys little vampire november 8th i had the best night.
november 7th i hope he knows i like him.
november 6th im in an awkward mood and idk why
november 5th la la la im a loser =]
november 4th i'm 10x better then i was before xD
november 3rd i want to push him off a cliff >[
november 2nd i wanna sulk & cry.
november 1st im disappointed like none other.
Likes
The boyfriend.
Priceeeeeee <3 Oh my god. Where do I start? I liked you from the start. I think you are an amazing person, I cant wait till i meet you. You live so far away, yet you feel so close. I dont know what I could do with out you. Ive never felt the same about anyone before. If i dont talk to you I feel empty. When you sign online on MSN, My heart flutters. Yeah yeah yeah we have little arguments, But that means we can withstand anything life throws at us. No one can tear me apart from you. Many times ill stop and think,' I wonder what he is doing' Or ill think you might walk around the corner at anytime. If anything were to happen to you, I would die, Literally. I hate seeing you upset, it hurts. There arnt words to explain how much you mean to me. I would do anything for you. I want to live the rest of my life with you by my side, and wake up every morning to you. And if I cant, Well I wont be living. Your my purpose. Your the reason im breathing right now. I eagerly await for you to come back and talk to me ever time you say ' brb'. You have my heart, hands down. I would of never thought there was such a person in this world like you. I was mistaken. You help me through everyday. I dont want to think of how it was without you, Back when I was depressed every day of my life, One step closer to the end. You make me look on the brighter side. No matter what people think of you, Your perfect to me. I.LOVE.YOU! 1/08/08
Dislikes
Dull colors, when things break, pre judging, hypocrites, pink, Buggums, Bills, how things break, losing things, not living in Maryland, having to get off the computer, family get-togethers, my phone, not having the same service as some people, long lines, the quality of my web cam, home work, everything about me, when people try to prove me wrong when im 100% right, when you have someones back and when you need them the say they are too busy and they cant help you, lousy friends.