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NecrosisDesires


Sex: female
Age: 21
Location: , About..., United States
Rating: 9.58
Rating points: 709
Member since: May 03, 2005
Last logged in: February 06, 2008, 06:26am
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 74 people

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Sorry it's hard to read some of my text, my profile is under construction.
Hail soul of thy blessed travels.
Knowing personality, fashion, and passions my sub-cultures are Gothic/Raver/Otaku/Industrial/Nerd/Artist with great admiration for emotion, electronic music’s of nearly all kinds, and the Japanese language.

I'm interested in Japanese-English Translations, Massage Therapy, Graphic Design, Jewelry Making, Poetry, Minor Sculpting, Drawing (manga), and perhaps Pottery if I grow to enjoy it more. I’ve not a clue which I want to make a carrier out of though.. *sigh*.
I’ve an interest in (but not particularly looking for a carrier in) Anime, Photography, Singing, Hair styling, and Modeling.

My comfort pleasures are Drawing, Simple Yoga, Weight lifting, Laid back walks and hikes, Beauty sleep, Organizing and sorting, Writing poetry, Alone time, Manga and Anime.

Total Mermaids and Pirates fan!!!!!!! Fantasy pirates the most!

I love religious studies and believe in many things of different religions and cultures. I believe in the one all ruling God/Goddess, Angels, Demons, Ghosts, Spirits, Other deities, Energy in all living things, Miracles, Saints, Magic, ect... I'm open minded to all beliefs and I LOVE learning about new things, cultures, ideas and people.
Japanese, by far, is my absolute favorite culture.

I live entirely on emotion, it has it's blessings and curses...
I love helping friends with emotional issues. I play the therapist for my friends sometimes and quite enjoy it.

Although I like helping, learning about, and being around people – I can be very shy and ani-social. Complete introvert. I type a lot but am extremely likely, if not always, to avoid speaking of myself publicly or one on one in person. I adore, cherish, love my space and I really can't stand spending overly too much time with anyone, with exceptions with who I'm dating. So if you're looking for a friend, cool. Just don't expect me to stick around constantly. And don't expect me to be relaxed in a crowd or public place, not happening!

Songs that best discribe me:
"Darkness in My Eyes" - Alaska Highway
“Beautiful Things” - Andain
“The Autumn Leaves” - ATB
“Ocean Soul” - Nightwish
"Unwell" - Match Box 20
"No Rain" - Blind Melon

Favorite songs:
"Pretty Green Eyes" - Ultrabeat
“When Mermaids Cry” - Eagle Eye Cherry
“Mermaid” - Hitomi Shimatani
“Sirens of the Sea” - Oceanlab
“Dancing Naked in the Rain” - DJ Infinity
“Clear Blue Water” - Oceanlab
“Re-sublimity” – Kotoko
And all the songs that describe me

Anime characters I’m most like:


Emeraude - of Magic Knight Rayearth


Shizuma – of Strawberry Panic


Aerith – of Final Fantasy VII


Mokuren – of Please Save My Earth

Where movies were
Anime I've experienced

LOVES


Dark and quiet places, Night
Cool and humid places
Water, Rain, Waterfalls
The Ocean, Lakes, Rivers, Streams
River stones and rock formations carved by water
Diamonds, Metal art
My music, Other's happiness
Singing, Cuddling
Drama, Theater, Plays
Sincerity, Compassion, Emotions
Feeling loved, Protecting those I care about
Poetry
Mythical and Fantasy creatures
Mythology, Fantasy, Myths
Yoga, Judo, Swimming
Archery, Working out, Wieght Lifting
Wall climbing, White Water Rafting
Camping, Hiking
Web and Graphic Design
Drawing, Asian Art, Anime and Manga
Japan, Japanese, Japanese Culture
Dreaming, Bubbles
PIRATES, MERMAIDS
Catgirls and Catboys
FINAL FANTASY
Anime conventions, Video games
Role Playing, Weapons, SciFi
My friends, My immediate family
Cats, Kittens
Turtles, Baby snow seals
Cuttlefish, Many other sea creatures
Boats, Ships
DDR and ITG (though I suck)
Internet Role playing
J-pop, J-rock, and other Japanese Music
Styles: Candi Raver, Graver, Cyber, Otaku/Cosplay, Industrial goth, GothLoli, WaLoli, Visual Kei, and Decora ^-^
Aaaaand I have a bit of a crush for the skaters, surfers, and sexy emo styles ^//^

My beautiful kitty, Mew - She’s always been so wonderful to me and the only one I fully trust and rely on for emotional support. I love her so very much and she's always trying to snuggle me and cheer me up. The only one in the physical world I trust fully and completely.
My love, Ravin - Everything a girl can ever ask for. Ravin, you make me feel so blessed and appreciated.. you give me so much support and encouragement, it helps me get through life. I feel so alive with you, you give me reason to be here.. Thank you for being so wonderful. I love you so very deeply and pray I am what you need and desire. I love you babe. Even if we have bumps…I hear off-road driving is fun! Lol. But really…we can get through anything. I love you.
Brothah man - Very cool and sweet guy. He's a lot like me and he's really cool to talk to. We have quite a few same tastes and it's awesome to share them. Soooo PLUR to brotherman! We'll always be HTID<3 And much congratulations to his marriage!!! His wife is so beautiful!
Neechan - The all wise and awesome sister of much wisdom and creepy know-lots-ness! hehe. She's awesome to talk to and really someone you can be honest with. I love having things in common with her even if the things in common make us feel like we're literally mentally insane xD Love ya sista!
Angel and Meghan. – My girls I love and cherish so very much. They’re truly wonderful to me and always there. I don’t get to speak to them much, which I need to be punished for xD But when I do it makes me really happy. We've been through amazing times together that I never thought I’d ever have in friends…and I’m glad of it. I’m always here for them and so thankful to have them!! O-O DRINK MORE!

And to all my precious friends I love and cherish so much. Thanks for putting up with me! <3

PAIN/DISLIKES


Emotional pain, Being ill
Feeling unimportant or insignificant
People I'm not very close to trying to make me talk about myself,
Being copied, most of all with fashion (I am me, you are you, lets keep it that way!!!),
Snobby/Preppy/StuckUp/Poser people,
Losing ones youth,
Overly cold weather, Overly hot weather, Overly dry weather, Overly humid weather, and Overly windy weather (picky?)
Last minute changes/plans,
Those who corrupt youth from their innocence,
Selfish/Greedy/Egotistical jerks, Incompetent people who do things for their own benefit only, Blind haters,
Those who take out negativities on a loved one, whether it be frustration, stress, regret, selfishness, revenge, jealousy, and even the simple fact they miss them,
Those who fully rely on others/a loved one in the way of not being able to take care of themselves or hurt the one they’re relying on,
Those who cannot understand the importance of keeping up the strength of a friendship after a breakup (you claimed to love them. So don't lie, keep loving them!!!)
Outgoing people demanding attention,
Those who do not respect their parents (America has a HORRIBLE reputation for this...) (unless of course you have the typical stupid parents that shouldn't have the right to raise kids in the first place),
Those whom take advantage of benefits and/or people's sympathy and/or believe/act as if they are better or more in need of things in life just because their life was "hard, had a bad history, some type of event scarred them" or anything that could make them feel their life is harder than anyone else's (I've seen it happen way too much for comfort). Look, people. Everyone is and deserves the same. People are rewarded in this world for the deeds they do, NOT what was done to you. You can be as pitifully hopeless as much as you want. Just don't be greedy and go around acting like you deserve more from life (as if it was so horrible to you and needs to repay you). If you want to get something- earn it like the rest of the world!
Addictions/WEAKNESSES: smoking, drinking, drugs, inability to treat a loved one right just because you're blinded by addiction, a videogame or sport that cuts most your time from your loved one(s), jealousy- keeping one from seeing what the other person feels rather than your own selfish feelings, ect...
Anyone who is unfair/unloving toward their lover, those who use, those who cheat, those who betray, those who treat unequally, those who do not accept for who one is, those who judge falsely, those who do not keep their word, those who choose lust over one's love, those who do not do what a loved one asks repeatedly (blowing them off), all of these = one who does not know what love is and you should stay away from them!
The phrase "You don't understand" that really hurts me when people say that. Why? Well if I'm trying to help you and you say "you don't understand" I feel like totally unappreciated and that I'm not good enough to know whatever the hells going on... Maybe I don't know you, maybe I don't know what's going on. But the fact that I'm listening and showing I care about you should mean something and NEVER deserve that cursed phrase... I know that when it's said the person is under pressure but I believe that the fact that I'm showing compassion by listening, trying to help, trying to understand, and just sharing what's really going on: I should get respect... that's all I ask. No, I wasn't there when it happened, I didn't live it. I'm trying to be there for you people...if you really want to blow me off then by saying that phrase you already did.
People acting like and claiming they know you in and out. How...does that work anyways? I'm really closed off to people and I'm completely positive no one knows me. A tiny exception might be my Neechan, Ravin, Amber, and Meghan but they only know more than the average friend. No one truly knows, so quit saying it, it’s annoying to no end!

< br > Back to the issue of cultures. One thing I keep distant from in cultures or groups is when anyone tries to change my own beliefs…truly disgusting. It's my life, my choice and I don't go tryin' to change you! Grrrr.
For example, I’ve met Christians who enjoy this act far too much. They’ve become a very disappointing stereotype. I'm displeased with how many of them abuse their knowledge and falsely accuse others when no one is worthy of such things. It's very sad and I wish they'd stop being blind and wake up for once realizing they should love and accept everyone just how their religion says. Pressuring their beliefs on others is sick and that's why when I'm asked if I'm Christian I say "As in believing in Jesus Christ and The All Ruling God, yes. But as a stupid sheep that egotistically judges others blindly and doesn't understand a thing they preach.. HELL no!". I’ve been harassed and disrespected by more Christians than any other group…

It’s complain about men time!

I really…really really really really dislike weak men. What I hate most is when something doesn’t work out for them they whine, mope, complain, and pretty much are the mirror image of immaturity. Especially when it comes to them dating is when it’s most important to stop this!! If things didn’t go the way you wanted you should still be happy for the one you claimed to care for! If you CARE about them so much then you should have enough respect and care to keep it up and show it! It’s especially bad when it’s the best thing for them and you still be a complete ass. So your feelings were hurt, boohoo! Get over and be a REAL man! Or better yet be a woman! You’ll get more girls that way! xD Girls want strength, respect, loyalty, friendship, and most want protection and trust. If you’re weak and can’t handle anything then guess what, no relationship for you! Doing so proves you obviously have no interest in their well-being…is that what you want?

I extremely hate guys who repeatedly to stupid things and hurt you without realizing it. I doubt you know who you are…but I’d just like to say that YOU DISGUST ME.

Guys, if you truly want to get to know a girl take it nice and easy, be their friend first, try to earn trust, and try to impress them. If that all works then congratulations!! You’ve impressively managed to not be a total jerk!



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