It's now 2018, and I am back on VF. Hard to believe this profile has been in existence for 14 years now. Wow... A lot has happened within that time that has shaped me who I am today. I wrote my original profile years ago (you'll find below in quotations)... which coincidentally, mostly applies to today still. I am currently in a transition, closing a chapter of my life and starting anew. We'll see where it leads. I've been battered, broken, and stepped on for well over a decade... and I still have not lost my sense of humility. I very much want to help out my fellow human, no matter how deplorable and vile they have become these days. The only thing I would say that has changed since the below paragraph is that I have grown, especially in compassion. I am a lot less cold, but still apt to show my apathetic side. Time to rise from the ashes, like the phoenix. Enjoy my profile.
"I am just me. I've been in love, I've had my heart broken, I've seen a lot, been to a lot of places, I've been hurt, I've worked various jobs ranging from fast food to military... so I guess you can say I've had quite an adventure. The thing that gets me is even after all of the bullshit I've been through, I am still here. I don't take shit and I am probably the coldest person you'll meet, or the kindest. I am not afraid of anybody, there's no point. I see through almost any lie, so don't get caught. I don't think I am macho, I think I am anything but. I am unique, not your typical guy. I have an open mind, so just be real and yourself and we'll get along just fine.
"We can't always have nice days, otherwise we wouldn't appreciate them." - Michelle "Munchkin" Racine
"We stand here, the two of us, immortal, ageless, rising nightly to feed that immortality on human blood; and there on your desk against the knowledge of the ages sits a flawless child as demonic as ourselves and you ask me how I could believe I would find the meaning in the supernatural! I tell you, after seeing what I've become, I could damn well believe anything! Couldn't you? And believing thus, being thus confounded, I can now accept the most fantastical truth of all: that there is no meaning to any of this!" - Louis (Anne Rice), IWTV
"I was born in love with thee, so why should fate stand in between?" - Dani Filth, COF, (Her Ghost in the Fog)
"Nosferatu... does not this word sound like the call of the death bird at midnight? You dare not say it since the pictures of life will fade into dark shadows; ghostly dreams will rise from your heart and feed on your blood." - F.W. Murnau, (1929)
"In the end, it boils down to two simple choices. Either you do or you don't. You'd think with all the problems in this world, there'd be more answers. It's not fair... but that's the way things are. The choice is yours."
Some of my artwork: