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Latest Journal Entry: Life is Beautiful January 06, 2009, 09:51am
Profile: Come Real Or Not At All Juggalo Ryda For Life (10yrs+)  M.M.F.C.L To the true family I know it's still out there As for the fakes and haters Fuck you and KILL YOSELF! Where's My Family? Honestly what the fuck happened to the psychopathic family? What happened to leaving no freak, outcast, lo/lette and etc behind, being there for one another, maiing sure everything was alight in their end of life, helping them when they needed help. What the fuck happened? Its not what it used to be AT ALL. Now a days I see so many different fucking cliques. its like if you're not in this clique then we cant chill wit you, be your homie and etc. Now a days when I see family out on the streets I still holla at them and I get the cold shoulder in return. IT NEVER USED TO BE LIKE THAT! I feel as if everyone has forgotten what being a DOWN ASS JUGGALO/LETTE IS ALL ABOUT! It's about love, being there for one another, saying what up doe, all that shit I mentioned before. Psychopathic made this family for people who were alone could have an actually family so they would NEVER feel alone. Well fam I need you at the most ight now. I need my families fucking help! This juggalo is falling faster and faster soon enough this Juggalo wouldn't see the light of day again. Soon enough I will be standing in front of the gates of Shangri-la THATS HOW I FEEL RIGHT NOW! Alone, scared, lost, depressed and so much fucking more. My world has crumbled and soon enough my body will too I need my family...Where are you? I need your support Someone that will listen instead of just bitch at me Someone who can relate and help Help? Bring back what being fmaily is about please..if you agree and if you're actually a TRUE DOWN ASS LO/LETTE then comment this and give your thoughts...Help me out.. PASS ON THIS MESSAGE RIGHT HERE RIGH NOW START THE MOVEMENT AND BRING THE TRUE FAMILY BACK! I need support right now...things are not looking good at all... MMFCL To the TRUE DOWN FAMILY! And for those of you that think its about cliques and how much merch you have THEN FUCK YOU - YOU FAKEASS BITCHASS MOFUCKAS! RECHECK YOURSELF! CUZ THATS NOT WHAT BEING FAMILY IS FUCKING ABOUT! For those of you as well that are going to sit there and hate KILL YOSELF I don't need you're fucking bullshit I'm taking a stand and putting an end to this now I need a change in my life once again Before I end up dead I need my families help doing it though.... - Jackyl aka Tryp - Repost Thank you for your time. READ ME! The Rating System I decided to put back up the rating system just for kicks. Keep in mind I find the system to be highly overrated and could careless about it. However, people have asked me to put it back up for some odd reason so there you go everyone. Please do me the favor and actually read my damn profile instead of juding me on my looks and or layout. If not don't bother to even rate me. Also don't leave "Here's a 10 for you" in my comments. Enjoy. Now onto other things I'm currently located on the outer scirts of Detroit. I call this place Grind City, we're always on our grind trying to get that bread. Ya feel me? Yes I do live with my family, however, I don't consider I have a true family aside from my older brother Wizzle. We look out for one another when the rest of the family just tosses us aside. I'm the middle child, he's the oldest and my sister the youngest. Fun shit huh? I do have Marfan syndrome. I was born with the syndrome it affects my entire body. From soft tissue, connective tissue, heart, height, weight, eyesight and much much more. Yes it is painful from time to time but hey it's life so save your pathetic pity. Thanks. I have been through my ups and my downs. In and out of drug use and sales, so called friends back stabbing me, trouble with the law and a few more things I shall not mention via internet. I know I'm not alone on problems everyone has them however, I do and will always feel alone. On a lighter note I have a very strong interest in death and dark and or morbid things. I produce and rap(Yes I said rap) a genre called Horrorcore. This genre is the sickest, rawest and darkest type of rap. The type of music your parents will hate and you'll probably go to hell for. Some of my influences are Ice-Pic, Serial Killin' Records(SKR), Murder House Records(MHR), Kill Yourself Productions(KYP) and Riga Mortiz Productions. Those are only a few there are many many more. Along with the horrorcore I also DJ/produce Gabber(Hardcore Techno), Industrial, Ghetto Tech, Hard House. I am very deep into the rave scene. I can't get enough of it. Music is life. I am a Satanist. That is NOT I repeat NOT to be confused with Devil Woship completely differt religion guys. Baic belif of a Satanist "god" and or "satan" is ones self. I believe if you live a good life you will return with a better life. If you life a horrid life and try not to make the ebst of it you'll return in an even worse life than what you had. But thats as far as I'm going to go into religion here. Well if you made it this far I'm amazed you actually read the profile. Congratulations to you. Now pat yourself on the back. Finally, fuck you :) I am truly one of lifes prototypes. Too weird to live, too rare to die.    .My.Thoughts. Labels To me if you call yourself emo, gothic, punk and or etc. You're not. Think about this, to be one of those you choose or wish to be not part of the society correct? Now labeling yourself that makes you part of the society that you don't wish to be a part of. Make sense? Why label yourself? The only label you should go by is your name and or nickname. It saddens me to see how Vf has been flooded with little kids labeling everything left and right because it fits what they think that person is. Just because you label me something makes me it? You wish. Drug use I have two views on this topic. Hopefully this can help someone. Hello my name is Jack and I am addicted to Heroin and "more". First off I love drugs. I love the feeling of being high. That feeling of escaping reality. My drug of choice was Heroin along with Cocaine and Ecstasy. If I had the heroin though it didn't matter what else I had. You could put ANYTHING in front of me and I would do it. Wheather it be Meth, Crack, PCP, Shrooms, Acid, DOC, DXM, you name it I've done it but it didn't matter as long as I had my heroin. Thats what I mean by addicted to "more". I will always love drugs, always love using them and always LOVE to get high. However, I hate them as well. Through the years I have watched them hurt and destroy everything and everyone around me. I have seen them destroy myself. Addiction is a horrible diease and is not to be taken lightly. Do I love getting high? Yes. Can I get high anymore? No. Why? If I go out again there is no coming back for me I DO NOT have another run in me. I may have only gone to rehab once but once is all I had in me. I'm lucky I even got that one chance. At the rate I was heading I was trying to kill myself. To get the "ultimate" high and never come down. I'm not going to tell you any war stroies. I'm telling you this as a person in RECOVERY and for those in RECOVERY on this site. I have a love hate relationship when it comes to drugs. They may seem fun at a time but that fun turns into a lifestlye, a chore, an addiction. The drug(s) took complete control of me. Waking up bouge, wondering who I am going to rob, sam or etc to get money to get my fix. I didn't know any other way of life EXCEPT getting high. I have to learn how to be sober, learn to live a proper fucntional life without drugs in me. Now if you can go out and smoke weed and stop good for you. If you can drink one and stop good for you. But for addicts like myself we can't. Thats what we call an "Earth Person". Drugs were my way of life and at 20years old drugs almost took my life from me. Two times I OD'd. I was trying to OD every time I got high. Thats how much I loved the high, but int he same aspect thats how much I didn't care for my life and the lives of any one else around me. Again my name is Jack and I am a grateful addict. Scarey shit isn't it? I'll leave you those to ponder. Leave me hate mail I honestly don't give two fucks. Punkass bitches come say it to my face. Likes: Dance Dance Revolution, Raves, Blood Sex, Music, Beat Programs, Electronica Psychopathic Records, Owning a recod label, Working with music, Digital equipment Computers, Glowsticks, Rave dances, Dancing Break dancing, Hip-hop, Japanese, Japanese culture Freaks, People who are different, People not afraid to speak their minds, Hoohkas Blacklights, Stage set up, Sound systems, DJing Turntables, Digital turntables, Thinking, Poetry Trance music, Trance life, Video Games, Movies Hanging with friends, Parties, Cars, Things that are different Undergound artists, Local music, Acid 4.0/5.0, Hardcore/Darkcore music Music Production, Web Design Hustlin', Grindin', Drugs, Head Shops, The Ghetto, Music, Sleep Food, Red, Black, White Gold, Down to earth people, chillin' These are only a few of many. Dislikes: Geroge Bush(both), Baseheads, My syndrome, Myself(at times) School, Religion, The news, Police Crying, Pain, Love The "light", The sun Chick flicks, Government, Christmas, Overdosing Hospitals, Stupid questions, Stuck up people, Needles Self Mutalation, Death of a loved one, Haters, Fakes Liars, Kids whom label themselves Emo, The Scene, Kids Emo Music, Screamo Music, Pop Music, Reality Drugs, The rating system on here, People who go by looks These are only a few of many And finally you. Favorite Music: Whatever sounds good to me. And has lyrics that I like or can relate to. I like a wide varity. I hate people that close themselves off to one genre. It's retarted. Listed below are only some of the bands and types of music I listen to. Rock // Metal: Ramallah, Slipknot, Korn, Shadows Fall, Dimmu Borgir, Flaw, Adema, In Flames, Arch Enemy, Cradle of Filth, Atreyu, God Forbid, Dark Tranquility, Tapping The Vein, Lacuna Coil, Old Mans Child, Mayhem, Gave, Megadeth, Disturbed, Rotting Christ, Cryptopsy, Bloodbath, Borknagar, Samael, Watch Them Die, And Oceans, Linkin park, Devil Driver, Children of Bodom, A Fire Inside, Dream Threater, Nightwish, Meshuggah, Darkest Hour, Martyr Ad, Perfect Murder , Ours, Led Zepplin, Ozzy Osbourne, Black Sabbath, Mindless Self Indulgence, Lock Up, Helloween, Kataklysm, Grave Digger, Behemoth, Vital Remains, Iron Madien, Evanscence, Three Days Grace, Seether, Marilyn Manson, Sentenced, Haste, Radition 4, Nevermore, Rammstein, Ill Nino, Diabolic, Dope, Saliva, Static-X, Filter,Gorgoroth, Tool, Stained, Limp Bizkit(old), Fuel, Primus, Mudvayne Electronica: , Radioactive Goldfish, DJ Surgeon, Darude, Taiko, John Johnson, Fatboy Slim, Oeion, Jamnesia, Dj Sammy, Dj Surpreme, The Porn Kings, Detroit Grand Pubahs, Dj Icey, Dj Taka, Mr. Oizo, Zombie Nation, Dr. Jurgen, DDR DJ's, Sandstorm, Underground artists, The Electric Storm, Drunkenmunkey, ATC, Macro V, Dj Micro, 666, Rhythm Gangstam, Tomcraft, Puretone, Ferry Corsten, Andre Visor, Derb, Out of Grace, Warp Brothers, The Chemical Brothers, The Crystal Method, Jimmy Goldschmitz, Peter Luts, Aquagen, Aqua, Public Domain, 4Clubebrs, Barthezz, Gary Numan, Neil Landstrumm, Hard House Cafe, Sliverbeam, Kraftwelt, Airborne, Out of Date, DJ Patch, STF, MHN, One O Four Digital Driver, Negative A, E-Noid, Darkcore, The Speed Freak, Dj Paul, Darkcontroller, DHL, DJ Irene, The Warp Brothers, Dj Teisto, Hyper Logic, DJ Corrosive, Poogie Bear, P.I.M.P. Project Da Tekno Warriors Rap/Horrorcore: Insane Clown Posse, Blaze ya dead Homie, Anybody Killa, Dark Lotus, Psychopathic Rydas, Twiztid, Esham, Tech N9ne, Bizzy Bone, Mr.Knox, Three 6 Mafia, Project Pat, Kottonmouth Kings, Zug Izland, Natas, Mexican Tiro,Hypnotize Camp posse, Hypnotize Camp Mindz, Trick Daddy, E-40, Lil'Jon and The East Side Boyz, Lil'Scrappy, Lil'Wayne, Lil'Wyte, Young Buck, Youngbloodz, Crime Mobb, Bone Thugz and Harmony, Juicy J, Tone Tone, Project Black, Project Dead Man, Temple Rain, House of Krazees, House of Sins, Lo'Key, Mental Ward, Dramadeus, The Wackos, Children of the Morgue, Disfunktional Phamily, C Murder, The Pumpkin King, South Park Mexican, Flu Fly Productions, 2Lethal, Flu Fly Boyz, 2Sins, KYP(Kill Yourself productionz, Murder House Records Gothic/Industrial: Jackoff Jill, Kidney Thieves, Skinny Puppy, Unto Ashes, Love Sprials Downwards, Zeromancer, Volitare, Zeromancer, Apoptygma Bezerk, Flock of Seagulls, Orgy, Fear Cult, Funker Vogt, Rosetta Stone, Mission UK, Bella Morte, Genitorturers, Switchblade Symphony, Smyphony X, Slick Idiot, Coveraint, Fictional, Assemblage 23, Razed in Black, Haujobb, Juno Reactor, Hamel and Gretyl, Faith and the Muse, Suicide Commando, KMFDM, Metropolis 2003, Velvet Acid Christ, Front 242. List goes on These are only some of the many. Need more ask me. . Background Music Top Notch All He Do Is Count Homepage: http://www.myspace.com/_m_a_J_i_k_ Link 1: http://www.myspace.com/hardcoretribute Link 2: http://www.myspace.com/thejackalz Link 3: http://www.myspace.com/cityboyproductions
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