I play faces for the clowns, but the real me is a rattlesnake, a wolf, a scorpion, nothing... I'm at war with lies, pollution, confusion, and fools who've got no intelligence. -Charles Manson
Status: Paavo Lotjonen is possibly the nicest guy I've ever met :) ♥
Sex: other Age: 19 Location: The Lair, Hell,
Canada
Member since: September 19, 2010 Account: Premium Member Orientation: Pansexual In a relationship with:xXViolentlyElegantXx Occupation: Up-and-coming metal goddess
I'm nothing special, I'm just me. I'm only human; I have my insecurities, imperfections and instabilities, just like everyone else. I will say right now that I am a bit emotionally unstable and have been self-harming for years. It's nothing I'm ashamed of, it's just part of who I am. If it makes you uncomfortable or makes you judge me unfavourably, feel free to fuck off! While I'm a very openminded person, I won't claim to be non-judgemental, because I'm a human being, and judging others is part of human nature. However, I'm less judgemental than a lot of people I know. I see you looking at me, and I see what you rate me... the only time I downrate is if you downrate me first! 90% of the time, I'm a nice, friendly, laid-back, fun-loving person. I'm easy to talk to and easy to get along with most of the time. I'm on here to meet people, so please don't hesitate to comment! Unless you're a total shithead, I will most likely love you to death I've been told that I have a good sense of humour, and I can usually cheer prople up when they're feeling really shitty. I'm a good listener and if I decide I like you I'm probably one of the best friends you'll ever have, I'll be there for you no matter what. The other 10% of the time, I'm a cynical, misanthropic bitch. I'm a total dick at times, especially to those closest to me and whom I love the most. It's a defense mechanism because, to be honest, I've been fucked over and hurt to often for me to trust people. I'm unforgiving and if you lose my trust you'll never fully regain it. If we become close friends, I will likely end up offending you at some point because I speak my mind with litte thought of the consequences. I'm opinionated and not overly concerned with what people think. Because of this people often think I'm rude and ignorant. Music is my life, my soul, my world, my everything. I live it and breathe it. If there is one thing I could not stand to lose, it would be my music, the ability to play, to compose, to listen. Music has always been the one constant thing in my life, it is my anchor, my reason for living. Metal music is my religion, but I listen to a bit of everything, from Isaac Albeniz to Immortal. My favourite bands are Children Of Bodom and Pink Floyd. I'm a guitarist, vocalist, (singing, screaming, growling, I do it all) mandolinist, and composer. I'm not in a band at the moment, but I'm hoping to join one soon. DO NOT ask me for nudes or to trade pictures. I don't do it. I don't have MSN, Skype, a webcam, or any of that stupid crap. I won't give out my Facebook unless you've added me on here and we talk on a semi-regular basis. I don't reply to comments that show you haven't read my profile. Also, please don't add me and then never talk to me, I'm not just here to make you look popular. It's not a popularity contest, people, it's a fucking social networking site. I really don't know what else to say; anything else you wanna know, fucking ask me!
Likes
Piercings. Tattoos. Heavy metal. Playing guitar. Writing. Sleep (when it actually happens). The five fabulous men in my background. Alexi Laiho <3 (He's seen my tits; I'd tap that in a heartbeat.). Candles. Incense. Vodka. Whiskey. Beer. Rum. Animals. Yoga. High heeled shoes (they bring my 5"2 up to something slightly more respectable). Meditation. Night time. Darkness. Being a vegetarian. Swearing. Psychology. Winter. Rain. Scandinavians. Classic literature. Dan Sperry. Leonid The Magnificent. Guitar World. Revolver magazine. People in corpse paint. Morticia Addams. Cranberry-raspberry tea. Long haired menfolk. Terrorizing the common people. Graveyards. My punching bag. The Dudesons. Mosh pits.
Dislikes
">People who try to use depression/self-abuse/suicide to get attention (it's not taken seriously enough as it is and whiny, attention seeking douchebags are the reason)!!! Intentional stupidity. Hot weather. Homophobia. Food. Abuse in ANY form. Racism. Religious fanatics/fundamentalists. Good concerts rarely come to where I live. Mainstream society. Overly clingy/dependent people. Pornography. Being touched. People telling me what tattoos/piercings they think I should get. Repetition. When people regularly state the obvious. Being asked why I feel the way I do about things. P30pl3 wh0 typ3 lyk3 dys. PeOpLe wHo TyPe LiKe ThIs. Ppl wo typ lk ths. Self absorbed jackasses. Drug addiction. Being short. Twilight. Edward Cullen's eyebrows (actually, Edward Cullen in general haha). Spiderwebs. Bugs that crunch when you kill them. Bugs that leap. Poor oral hygiene, oh my fucking god, if you don't look after your teeth don't even bother talking to me. Beauty cults. Excess body hair. When dudes have the balls to try and pull me out of a pit because "chicks shouldn't mosh". To be honest... myself.
Favorite Music
ACDC, Ajattara, Alice Cooper, Anthrax, Apocalyptica, Arch Enemy, Askival, Bauhaus, Behemoth, Black Label Society, Black Sabbath, Blutengel, Cannibal Corpse, Celtic Frost, Children Of Bodom, The Clash, Cradle Of Filth, Cream, The Cure, Daath, Death, Deicide, Dethklok, Dimmu Borgir, Dio, Elton John, Eluveitie, Eminem, Emperor, Fear Factory, Gorgoroth, GWAR, HIM, Iced Earth, Immortal, Into Eternity, Iron Maiden, Jimi Hendrix, Johnny Cash, Judas Priest, Kamelot, Keep Of Kalessin, Kiss, Klamydia, Korpiklaani, Kylahullut, Lamb Of God, Led Zeppelin, Manowar, Marilyn Manson, Maroon 5, Mastodon, Megadeth, Merle Haggard Metallica, Moonspell, Motorhead, Neil Young, Nightwish, Ozzy Osbourne, Pantera, Pink Floyd, Poison, Queen, Ratt, Rammstein, Ramones, Rod Stewart, Rotting Christ, Running Wild, Skiltron, Slayer, Slipknot, Stone, Stone Sour, Swollen Members, Ten Years After, Thine Eyes Bleed, Type O Negative, Warmen, WASP, Yngwie Malmsteen, ZZ Top
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