Status: Mono/poly: definitely the way to go.
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Profile:Update 09/19/2011 I've been on this site for almost 6 years now, once daily now a handful of times a year. Very few people I would call friend are here anymore and the general populous of this site does not lend itself to the seeking of new companions among it's ranks. I honestly don't know why I keep this profile at all, but I do and will continue so. My life now resembles nothing I could have ever dreamed before. Only a pale shroud of the existence and person I walked around through and as remains as a reminder to the path I have torn from the mountainside. I am altogether a new creature from any I may have been before. I have passed through fire and water, pain and hatred, and emerged a human alloy of steel and laughter. My life is wholly my own now. I mean that in not only a spiritual sense, but physical and financial as well. I live, work, study and enjoy all by my own means and by my own rules. I act only when I am on stage yet people SEE me. They love me and preserve me when I break a sweat from the toil of holding up the world. I love people who send me home bruised, beaten and tear-stained. I have my trial by fire every weekend, sometimes literally. What does this mean? I live a BDSM lifestyle as a Sadomasochist. Does this mean I enjoy fuzzy handcuffs in the bedroom? No. This means I am comforted as I cry a lifetime's worth of pain by arms that have just finished opening my flesh with a bullwhip. A friend once said that love was the fire of life, purifying or destroying. He was correct. I've had my share of destructive love, my love purifies BY fire. Am I a freak? Yes. Am I a slut? No. I am me, and you will never know my fire. "We are all Peaceful Warriors. The Way creates the warrior. From a fellow traveler, wishing you godspeed" (Way of the Peaceful Warrior p212)
Likes:Honesty, integrity, love, respect, trust, sanity, comfort, strength, discipline. A person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard; a person who gives assistance. The definition of a friend
Dislikes:I have a bitter streak, this list would be quite long indeed.
Favorite Music:The whispered words from a lover's lips, poetic and trite. A beat to dance to like the thump of a heart