Sex: male Age: 26 Location: Den Haag,
Zuid Holland, The Netherlands Orientation: Straight In a relationship with:darkwitch2 Rating: 9.94 Rating points: 1093
Member since: September 04, 2006 Last logged in: June 20, 2013, 01:34am
Account Status: Free Account Rated by: 110 people
Hello and welcome to my profile
My name is Eli I'm 25 years of age
I'm a mad hatter meaning that I'm happily insane
and that I will never be seen without my top hat
I like to write and programming fun stuff
also to paint and draw occasionally
I'm currently an IT student and loving it other then that I make some extras by creating balloon animals
if there's anything else you would like to know
just say so and i will answer any questions you might have
My likes ^^
I like solitude when I want to be alone
I like darkness when I'm awake
I like people I just don't want to be around them all the
time
I don't like this!
i would like to keep this part blank...
to bad my mind doesn't work that way
I dislike the people that want to change me...
I anger myself on people that make fun of my hat
and i hate people who talk behind my back
My music ^^
i listen to a lot,
most of my time i spend listening to internet radio chronix
the current music i have is :
cradle of filth(everything),
dragonforce,
guns 'n roses,
dimmu borgir,
kittie,
children of bodom,
amon amarth,
system of a down,
lordi
Kamelot
Tool
london After Midnight
and some random songs that i just like.
feel free to suggest bands
because I'm always looking for more
I AM
i no longer am without thought
i no longer can ignore myself
i no longer can control these feelings that dwell deep within me
as a rising sun they surface burning me putting me on fire
i can not supress it anymore i cannot hide it anymore
this mask i have worn shattered as a mirror each piece shows my reflection
they reflect what i don't want to see
Pneuma tou ouranou thumethere
pneuma tes ges thumethate
remember,
remember why i hid these feelings
oh great spirits help me to think clear
wicked demons, wicked gods
free me from these thoughts
free me from these feelings
before i will join you by your side.
i cannot allow myself to hurt the ones i love
i cannot allow them to look inside me,
who am i?
I AM.
remember these words well as i hope never to speak them