Sex: male Age: 25 Location: Den Haag,
Zuid Holland, The Netherlands Orientation: Straight In a relationship with:darkwitch2 Rating: 9.91 Rating points: 763
Member since: September 04, 2006 Last logged in: May 25, 2012, 06:31am
Account Status: Free Account Rated by: 77 people
Hello and welcome to my profile My name is Eli I'm 25 years of age I'm a mad hatter meaning that I'm happily insane and that I will never be seen without my top hat
I like to write and programming fun stuff also to paint and draw occasionally I'm currently an IT student and loving it other then that I make some extras by creating balloon animals
if there's anything else you would like to know just say so and i will answer any questions you might have
My likes ^^
I like solitude when I want to be alone I like darkness when I'm awake
I like people I just don't want to be around them all the time
I don't like this!
i would like to keep this part blank... to bad my mind doesn't work that way I dislike the people that want to change me... I anger myself on people that make fun of my hat
and i hate people who talk behind my back
My music ^^
i listen to a lot, most of my time i spend listening to internet radio chronix the current music i have is : cradle of filth(everything), dragonforce, guns 'n roses, dimmu borgir, kittie, children of bodom, amon amarth, system of a down, lordi Kamelot Tool london After Midnight and some random songs that i just like. feel free to suggest bands because I'm always looking for more
I AM
i no longer am without thought i no longer can ignore myself i no longer can control these feelings that dwell deep within me as a rising sun they surface burning me putting me on fire i can not supress it anymore i cannot hide it anymore this mask i have worn shattered as a mirror each piece shows my reflection they reflect what i don't want to see
Pneuma tou ouranou thumethere pneuma tes ges thumethate
remember, remember why i hid these feelings oh great spirits help me to think clear wicked demons, wicked gods free me from these thoughts free me from these feelings before i will join you by your side.
i cannot allow myself to hurt the ones i love i cannot allow them to look inside me,
who am i? I AM.
remember these words well as i hope never to speak them