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Moire
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Profile: I'm the Tiger. The Predator. But also The Prey. I'm the elegant self-destructive Something. I can see your feelings in your eyes. There's no thought you can ever hide. This is my little hide-and-seek game. I see. I always do, even when I don't want to. I hunt. But not the way anyone is used to be hunting. It's a special surprise for those who want to Find Out. Or I want them to. My life is like a bad movie. It's filled with longlasting nothing saying scenes, details and bad weather. Like a horror show, without a high point. My "living" from one point to another has become simple surviving between the rare days of happines. I would love some people to just sublimate away from this world as they are like a tail always behind me, asking stupid questions. I love not to be seen. Like being only a shadow, invisible, untouchable. To be and talk with those i want to be and talk with. I'm very quiet natured although I am realy fond of laughing and smiling. I like to talk with people, but not with anyone. Sorrow sings her kisses in silence and adjusts the blinds to keep the light from mocking everything I feel She dances slowly a silhouette upon the curtains but her eyes seem to cry only empty tears I beg for comfort with inadequate verse it meant so much to me.... and so little to her and I am sinking into a mountain of self pitty why can't I simply disregard all the things I feel? "where is my angel," "where is my angel, when I need him most?" "where is my angel," "where is my angel, tell me now where did he go?"  NOTE: There is a mistake, it's not workship, but WORSHIP. You know, those i-net pics:/ What you see, is what you get, and you ain't seeing nothing, yet... Hm, by the way, I've started to self-learn japanese. If you wanna ask me, what I know already, I'll answer like now, to make the communication easier (it's definately not much)... Few words and part of Hiragana (the smaller one I guess, I seem to accidentaly find more and more and MORE "letters" to learn in my book)... But... I just love it, LOVE IT... It's so much fun to learn by myself... I also learn Swedish now, it's a lot easier, and I seem to make progress faster:) Maybe it's because I take regular courses, and do not try to self-learn. Likes: Guns  I love my bunch of cute little Ocellatuses - black-red fishy fish, with cute little sharp teeth;)) I just adore them:)...and my new subadult tarantula which I hope will start my new breeding, when it grows up....and my petite turtle... and my furious kitty... and the whole vermin squad I got at home... UPDATE 11.12.2008: I had to give my ocellatuses away six months ago, petite water turtle is not petite anymore, but fully grown up. The kitty became a furious cat, and the spider passed away unfortunately. But I grow meat-eating plants (or how ever you call them Sarracenias and Dionaeas) quite succesfully:) I like dark summer nights in which is something warm, that goes deep, deep into my soul...I adore music, singing, dancing, till I can hardly move... The calm before summer storms, when you can see the big grey clouds full of water and their shadows falling on the earth...The smell of wet dust on the streets, when the wind is filled with the sweet smell of lilacs and one is only waiting for the drencher... Narrow rooms and great halls made of stone, the feeling I don't know where I am....feeling lost...The quier corners hiding this mysterious Something...Old garrets, stores and cellars, where you can find so many interesting things, these places are filled with history, you can almost touch it.... I love woods in the early summer, fields far away from all villages....bathing in cold rivers...Love sleeping, the sweet release from everydays fears and worries...The feeling two seconds after I wake up from a nightmare and still believe I'm in a another world....and I'm affraid to fall asleep again... My favorite day/night hour is about 4am, when everything is sleeping, and all is quiet around... I love to watch someone's neck, hands, wrists and specially fingertips...to find his pulse.....to feel it.... Hey you, I'm watching your steps for a long time The sun stretches your shadows to me I know you have no power Without sight, without thoughts With feeling of cold fear Hey you, you've forgotten something on your way You've forgotten yourself, my friend I think, you're going to fall down to knees today Awfully tired in your shadow BY THE WAY I ENJOY SWITCHING OFF TV's SOOOO MUCH!!! Dislikes: NOTE: I don't reply to posts like: "****Hi, you are gorgeous, here's a 10**** " or posts suggesting back rating, or whatever like this, only post I reply to are posts, that show obviously, you read my pro, or you are a person worth my while. I don't have enough time to reply all the worthless 3-8 words posts that say absolutely nothing except i'm a hottie and i got a 10, keep your ratings if you don't want to post comment that has a MEANING...Favorite Music: Ador Dorath, Agathodaimon, Annbj�rg Lien, Apocalyptica, Ashen Light, Blind Guardian, Burzum, Cinema Strange, Clan of Xymox, Cruachan, Cr�xshadows, Cultus Ferox, Darkwell, Das Ich, Deep Purple, Deftones, Deine Lakainen, Devil Doll, Ecstasy of Saint Theresa, Ensifernum, Entombed, Euthanasia, Fejd, Finntroll, Galadriel, Gjallarhorn, Graveworm, Haggard, Iced Earth, Lacuna Coil, Lunasa, Malice mizer, Mandragora scream, Mortal love, Muse, NaRCo, Opeth, Persephone, Pink Floyd, Siebenburgen, Silent stream of godless elegy, Skyforger, Sopor aeternus, Supertramp, Theatre of Tragedy, The Verve, Theatres des Vampires, Tisic let od raje, VNV Nation, Within Temptation and many more. Homepage: sifdottir.blogspot.com
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