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Sex: male
Age: 18
Location: Houston, Texas, United States
Rating: 9.83
Rating points: 1533
Member since: September 01, 2007
Last logged in: January 27, 2008, 01:17am
Account Status: Free Account
Rated by: 156 people

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Hi im Matthew..ummm Life is tew short to waste time! So right now Im trying tew live my life tew the fullest.I dont have mcuh tew offer but whatever.All i have is my love fer my friends.Hehe im not really emo.I dont cut myself alot.I dont give a fuck what yew think about me.Im my own person dont try tew change meh.I would never try tew change yew.Im not perfect...nobody is.I dont care what yew look like or what size yew are...everyone is beautiful tew meh.Hehe And I love my sister Sidney! She means the world tew meh.Add her on myspace if yew wanna.... www.myspace.com/sidneylifeisdeath [://THISISME] i'm not going to bloom like a fucking flower for yew and drop all. no. i don't expect you to understand a word or see me as anything special. no. i'm not naive enough to think the words "slut" or "attention whore" are below what you think of me. no. [://JUSTFACEIT] you're more punk. hardcore. mod. straightedge. emo. indie than me. your hair is cooler. your pants are tighter. yew have more tattoos. yew have cooler pins on your messenger bag and your favorite band is more obscene than mine. your shoes are more vintage and so is your t-shirt. yew own more black clothes than me. i don't even own a denim jacket. your glasses are thicker. and blacker than mine. yew know more people in bands, your photography is blacker and whiter. your scene points are double, perhaps triple, mine. because as we all know, that's what matters. in a scene where the music has taken a second to the hair cuts, i guess you win, and i lose. it's a shame for some people that it's not even about the music anymore. but funny now that everyone actually does look the same. [://IAMWHATYOUNEED] aka: the impossible dose. and it's going to take more than a cute scene boy with hip bones to impress me. you send me love letters: i'll correct the grammer and send them back. you send me mean comments: i'll send you gay porn spam. you send me hatemail: well, i'm always up for a challenge. [://LISTENCAREFULLY] i don't want to make friends with people that attempt to catch my attention by staring or glancing. i don't want to make friends with people that follow me for a few minutes and walk away. i don't want to make friends with people that sit next to me or near me and wait for me to say something. i don't want to make friends with people that say "i like your style/hair/make-up/shirt" and then don't have anything else lined up. i don't want to make friends with people that talk to me out of the blue. i want someone to walk up next to me and keep walking as if we know each other and we started together from point [a] and plan to continue to point [b]. i want someone who keeps going no matter how far I go. keeping up and not questioning or asking "where." i want someone who just says "hey" and that ends it. i want someone who understands that silence in conversation can be golden because smalltalk is filler and shit and neither of us cared anyway. because i don't care about the abbreviations or crushedtotwowords sentances. like your GED or your STD. or your job as a CSR. that you live near MSG or St. Mark or Union or The Heights. that you did or didn't make mommy and daddy proud. that you're a rebel. that you conform. that you're a dem. or a rep. or an indy. or who you voted for. and your OH FUCK BUSH. your political veiws. and your social economical middleclassvsupperclass bullshit. your five thousand patches of bands names that are super "original", right? like "Global Threat" and "Indy 5" and "No Kid's Underground" and blahblahblahblah. the words here are never and ever. not yet. i want someone who can just walk. 'cause before you speak you know nothing more about a person other than the way they look. how they carry themselves. the look on their face. the way they stepskipstumble and... stop. how they cross a street with traffic near. and how they get through a crowd. if they look both ways. if they breathe through their mouth or their nose.the things you always learn later when the friend or person mattered.because by then we were passed all your mememe.i'll listen just so I can talk.because be then yew cared.because yew were comfortable without talking.i want that first...and all the rest after.because I dont want tew kno yer life.and its little details until I am comfortable.not the other way around.
Icecream.GummyBears.Boys.Girls.Beer.Life.Music.Marilyn Manson.The color green.Pink.Shoes.Me.School.Friends.The mall.Hottopic.Converse.Vans.Banana Republic.Walmart.Cofee.Gatorade.Brownies.The sky.Dawgies.Kittens.Dolphins.Talking.Laughing.Sleeping.Doingthe worm.Wathcing funny or scary movies with my besties.Making stuffnot alloweds.Running away from the Chuck.E cheese guy.Taking away an old mans cane.Ding dong and ditching someones house.Prank calling people.Hair bows.Jeffree Star.Hello Kitty.Care Bears.Unicorns.South park.Rolling around on the floor.Eyeliner.[And thats about it lolz]
Dislikes:
Whatever isnt on the list of things I like.
Favorite Music:
Im gonna put up the genres.Goth,Emo,Rock,Screamo,Hip hop,Indie,Techno

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Revengeblade

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Jan 02, 2009, 01:54am
u are gorgeous i got to say.i would love to be friends with u is it ok if i add u 2 my yahoo messenger list?

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CiaraSuicide
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Dec 31, 2008, 03:53pm
omfg..
youre so beautiful [[=

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Dec 19, 2008, 03:28pm
-_- matty.........

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