About Me:malky Is what to call me, that’s not my real name obviously, If I wanted you to know that I would tell you. Frankly, people are disappointing me as of late. In addition to ever present disappointment of myself. I’m a depressive so I have a chemical imbalance that fucks with my head, making me needy, jealous, over protective, and passively dependent, etc. If you don’t like this, then I suggest you don’t talk to me. I add anyone that looks interesting, boy or girl or music, whatever. I’ll talk to anyone & will reply in 24 hrs unless I happen to be in a disparaging mood. I've found that people come and go easily from your online life, you can talk to someone intensely for hours on end then it will suddenly stop because of a single mis communicated word. So if you think that you are special having spoken to me, your not, I will always talk, even if not heard. If you would like to really know alot about the person I am outside of the typical "I like this music" then i suggest you click my poetry page link below; this explains alot about the pain and life struggles I have endure.
| Vampirism | Poetry | Layouts | Quizes |
If you see me make a "10" comment; that simply means I stopped by your page and felt like giving you a rate but didnt have much more to say then that. I do not expect anything back. Thanks for understanding.
  malkavianmime @ yahoo.com |
What I Am:
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| Age Sex Eye Color Hair Color Body Type Hometown Location |  | 27 Boy Sky Blue Auburn Lean [162lbs 6 ft] San Diego, CA Omaha, NE |
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| Agoraphobia Anthropophobia Chiraptophobia Amaxophobia Coulrophobia Carnophobia Jello |  | Crowds Society Being touched Being in cars Clowns evil, HATE ICP Meat, I don't eat it Unnatural/Evil. |
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| VAMPIRISM GOTHIC GIRLS MUSIC CUTTING POETRY writing dark poetry s0cialism, real dem0cracy BL00D mMm BL00D even m0re BL00D n0t being like all the rest & originality aliens the adams family reincarntati0n & karma death & suicidal th0ughts making my 0wn jewelry skat0r, & extreme sp0rts ~stuff~ pissing off the re1igi0us right expanding my mind & liberal minded pe0ple protesting & envir0nmental causes drawing 0n paper & cl0thes rOck, metal, punk, techn0 & classic music artistic pe0ple, & art itself reading ~stuff~ humor, satire, sarcasm & m0ckery & adding numbers to w0rds | FAKES DRAMA PREPS CHEATERS LIARS h0m0phobics, mis0gynists, chauvinists, racists c0ps, & those wh0 abide by auth0rity wanabee gansters attenti0n wh0res tabacc0 sm0kers g0vernment industrial s0ciety walmart c0mmercialism & capitalism aut0m0biles h0lyier than th0u pe0ple religi0n in general lables & stere0types almost being h0meless hip-h0p, spadex/hair metal & top40 war, conflict, & violence stupidity & ign0rance hicks, rednecks & c0untry f0lk & m0st imp0rtant1y YOU ! |
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| Top Movie Series The Matrix The Lord of the Rings X-Men Spiderman Dune, & Children of Dune Bourne Underworld Blade Die Hard Jurassic Park Top Movies The Nightmare Before Christmas The Crow Interview with the Vampire Queen of the Dammed The Replacement Killers Office Space Beavis & Butthead Do America Fight Club Ronin The Saint The Ghost in the Darkness Gattica Supernova Notting Hill Forrest Gump Cast Away The Game Wonder Boys Cruel Intentions Gladiator The Last of the Mohicans Patton Saving Private Ryan Soldier Pitch Black Final Fantasy: Spirits Within TV Series Stargate SG-1 Farscape Babylon-5 Star Trek TNG & DS9 NOVA Masterpiece Theatre Boston Legal Prison Break That 70's Show The Simpsons Family Guy Inuyasha [anime] Cowboy Bebop [anime] Wolf's Rain [anime] | Top Books 1. "Jane Eyre" Charlotte Brontë 2. "Survivor" Chuck Palahniuk 3. "The Sea-Wolf" Jack London 4. "The Tell-Tale Heart" Edgar Allen Poe 5. "Dune & Dune Messiah" Frank Herbert 6. "HitchHikers Guide to the Galaxy" Douglas Adams 7. " Fahrenheit 451" Ray Bradbury 8. "1984" George Orwell 9. "The Hobbit" J.R.R. Tolkien 10. "Doktor Zhivago" Boris Pasternak 11. "Les Misérables" Victor Hugo 12. "Lady Chatterley's Lover" D.H. Lawrence 13. "Matilda" Roald Dahl 14. "Frankenstein" Mary Shelley 15. "Red Badge or Courage" Stephen Crane Top Book Series 1. "Twilight and sequels" Stephanie Meyer 2. "Vampire Chronicles" Anne Rice 3. "Vampire Earth" E. E. Knight 4. "House of the Night" Kristin Cast 5. "Argeneau Vampires" Lynsay Sands 6. "Blades of the Moonsea" Richard Baker 7. "The Mortal Instruments" Cassandra Clare 8. "Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter" Laurell K Hamilton 8. "Legacy Of The Force" Star Wars Series Authors • Anne Rice • Lynsay Sands • Stephanie Meyer • Michelle Belanger • JRR Tolkien • Frank Herbert • George R.R. Martin • Chuck Palahniuk • Scott Adams • Douglas Adams • Tom Clancy • Robin Cook • Tony Ballantyne • Authony Izzo • E. E. Knight • Cassandra Clare • Kristin Cast • Richard Baker • Christopher Moore • Leo Frankowski • Michael Crichton • Ray Bradbury • Edgar Allen Poe • Robert Stevenson • James F. Cooper • Herman Melville • Boris Pasternak • Charles Dickens • Charlotte Bronte • Jane Austin • Rudyard Kipling • Jack London • Shakespeare | Garbage [ Favorite ] ** seen live Rock Alternative Goth / Industrial Pop Older |
Lyra Marquardt My adopted sister. ♥ I've known her about Two and half years she isn't my real sister, but she might as well be. I lost my real sister a long time ago, so she really helps to fill that void, & pushes me just like a little sister should, making me a better person for her part. Shes the only one that never lets me down, never hurts me with anything, i just hope i dont hurt her to bad. I can honestly say meeting her online was unexpected, it was just a random occurances, totally out of my control. Neither of use like our own families so it works out for us to be there for each other. I tell her things i wouldn't tell god, which i don't believe exists. I don't know what i would do without her in my life; nothing would be the same at all.| [My Brother Chris wrote this for me.] For Lyra My not so little sister How can I express what you've done for me? I'm the one dead person you keep alive I never thought I could feel healed Of that wound where Katie used to be But you have done so for me. Much to my dismay as a matter of fact The whole in my heart isn't so big anymore Words aren't adequet thanks for what you've done. I can only hope living on Will be good enough for you Not ending up as one of your tombstones or Maseleums In that cemetary you so love. I'd give you the shoes off my feet So you wouldn't have to go barefoot Even if i had to walk on broke glass, or coals set ablaze with fire. Just name what you need And it shall be I love my sister with all the heart i have. | [This is how I feel about him] For a year I've talked to him Used him as a shrink Complained to him Trusted him Treated him like a brother He knows everything about me Whether or not he knows it I owe him everything Even if it kills me |
