I see a darkness...
Status: Still undead
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Sex: male Age: 20 Location: The Hague,
The Netherlands
Member since: October 07, 2008 Account: Free Account Orientation: Bisexual In a relationship with:applething Sister::Shanti188 Likes to party with:dark-ess Friends with:Lianda Partner in crime with:kerel Likes to party with:XSerpentX Occupation: Body piercer
What is your full name? Vince Vicious, that's all you need to know. Where were you born? Den Haag, The Netherlands. Where do you live now? Den Haag, The Netherlands. Who do you live with? My dad and my cat. Do you work and where? No, I'm looking for a job. Do you go to school and where? No, not at the moment. What is your fav color? Black (yes, it IS a color!) What is your fav flower? A rose. What is your dream date? Your mom. What kind of car do you have? I don't have a car, but I am determined to drive a hearse one day. Do you currently have someone on your mind? Maybe. What is your biggest regret? There are too many to pick one. What room are you in? My bedroom. Do you exercise regularly? Never! What is your fav food? Pizza I guess. If you could live anywhere where would you live? Helsinki. How many kids do you want? Just one. Do you want to get married? Yeah most certainly. Have you ever been engaged? Yes. Could you ever be in the military? Hahahha no :P Do you like to dance? Depends. Do you believe in God? Yes. Do you pray? Yes. What was the last thing you wished for? Uhm... coffee? What is your goal in life? To follow Jesus Christ. Do you trust easily? Depends. Explain the perfect kiss? It has to be with the perfect person in order to qualify for the perfect kiss, I think. What are your plans for the remainder of the year? Sex, drugs and rock 'n' roll! Oh yeah and finding a job :P How old do you plan to be when you get married and have kids? Dunno I'll have to see how things work out. Describe yourself in 5 words? I'm a son of God. Is it ok to sleep around as long as nobody finds out? Who cares? What would you class yourself as? Human. Do you think you're intelligent? No, quite the opposite in fact. Anything annoying you at the moment? No. Could you ever be celebate? Maybe, but why would I? Are you religious? Yes. Would you date someone 15 years older than you? Depends on the person. Would you go out with an ugly peron if they were really rich and gave you everything? Depends on the person again. Do you lead people on? Sometimes. Do you have/ever had an STD? Yes, I still have it actually. It's called life, and it's deadly. Get along with your parents? Yeah, quite well. Do you think you're hot? No, quite the opposite again. Are you a hard worker? Only if I like what I'm doing. Do you have a short temper? You could say so :P What accent do you think is hot? Brittish! *drools* Would you rather go out with someone really fat or way too thin? Rather really fat. Have you ever been to a psychiatrist? Yeah, multiple ones. Do you make new friends easily? Yes, so feel free to drop a message :) Do you get jealous easily? Sometimes. What do you think of vegans? Weak! What does the 2nd message on your phone say? Not going to tell ya! Do you own a credit card? No. Did you go to private school? No. Have any secret fetishes? Secret ones? No. Everybody may know that I love excessively pierced smoking schoolgirls. Is there something you are keeping secret from everyone? No. What would you change about yourself if you could? A hell of a lot.
I'm a religious person, a christian. This means that I have accepted Jesus Christ in my live as my saviour, and that I try my best to follow Him. I read The Bible, but I don't follow all of the 'rules' in it. they are more like guidelines to me.
I am also a misanthrope. I hate the human species. I don't hate anybody individually, I just hate mankind in general.
That's it for now, feel free to leave me a comment or something, I like that. :)
You're laid back and easy going, so much so that taking a shower is often too much trouble for you! Nevertheless, you're quite popular, and many people enjoy your company. You're rarely turned down. You're prone to giggle fits, paranoia, and forgetting where you are exactly.
At your best: You're relaxed, mellow, and without a care in the world.
What people like about being around you: You're accepting, non-judgmental, and often quite insightful.
What people dislike about being around you: You can be a little too spaced out and apathetic.
How addicted people get to you: A lot, but they're having too much fun to notice.
God, romance, Christianity, The Bible, World Of Warcraft, darkness, wine, BDSM, vampirism, music, film, whisky, body modification (especially tattoos), misanthropy, cats, metal, undeath, transvestites, absynthe, rotting flesh, archery, zombies, leather, severed limbs, drugs, melancholy, eyeliner and cigarettes, sex, drugs and industrial.
Edgar Allan Poe
The Raven
[First published in 1845]
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. `'Tis some visitor,' I muttered, `tapping at my chamber door - Only this, and nothing more.'
Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; - vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow - sorrow for the lost Lenore - For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Nameless here for evermore.
And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me - filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating `'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door - Some late visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door; - This it is, and nothing more,'
Presently my soul grew stronger; hesitating then no longer, `Sir,' said I, `or Madam, truly your forgiveness I implore; But the fact is I was napping, and so gently you came rapping, And so faintly you came tapping, tapping at my chamber door, That I scarce was sure I heard you' - here I opened wide the door; - Darkness there, and nothing more.
Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there wondering, fearing, Doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before But the silence was unbroken, and the darkness gave no token, And the only word there spoken was the whispered word, `Lenore!' This I whispered, and an echo murmured back the word, `Lenore!' Merely this and nothing more.
Back into the chamber turning, all my soul within me burning, Soon again I heard a tapping somewhat louder than before. `Surely,' said I, `surely that is something at my window lattice; Let me see then, what thereat is, and this mystery explore - Let my heart be still a moment and this mystery explore; - 'Tis the wind and nothing more!'
Open here I flung the shutter, when, with many a flirt and flutter, In there stepped a stately raven of the saintly days of yore. Not the least obeisance made he; not a minute stopped or stayed he; But, with mien of lord or lady, perched above my chamber door - Perched upon a bust of Pallas just above my chamber door - Perched, and sat, and nothing more.
Then this ebony bird beguiling my sad fancy into smiling, By the grave and stern decorum of the countenance it wore, `Though thy crest be shorn and shaven, thou,' I said, `art sure no craven. Ghastly grim and ancient raven wandering from the nightly shore - Tell me what thy lordly name is on the Night's Plutonian shore!' Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
Much I marvelled this ungainly fowl to hear discourse so plainly, Though its answer little meaning - little relevancy bore; For we cannot help agreeing that no living human being Ever yet was blessed with seeing bird above his chamber door - Bird or beast above the sculptured bust above his chamber door, With such name as `Nevermore.'
But the raven, sitting lonely on the placid bust, spoke only, That one word, as if his soul in that one word he did outpour. Nothing further then he uttered - not a feather then he fluttered - Till I scarcely more than muttered `Other friends have flown before - On the morrow he will leave me, as my hopes have flown before.' Then the bird said, `Nevermore.'
Startled at the stillness broken by reply so aptly spoken, `Doubtless,' said I, `what it utters is its only stock and store, Caught from some unhappy master whom unmerciful disaster Followed fast and followed faster till his songs one burden bore - Till the dirges of his hope that melancholy burden bore Of "Never-nevermore"'
But the raven still beguiling all my sad soul into smiling, Straight I wheeled a cushioned seat in front of bird and bust and door; Then, upon the velvet sinking, I betook myself to linking Fancy unto fancy, thinking what this ominous bird of yore - What this grim, ungainly, ghastly, gaunt, and ominous bird of yore Meant in croaking `Nevermore.'
This I sat engaged in guessing, but no syllable expressing To the fowl whose fiery eyes now burned into my bosom's core; This and more I sat divining, with my head at ease reclining On the cushion's velvet lining that the lamp-light gloated o'er, But whose velvet violet lining with the lamp-light gloating o'er, She shall press, ah, nevermore!
Then, methought, the air grew denser, perfumed from an unseen censer Swung by Seraphim whose foot-falls tinkled on the tufted floor. `Wretch,' I cried, `thy God hath lent thee - by these angels he has sent thee Respite - respite and nepenthe from thy memories of Lenore! Quaff, oh quaff this kind nepenthe, and forget this lost Lenore!' Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! - Whether tempter sent, or whether tempest tossed thee here ashore, Desolate yet all undaunted, on this desert land enchanted - On this home by horror haunted - tell me truly, I implore - Is there - is there balm in Gilead? - tell me - tell me, I implore!' Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
`Prophet!' said I, `thing of evil! - prophet still, if bird or devil! By that Heaven that bends above us - by that God we both adore - Tell this soul with sorrow laden if, within the distant Aidenn, It shall clasp a sainted maiden whom the angels named Lenore - Clasp a rare and radiant maiden, whom the angels named Lenore?' Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
`Be that word our sign of parting, bird or fiend!' I shrieked upstarting - `Get thee back into the tempest and the Night's Plutonian shore! Leave no black plume as a token of that lie thy soul hath spoken! Leave my loneliness unbroken! - quit the bust above my door! Take thy beak from out my heart, and take thy form from off my door!' Quoth the raven, `Nevermore.'
And the raven, never flitting, still is sitting, still is sitting On the pallid bust of Pallas just above my chamber door; And his eyes have all the seeming of a demon's that is dreaming, And the lamp-light o'er him streaming throws his shadow on the floor; And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor Shall be lifted - nevermore!
Dislikes
Sunlight, mankind, Erik Jacobs, some dogs, simple minded people, monday mornings, homophobia.
Favorite Music
Many different types of music within or related to goth. I'm not going to write down a list of bands that I like, there are too many. but, feel free to ask.
My favorite band by far however, is The Cure. The frontman of Korn once called The Cure "the soudtrack to his life", and that is in fact the same way that I feel.
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