From childhood's hour I have not been As others were; I have not seen As others saw; I could not bring My passions from a common spring. From the same source I have not taken My sorrow; I could not awaken My heart to joy at the same tone; And all I loved, I loved alone. Then- in my childhood, in the dawn Of a most stormy life- was drawn From every depth of good and ill The mystery which binds me still: From the torrent, or the fountain, From the red cliff of the mountain, From the sun that round me rolled In its autumn tint of gold, From the lightning in the sky As it passed me flying by, From the thunder and the storm, And the cloud that took the form (When the rest of Heaven was blue) Of a demon in my view.
Likes
God prayers never leave The ways of his relief They like to torture and pain If it would bring again You hear their shabby lies They feed their bellies while another dies Come on and whipe them away So we don't see them for another day Assorted by Satan We pray the message of hell Assorted by Satan We bring satanic spell There's bloodlust in your eyes Come to our sacrifice The candles lick to the sky The full moon's rising high Come dress in leather and spikes Celebrate till midnight strikes Hail to our master of hades Wait till his league invades Assorted by Satan We pray the message of hell Assorted by Satan We bring satanic spell Why should someone be a better man Just if he prays to the lord We will never sympathize with them Ruling the world with a sword Hail Satan
Dislikes
The realisation that I still don't know what I'm doing here, Put in perspective I am nothing, It feels like something has been wasted, and I am fading Time is growing against me as I grow tired of being Just another soul spent searching for something inside, I hate my fucking guts, I hate desire, I hate lust, I hate humanity, I hate instinctively, I hate this fucking world for fucking hating me The chasm in my chest Screams of resounding emptiness I've never tasted this bitterness I never felt this solitude, worthlessness So what great vision is this to sail amongst the vast indifference? Accept a trail to hollow senses, where only tragedy breaks the numbness So what great epiphany, will spell out beneath my feet? Chain my wrists, and admit defeat, imprisoned by 'the clarity' So is this destiny, a doubtful life, feeling empty? Worst of all to make me guilty, blindest of the blind, telling me to see I might hate this world, I might hate myself But I wont be a wasted soul, another ghost like everyone else ( FUCK HUMANITY )
Favorite Music
black metal , doom metal , war metal , viking metal , some other stuff heres some of my favorite bands ( burzum , mayhem , immortal , gorgoroth , lord belial , arch goat , dark funeral , 1349 , annal nathrakh , ekove efrits , nortt , wyrd , wolves in throne room , raga , aborym , behemoth , bhexen , beherit , dark throne , candle mass , carpathian forest , craft , ensalved , durdukh , horna , marduk , peste noir ) much more ... black metal never ends