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"I'm sick of following my dreams. I'm just going to ask them where they are going and meet up with them later."~ Mitch Hedberg
Sex: female
Age: 19
Location: Institute666, Arkansas, United States

Member since: December 29, 2007
Account: Free Account

Orientation: Bisexual
Status: Single
Occupation: Existing
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Sex: Female
Age: Older than you think
Location: Pluto
Status: With my soulmate <3
Occupation: Writer
This user is currently holding hands with Eternity
Account Status: I won't pay for premium :P

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A needy and violent spirit.

Hello world. Are you ready for me? :P
We're all hypocrites in some way, so get over it.
Why try and sugarcoat things? It only leads to disappointment.
Just to get a few things straight ^^ Don't come to me with all of your drama. If you can't type better than a 4 year old, don't waste my time. Don't leave comments like "ur so hot!!!!" or "hey, cyber with me!" or any shit like that. That stuff just pisses me off. I'm here to meet intellegent people. It's okay if you can't grasp the grammar concept, but if you want to carry on an intellectual conversation with me, don't use L33t speak or any screwy shorthand. You've got some brains people, so use them
I am very compulsive and indesivise, which makes it hard to make up my mind. Decisions always escape me.
So just to be warned: I can be a major bitch. I have a sharp tongue, and if I feel there is need to use it, I will. Even if it is a small matter, I might vent excessively.
Don't try and play with me. I despise people who lie. I'm not yours to pull around on a leash.
There is a little bit of everything in me, and it's all fighting to take control.
I can be very random, and sometimes I can not gather my thoughts in a coherent way.
If you're a guy (usually) and I feel that we have gotten to become friends, you had better be ready to hear me talk a lot. It's a bad habit, unloading all of my problems on my friends. I do it in excess T_T
I guess you could call me intelligent. I would be a lot more intellectual if I was more "worldly". If you are here looking for intellectual stimulation, I will try my best.
I don't give the best advice.
So if you have read through all of this and still would like to converse with me, go ahead. I'm on here to make plenty of new friends. You don't need to inflate your personality to get me to like you. Just be yourself.
The only thing I ask is please don't try to convert me to any religion. I can't stand that.
Pink is my emo color.
Am I crazy? It is very possible. It is up to you to decide.

We ALL have the potential to be bi-sexual. There is no difference between a guy shoving his dick in a girl's ass than into another guy's ass. It feels the same. And there isn't much difference between getting a hand job/blow job from a girl as there is from a guy. All that should matter is the technique.
A girl can just as easily finger another girl as a guy could, and the same goes for eating them out.

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scorpio

Traditional Scorpio Traits
Determined and forceful Emotional and intuitive Powerful and passionate Exciting and magnetic
On the dark side....
Jealous and resentful Compulsive and obsessive Secretive and obstinate

Fixed Element: Water
Ruler: Pluto
Season: Fall
8th Sign of Zodiac
Metal: Steel, Iron
Stone: Topaz, Opal
Color: Gold, Purple

Scorpios are the most intense, profound, powerful characters in the zodiac. Even when they appear self-controlled and calm there is a seething intensity of emotional energy under the placid exterior. They are like the volcano not far under the surface of a calm sea, it may burst into eruption at any moment. But those of us who are particularly perceptive will be aware of the harnessed aggression, the immense forcefulness, magnetic intensity, and often strangely hypnotic personality under the tranquil, but watchful composure of Scorpio. In conventional social gatherings they are pleasant to be with, thoughtful in conversation, dignified, and reserved, yet affable and courteous; they sometimes possess penetrating eyes which make their shyer companions feel naked and defenseless before them.


Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 34%
Stability |||||| 22%
Orderliness |||||||||| 34%
Accommodation |||||| 30%
Interdependence |||||||||| 36%
Intellectual |||||||||||||||| 62%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Artistic |||||||||||||| 56%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||||||||||| 43%
Materialism |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Narcissism |||| 16%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Humanitarian |||||||||||||| 56%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 70%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||||| 70%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Change averse |||||||||| 36%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Family drive |||||||||||| 43%
Physical Fitness |||||||||||| %
Histrionic |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 70%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Honor |||| 16%
Thriftiness |||||||||| 36%
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Likes
Gore, kinky things, boobs, Metal, writing, etc.....
I love everything weird
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Horror movies give me warm and fuzzy feelings.
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Elfen Lied

~Favorite Quotes~

"Peace and starfish"~me

"Under the Lotus, we don't die."~Dark Lotus

“You can’t wait for inspiration. You have to go after it with a club.”~ Jack London, 1896-1916

"Of all the mistakes you have made, the best are yet to come."

"If you want something you have to go out and get it. There's no door-man with a fancy hat waiting to put something in your hand."~ Serge

"Superior? Superb? Flawless? }{Absolutely}{ You will address me as Maître."~ Serge

"I don't wanna hear you tell me everything is wonderful now"~ Wonderful, Everclear

"Lolita, light of my life, fire of my loins. My sin, my soul. Lo-lee-ta: the tip of the tongue taking a trip of three steps down the palate to tap, at three, on the teeth. Lo. Lee. Ta. She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning, standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks. She was Dolly at school. She was Dolores on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita. Did she have a precursor? She did, indeed she did. In point of fact, there might have been no Lolita at all had I not loved, one summer, a certain initial girl-child. In a princedom by the sea. Oh when? About as many years before Lolita was born as my age was that summer. You can always count on a murderer for a fancy prose style. Ladies and gentlemen of the jury, exhibit number one is what the seraphs, the misinformed, simple, noble-winged seraphs, envied. Look at this tangle of thorns."~ Lolita

“What is Life? It is the beginning of Death. What is Death? It is the end of Life. What is existence? It is the continuation of Blood. What is Blood? It is the reason to exist!”~ José Mojica Marins (At Midnight I Will Steal Your Soul)

"Pain is a uniquely personal experience" ~Strangeland, Dee Snider (aka Caption Howdy)

"Running with scissors? I'm running with a fucking chainsaw."

"Darn You! Stop grabbing everyone's boobs without distinction!" ~Elfen Lied

"Excuse me, but I have minds to twist and values to warp"

"Pretty girl with a gun Shoot shoot, fun fun"~ In League, Bile

"Double the fun, the faster the cum."~Beau

"If it's warm and wet and not yours, don't touch it."~Mrs. Hearn

"YAY im gonna go lick the brain matter all over the walls"~Joey (aka God's Nightmare)

"If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments."~Dusty

"Somewhere some lucky guy is having a heart attack."~The Bucket List

"Isn't it strange that in silence you can learn alot about someone?"~Ian

"Mrs. Wallace, have you been standing too close to the microwave?"

"Santa Claus is just as fake as God is."~Kyle

"Too weird to live. Too rare to die."~Hunter S. Thompson

"What kind of tree can you be on the ground?" "I'm a fucking shrub, alright!"~Girl, Interrupted

"He's an okay petunia."~Sophia from the Golden Girls

The essence of human nature: "Fantasies make us masochistic. We imagine ourselves loving someone we want, cannot have, and it brings a certain amount of physical, mental and emotional pain. We want to be in their arms, want their essence. It causes pain, yet we aren't going to stop."~me

"I love lesbians!"~patch from Spencer's


Dislikes
Hypocrites (everyone is one to some extent, so get over it), people, corruption, myself
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Favorite Music
Tool and bands in the Dark Carnival, Dark Lotus being my favorite. I like a lot of music, except pop/emo bands. And most rap. Just ask me about my favorite bands. There are too many to list :]



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