Hi, I'm Cherry fuckin' Vile, This is my new VF account. I dont have a "Dislikes" section, because I dont believe people should dwell on the bad things, its the good things that count!
Lets get something straight from the off, ok? I FREAKING LOVE CANNIBAL CORPSE. AND I WILL SUCCEED IN KIDNAPPING ALEX WEBSTER AND KEEPING HIM AS MY PET.
So, about me? I play bass,admittedly, not very well, but I'm in band, we're called Bonner and the Strawberries. I drink a lot of tea and water, and I smoke far too much. I dont really do much with my life apart from that, you're more likely to find me online than ouside. Which is kinda sad...
I dont usually go into a hell of a lot of detail on these kinda things, cos I think its silly. But I know people, who I've known for a while, that hardly know anything about me. So, forgive me, but I'm going to ramble on about myself for a while! :)
I come across as a very shy, reserved person at first, I dont usually like showing my emotions, but once you get to know me I come out of my shell a bit, and once I get going, its pretty hard to stop me.
Like any regular teenager, I like a good party, theres nothing better than getting your mates together to go out, or even stay in for a drink, I do not condone underage drinking, but its so common these days, its pretty natural. But I'm always up for a good, whether alcohol is involved or not, you dont need to drink to have a good time!
Another thing about me is I worry too much, all the time, about the smallest little things, things that have no meaning, and I'm a very paranoid person, I always have been, but hopefully I wont always be. I've had a lot of problems like that in the past, but I'm getting better slowly but surely, I have my friends, and now, my real family supporting me, and I couldnt be more content.
I dont believe in love at first sight. Love is an emotion that grows over time. I feel bad when someone says "I love you" to me, because I feel trapped, and obliged to say it back, and I dont usually mean it when I say it. Unless you're a good friend. Thats the only time I've ever said it and meant it. I'm not looking for love, I'm not even looking for a relationship, I'm just looking for a good time, a little bit of fun, if you will. Hell, I'm 17! I'm far too young to be thinking about settling down, even though I almost have done, twice already. But everyone makes mistakes, its all part of human nature. I would like to think I will settle down one day though, and maybe have a couple of kids in the process. I've always been a motherly person, and I get told almost everyday that I'll be a great mother, and I get broody FAR too easily. I love kids, but they're just not for me yet, maybe when I'm in my 20's, I do want to be a relatively young mother.
Musically, I listen to a wide variety, as you are able to see from the list of bands I listen to, and they're not even the half of it! Kaden! My first preference has to be punk though, and when I say punk, I include all sub-genres. The feeling you get from going to see a punk band live, is utterly brill! Theres nothing better than having a good dance with your mates to some decent music. And thanks to punk, I wouldnt have the friends I still have to this day, old and new. They're the damnedest friends you could ask for. It sounds rather cliché, but music has saved my life, and at the same time, almost killed me. I was young, níave, and easily influenced, and listening to the wrong kind of music, bad things happened, but then I discovered punk, and I have my brother to thank for that, he probably doesnt realise it, but he saved my life. I owe him my everything, I never told him this though. I just may do when I go to his wedding this year.
I love writing, as you may have noticed. I'm very anal about it when it comes down to it though, about spelling and grammar, I try my best, but always end up making mistakes. I've always dreamed of writing a novel, or a series of novels, I've been heavily influenced by Anne Rice these past few years. But its not just stories I write, I write poems and lyrics too. In my opinion, they're not very good, but all artists despise their work.
In no particular order....
Asian horror films
The smell of creosote.
Talking about something that excites me.
The adrenaline rush, and sense of well being you get from seeing a live band.
Discovering new talents, and passions in life.
The cold side of the pillow.
Watching a film that provokes emotion.
Having the nape of my neck stroked.
The smell of burnt objects.
Musing over little scenarios in my head.
Walking along the beach in winter.
Learning the meanings of dreams.
The first cigarette and cup of tea of the morning.
Equality in sexes.
Learning more about people, and how their mind works.
Punk and collective sub-genres.
Discovering new things about myself, and other people.
Real people, who dont change to keep you happy.
Writing, in any form.
Curling up on the couch with a good book and a bottle of red wine.
SOME deth metal
Finally finding a place I feel I can belong, and live a long and happy life. Right here in Scotland.