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=========================================================== 5 THE INVESTIGATOR ENNEAGRAM TYPE FIVE INVESTIGATOR ===========================================================
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THE INVESTIGATOR Enneagram Type Five
The Intense, Cerebral Type: Perceptive, Innovative, Secretive, and Isolated
Basic Fear: Being useless, helpless, or incapable Basic Desire: To be capable and competent Enneagram Five with a Four-Wing: "The Iconoclast" Enneagram Five with a Six-Wing: "The Problem Solver" Healthy Levels Level 1(At Their Best): Become visionaries, broadly comprehending the world while penetrating it profoundly. Open-minded, take things in whole, in their true context. Make pioneering discoveries and find entirely new ways of doing and perceiving things.
Level 2: Observe everything with extraordinary perceptiveness and insight. Most mentally alert, curious, searching intelligence: nothing escapes their notice. Foresight and prediction. Able to concentrate: become engrossed in what has caught their attention.
Level 3: Attain skillful mastery of whatever interests them. Excited by knowledge: often become expert in some field. Innovative and inventive, producing extremely valuable, original works. Highly independent, idiosyncratic, and whimsical.
Average Levels Level 4: Begin conceptualizing and fine-tuning everything before acting—working things out in their minds: model building, preparing, practicing, and gathering more resources. Studious, acquiring technique. Become specialized, and often "intellectual," often challenging accepted ways of doing things.
Level 5: Increasingly detached as they become involved with complicated ideas or imaginary worlds. Become preoccupied with their visions and interpretations rather than reality. Are fascinated by off-beat, esoteric subjects, even those involving dark and disturbing elements. Detached from the practical world, a "disembodied mind," although high-strung and intense.
Level 6: Begin to take an antagonistic stance toward anything which would interfere with their inner world and personal vision. Become provocative and abrasive, with intentionally extreme and radical views. Cynical and argumentative.
Unhealthy Levels Level 7: Become reclusive and isolated from reality, eccentric and nihilistic. Highly unstable and fearful of aggressions: they reject and repulse others and all social attachments.
Level 8: Get obsessed yet frightened by their threatening ideas, becoming horrified, delirious, and prey to gross distortions and phobias.
Level 9: Seeking oblivion, they may commit suicide or have a psychotic break with reality. Deranged, explosively self-destructive, with schizophrenic overtones. Generally corresponds to the Schizoid Avoidant and Schizotypal personality disorders.
Key Motivations: Want to possess knowledge, to understand the environment, to have everything figured out as a way of defending the self from threats from the environment.
Examples: Albert Einstein, Stephen Hawking, Bill Gates, Georgia O'Keefe, Stanley Kubrick, John Lennon, Lily Tomlin, Gary Larson, Laurie Anderson, Merce Cunningham, Meredith Monk, James Joyce, Björk, Susan Sontag, Emily Dickenson, Agatha Christie, Ursula K. LeGuin, Jane Goodall, Glenn Gould, John Cage, Bobby Fischer, Tim Burton, David Lynch, Stephen King, Clive Barker, Trent Reznor, Friedrich Nietzsche, Vincent Van Gogh, Kurt Cobain, Jodie Foster, and "Fox Mulder" (X Files).
=========================================================== A LITTLE ABOUT ME ===========================================================
I am from Centralia, IL. It is a big lie we have these nice signs that read shit like "Your Opportunity". But don't be fooled the only opportunity is to have kids you can't afford to take care of and getting hooked on drugs. Some people can be content with this shithole, but not me never! You may ask why am I still here? Well, my drivers license is revoked due to a cannabis delivery charge from late 2005. An asshole Daniel Winkler set me up, so if your into beaten peole like that asses feel free to get him. When I get back my D.L. I am out his mopucka for ever.
There are no jobs here so sometimes people fall into selling drugs... Like Marilyn Manson once said: "America has made you what you are and America hates you for what you are".
I can play guitar I have a seven string hellraiser Schecter at the moment. I am kind of broke lately and can't get any new gear. However I am interested in musical projects especially true black metal, or dark industrial stuff.
------------------------------------------------------------ My SCYPE is brandon.lashbrook / My yahoo messenger is sethehshaitan_drakenprince_odian@yahoo.com ------------------------------------------------------------
=========================================================== MY POLITICAL SOCIAL / PHILOSOPHY ===========================================================
As far as my political ideas and stuff. I would say I am a Communist Anarchist. Also influenced much by Mikhail Bakunin he was not authoritarian like Marx was when he gave too much power to the state. Don't get me wrong I like Marxist ideal of a classles society and his views on how religion is used ny the rich to control our minds and keep us accepting our ever worsening material conditions.
The commandments of the Ilumianti and the revealed by Baphomet tex Liber Zion are big inluences upon me wit the equalitarian/anarchistic message of Freedom, Equality and Brotherhood. The Redism philosophy of man as god positions humans as masters of their own destiny. It corrects the idealism making it grow out of the matreialism. In redism rather than set around induldging in the disease of tommorow you take responsibily for your own development, etc. In the Redism you transform your own reality and self and we all work together to transform the world.
============================================================ THE COMMANDMENTS OF THE ILUMINATI SOCIETAS O.T.O. ============================================================
‘HOMO EST DEUS’
Orders of the Illuminati SOTO are:
1. Baphomet is the bearer of light and guardian of the temple igneous.
2. Human beings are part of God's creation.
3. Every man and every woman is a star and God.
4. Man has the right to study, write, think and speak as you want.
5. Man has the right to shape and sculpt as you want.
6. Man has the right to work and relax as you want.
7. Man has the right to eat and drink what you want.
8. Man has the right to live, dress and travel as and wherever you are.
9. Man has the right to love and where, when and with whom he wants.
10. Man has the right to housing, work, education and Health and defend and attack those who violates their rights.
=========================================================== MY RELIGION AND UNIVERSAL APPROACH ===========================================================
I will explain my religion some considering people are confused about it. Due to my open mind to many religions, etc. My religion is a synthesis, yet circular. I am Transcendent Left Hand Path, Odian, Asa-Tru and influenced by the Fourth Way system.
The T.L.H.P. is the path of non-universal union. Unlike the right hand path of devotion that teaches annihilation of the self in order to be absorbed into some so called higher power. Whether that submitted to be: nature, will of god, universe or Tao. Unlikewise, the T.L.H.P. recognizes humans as seperate from the so called higher power by the gift of the Prince of Darkness Promethean fire / conciousness.
As a result the Black Magician embraces this gift and takes responsibilty for oneself, soul, evolution of conciousness, etc. T.L.H.P. is a path of liberation rather than devotion. It is centered around the potential, soul and essence development rather than believing there is something outside higher for guidance. The B.M. realizes divinity lies within.
The Odian emulates the High Nordic God Odin. Odin sacrificed himself to himself upon the Yggdrasil with his own blade Gar, an Odian seeks union with him/herself as Odin did. Rather than worshipping Odin as the Odinist this is obviously LHP centered around the potential, soul and essence.
Asa-Tru means loyalty to the AEsir Elder Nordic Gods. It is based upon the Nine Noble Virtues and Six Fold Goal which true men and women live by. It is a religion of action and about the way you live as well as honor to the gods and ancestors, but in the way you live. Asa-Tru Troth celebrates the Eight Great Blessing of the Book of Troth as well a others festivites. It is the true religion of all Germanic/Nordic folk.
The Fourth Way System teaches humans are mechanical and can do nothing. However through self work this mechanical life can be escaped and one can come to a true, real concious willful existence. It is what Christ truly taught going against mechanicality. A ressurection while still alive from death. True Esoteric Christianity is T.L.H.P. considering Christ went against mechanistic nature!
=========================================================== SOME THINGS I LIKE ===========================================================
The Nine Doors of Midgard Program: a graded curriculum of rune work,occultism, Transcendent Left Hand Path, Gurdjieff, Fourth Way System, Asatru/Odian system of the runes, unorthodox Egyptology, music, playing guitar, drums, keyboard, Martial Arts/Hakutsuru Kai, philosophy, psychology, I like psychology that has to do with tapping into the human potential and the evolution of consciousness, Neo-Sabbatian Kabalah, Gothic/Sonic Aramnic Rune seed word Kabalah, Communist Anarchism, non conventional archaeology, AK PRESS, Knights Templar any kind of secret history. Getting together and playing instruments. People with a strong will too live. I enjoy studying history and revolutionary people's lives.Gothic Industrial dancing at Goths Clubs. People with a will to seek the truth. People willing to stand up for humanitys right to a dignified existence. i liek to record and produce music. Organizing workers radical unions through the I.W.W.
One sided monotheists, Christians, I don't have a problem with Jesus really, just Christians. I don't like Muslims I see them as just as imperialistic as the Christians and Mosaic Jews. Moreover Muslims invade European countries they rape Norwegian and Swedish women and get away with it saying: "They wore skimpy clothes". Well our women are a little more comfortable about not getting raped, so they don't feel the need to wear towels on their faces! Also the Muslims try to establish their slave religion laws when they get into other countrys just a the Christians and Zionist/Mosaic Jews do. The Quran says to kill the Pagans wherever they are found also they must be heavily taxed. Well the basis of the Muslim religion as well as all monotheism is imperialism and the destruction other cultures!
I don't like Catholics and The Roman Catholic Church. They killed off the real independent Christians. Then they took Jesus teaching and turned it from one of self-awareness and consciousness to one of faith, guilt and fear. The Church used the new religion to enslave free humans and centralize their power through the monarchies.
I also hate how the Catholics started killing of the Germanic Tribes and forcing their god on them. When the Merovingian King Clovis married Catholic's he betrayed and set out to kill the Goths and Burgundians and other true Germanic people.
Last but not least I don't like Zionist Israel or anyone who supports it. I hate Bush, Cheney and Obama as well he is a Zionist. Don't be fooled by him he wants to help the middle class that is Doctors and Lawyers and kiss ass business administration people. They are the ones that profit from our poverty and suffering as well. The middle Class is not going to share they never have. Don be fooled by this "Trickling down of wealth lie". After the French Revolution we got rid of the kings only to replace them with the middle class and corporations that are just as indifferent to our suffering. We got some bullshit idealism like rights, etc. None of it applies in a class society and false hierarchy based on wealth though. I mean how much money do you need to go to Supreme Court or get into the capitalist profiting class. This is capitalist idealistic bullshit and as long as are material conditions are fucked all the idealism the rich and the church feed us are an opiate for the masses. If you really think capitalism is about free trade and social democracy take a fucking look around we are poor and exploited! I hate Christian Zionists as well they believe that Jesus will come back and make the Jews Christian if they keep all this holy war bullshit going and destroying the Earth. These people are insane they will create a nuclear war even and think Jesus will come and fix everything in the end. Yes these people are that stupid and they control the USA. I REALLY HATE THE ISRAELI LOBBY THAT CONTROLS AMERICA AND MAKES OUR POLICYS!!!!! We give them 7.5 billion dollars a year of our taxes so they can kill kids in Palestine. I tell you they are the fucking terrorists see this video of how they treat Plaestinians in Israel.
You would be a terrorists to if Zionist terrorists took your land raped your family and made you live in caged apartments. I can't believe our country finances this shit. We should be using our money and resources to end poverty and crime by helping the poor and oppressed.
People that are not open to new ideas and debate, people that judge based upon pistis/physical rather than the way someone lives and approach life. Slave spirited people that just accept the way things are. People in the cycle of work TV, bars and church until they dye. People that use their positions of power and authority in society to exclude and persecute the truly unique individuals that could really make a difference in the world. I don't like people that don't have good reasons for disliking others. I don't like bands that are all portraying themselves as pissed off or fed up with things, yet they cannot really explain it, or have a sense of meaning behind their music and do nothing too change things. I really don't like how the business warrior class runs the Western world. If business people run the world they will destroy the environment and even the constitution to make a profit, or keep themselves in power. I think the world leaders should be more Tyr like and willing to put their hand into Fenris's mouth for the whole of society if needed. Furthermore the leaders should be like the Sumerian kings not determined by how much wealth and conquest acquired, but by justice brought too the land. The leaders today are hypocrites! They are obviously the arms of society trying to be the head. The middle of the triangle has by force become the top.
Industrial, Black Metal, Viking Metal, Experimental Noise, Thrash Metal/Grindcore, Dark Classical, Immortal Technique, Esham, Some Rap, acid rap, trip hop, neo folk. A few bands include Das Ich, Dimmu Borgir, Disiplin, Satyricon, Asmodeus X, Hanzyl Und Gretyl, Wumpscut, Leather Strip, Dawn of Azazel, Melek Tha, Lolly Pop Lustkill, Skinny Puppy, Ministry, The Electric Hellfire Club, My Life With The Thrill Kill Kult, Wolfen Society, Acheron, The Grey Wolves, RX a.k.a Ritalin, Behemoth, Blood Axis, Fire & Ice, Earthfolk, Verdandi,Bathory, Amon Amarth, The Grey Wolves, Cruxshadows, Bile, Bathory, Danes Law, Marilyn Manson, NIN, Entrhoned, King Diamond/Mercyful Fate, OhGr, Doubting Thomas, Tapeworm, A Perfect Circle, Portishead, Suicide Commando, Razed In Black, Pigface, Nail Bomb, Esham, Bedlam, The Machines of Loving Grace, Radio Wherewolf, Typhon Vortex, Therion, Agathodaimon, Nox Invictus, G.G. Allin, Charles Manson, Dark Funeral, Old Man's Child, Demonoid, Borknagar, Behemoth, Vast, Society 1, Thanatos Eternal, Danzig, Rammstein, Slayer, The Uknown Hinson, Old School Metallica, A Perfect Murder, The Last Step Down, Godflesh, Emperor, Samael, Stonesour, Slipknot, Velvet Acid Christ, Graveland, Wotan, Tool, Nine Inch Nails, Arrogant Worms, Hypocrisy, Mudvayne, Dark Tranquility, Limbonic Art, Morbid Angel, Godhead, Kovenant, Korn, Rage Against the Machine, Psychic TV, Psychonaut 75, Mindless Self Indulgence, Type O Negative, Burzum, Sleep Now Yes, Acid Bath, Marilyn Manson, Demonoid, Old Man's Child, Odhinn,1349, Enslaved, Eye of Odin, Sleipner, Odroerir, Tragic Black, MC Devvo, Eluveitie, Nattefrost, Sig:Ar:Tyr, Gorgoroth, Nachtfalke, Korpiklaani, CeVin Key, Pucsifer,Varg, Fortid, Nachtmahr, Grendel, f/a/v, sitd, a7ie, acylum.
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Horus An Set Partnership: The Basis of Human Development:Horus Spirit uses Set's Matter/opposition as a teacher through dis-identification with life it becomes a temple and all of life impressions initiatory experience. Like how Chokmah settles into Binah to die yet without matter to solidify the dynamic male energy it would never come to self-realization.