What is there to say about me? How do I best describe myself to you? To be honest I don't know how, I've been re-writing my profile on VF for years and have hardly come close to describing the real me, it's not easy to do in just a few paragraphs. What I can tell you is my name is Zara, I'm a 22 year old woman with a bonkers imagination with dreams of becoming a writer and illustrator. My education is on hold now sadly for personal reasons, but I'm not giving up. I've already been through a lot in my short life and I've overcome every obstacle thrown at me, this one will be no different. I've been on VF since 2005 and have met some truly awesome people here, and I'm hoping to meet more. Talk to me and if you can get past my social awkwardness, you might be surprised, I'm a little bit nuts! I'm described as a filthy minded little elf with a love of stuffed mushrooms and tea Oh, and I fucking LOVE Batman. You've probably guessed that by certain profile pics.
Likes
THE GODDAMN BATMAN
Artwork, creativeness and intelligence. My favourite illustrator is Dave Mckean
corsets! Steel hugs!
my bunny rabbits, Batbunny and Rascal
Cheeeeeeeese
dancing around in my underwear in the early hours of the morning to Lady GaGa Tea, especially chai Steak Sushi and Sashimi Gaming
Dislikes
Decaf tea.
People who fake mental illness for attention. This is deeply personal to me, I have Cyclothymia and have suffered some traumatising events in my life and I've had to take a couple of years out of work and education due to a mental breakdown. Not only does it hurt having to put my future on hold and re-evaluate how to manage having a physical disease AND a mental health disorder, it sickens me when I hear of people faking being bipolar/clinically depressed/trauma JUST to make themselves sound more interesting and because they believe it's a trend, or because their favourite idols/celebrities suffer mental illness and they want to emulate that to feel closer to their idols (NOTE: I am in no way blaming celebrities/musicians/etc, it's brilliant they can be open about their conditions to help destroy stigma, but some so-called fans take it too far) Mental illness is NOT a trend, there's nothing glamorous about feeling worthless, frightened or confused and being signed off work struggling with borderline poverty and people's judgemental attitudes. Why would people WANT this?
people on here who think being a premium member makes them Vf royalty. I hate snobbish behaviour, just because you payed money for a few extra features doesn't give you the right to threaten other members for not rating you when they visit your profile, or get angry at them for not leaving a message because you can see them viewing you. I know II sometimes buy premium but it doesn't make me bloody special, and I hope I don't get lumped into the "elitist premium" category. Don't like me, go ahead and downrate me, I won't blow up over it as my self-worth doesn't revolve around a website, the ratings system is meant to be FUN.
people who go on about how they hate conformity yet bully anyone on this site who isn't a goth/emo/scenie and bully "prep" people for being "mainstream" and being girly. Grow up wannabe goth kids, don't you remember what it felt like to be bullied yourselves for your style? Then you turn around and do the exact same thing to somebody else for not being like you. Hypocrites.
When people comment me telling me how much and how hard they want to fuck me. It's even worse when the comments come from underage twats. Take that to a bloody sex site, or I'll fuck you back with a rake
People who think they're REAL vampires. Come on, seriously now... I love vampires and I even love dressing up as one, but I'm an ordinary human being. So are you.
diet pepsi/coke/etc. I'm a full on sugar person. This is probably bad for me
people who wear actually shoelaces for dreads and think instant dreads plus drawn on eyebrows = instant glamour. More to it then that, effort people!
Getting called Sarah. It happens constantly. My name may be spelt Sara, but it's pronounced Zara (Zah-rah). I've actually started spelling it as Zara to avoid confusion. Blame my father for not knowing how to fucking spell when he signed my birth-certificate, LIFELONG CONFUSION. endometriosis, it's a horrible condition that I have, look it up if you're brave enough
People who think I must be cheap slut because I have big breasts. I don't purposely show them off but I'll be damned if I'm going to wear jumpers all my life just because I have boobs. I deserve to be able to wear pretty tops without being slagged off or sexually harrassed for it.