[[&& I'm VERY special]]
[I'm also known as Ellie or Bella. You chose your favorite.]
So yeah, I'm pretty average, I'd hate to say.
However I'm don't try to be anyone other than myself. So if I happen to like the same thing as a few other people, I'm fine with that, and I don't hate myself for it.
Imperfect.
Get used to it, no one is perfect. No matter how much make-up you wear. How many boob jobs you get. How fake your personality is.
There is no such thing as perfect. I'm not going to try. And I don't think it's your place to pressure me to be either.
If you don't like me, then you're not worth my time. [And I say that with all the respect in the world.]
I'm generally a really nice person. I get a long with most people. However some people I like more than other people. For example, if you're:
Smart-- Funny-- Zakk-- Silly-- Creative-- Zakk-- Cute-- Nice-- Zakk-- Sweet-- Deep-- Zakk
Then chances are I will like you more. :)
I enjoy music a lot. It helps keep me grounded. I honestly consider music as one of my biggest saviors. Call me crazy, but it's just always there. And you can always relate. I like music of all kinds. I'm not one of those 'I only like one kind of music' people, I like it all. That means: country--rap--R&B--classical--metal--rock--pop--indie--alternative--screamo--hip-hop--gospel--instrumental--experimental--everything.
I also really like movies and TV. Again, I like basically everything. Depends on my mood, Funny movie and horror movies are amazing, but I love chick flicks too, and every once and a while, I have to have my action packed shows/movies.
Side note: I ABSOLUTELY ADORE THE GIECO LIZARD! :)
My friends are very important to me. Though I have been having a hard time lately, I'm starting to do better, getting a hold of myself, figuring out what is important to me.
Right now I have an amazing friend named Skyler. I just met her this year, but she's super sweet, and hxca funny.
And I am a amazing boyfriend, who I absolutely love to death. He really means the world to him, and I am the luckiest girl ever.
School is also really important to me; though I may complain continuously about how much I hate it, I honestly care about my future.
I see so many people who go through hard times because they just didn't care, or didn't try. And though sometimes I can be like that, at the end of the day, I want to have worked hard for what I get.
Currently, I want to be: A massage therapist / hair stylist. I want to have my own salon. That would be amazing.
I am alcohol free and drug free. I don't believe they make people feel better, I just think they make you lose conscious of what's really going on. you can't ignore reality forever, you know. Just saying.
I like change. I think it's good. It's always nice to start fresh.
New changes:
Painting my room: Now is purple and white, instead of blue and DARK blue.
Died my hair: Now is black, instead of dark brown and a blond under layer.
So basically, I love talking to people, meeting new people and all that stuff. That's why I made this account. So send me a message. Don't be scared. I reply to most of my messages. And even if I get short ones, such as : "Hey", I still try and reply. However, please try and start a conversation with me, because I'm not always in the best mood (like I said, I'm not perfect), so I might not reply.
Interesting message = better chances or a quicker reply, or a reply at all.
For everyone who actually reads all this, thanks. :]] And I love you.
your welcome