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Latest Journal Entry: What I Want In A Lover November 03, 2008, 02:46pm
Profile:   Hello, my name is David. :D The best way to describe my self right now is that I'm going through transitions, while I discover and invent myself. I'm doing this by trying to learn about my self through my experiences and learn from others, while trying to develop my own opinions, my own style, and my own identity. I love subculture, and through it you can meet some of the most interesting people in the world. However, its really a shame that you have to go through so many people who use subculture as an outlet or an excuse to be a jerk and throw attitude around. That's not what being in a subculture is about, its not just supposed to be a phase but unfortunately that's the majority of the people who are in it. I'm always looking to make a new friend and yes I am looking for that someone special. Someone said I should add what makes me happy. Hmmm well, a lover sitting in my lap, snuggling me is probably the number one thing that makes me happy. My kitty Angel makes me happy, and so does meeting new people I have a lot in common with.  Electrocrete: "You're just like you always were, stands up for what's right and stubborn till the end." Future/Plans: Right now I'm just trying to find a second job to get from A to B. After I get the cash I need to take care of a few small things... fix the A/C in my truck, buy a TV, and get some new clothes, I plan on signing up for a special automotive program at J. Sarg Community College where I'll get to work with a company like Subaru, Nissan, Toyota, etc. My goal is to work on Rally Cars. (Its a type of race where cars race around country roads, city streets, off road, on trails, etc. Its mostly in Europe) So I may end up moving to the UK, if everything works out for the best.... I hope. I'd love to live there. (I love UK girls RAWR!) Likes: Accents, especially Brit girls!Girls with loud hair colors, especially bright crimson red! RAWR! Randomness! Zombies! Hugging! Being With Friends!(If I had any) Emilie Autumn Fuzzy Spiders! Anyone who takes the risk to get to know me... Anyone who isn't afraid to express or be them self, is honest, and can talk about anything. Anyone fun and outgoing, warm, friendly, and understanding. Anyone good, honest, trustworthy, and loyal. I also enjoy hating haters. Dislikes: Ignorance, hatred, racism, melodrama, immaturity, bullshit, etc.Anyone who judges or assumes things, especially by appearances or on first impressions. People who use or mistreat others. Women who think it's my job to make the first move. You're not helpless, you can do it half the time. Men who act like a nice guy to get between the legs of what ever girl he's talking to. They give the real nice guys like me a bad rep. Women who wear a LOT of eyeshadow, especially colored eyeshadow... unless they're really artistic or tasteful with it, then it looks good. There are so many women who do it wrong and end up looking trashy. LOL Everyone I know will probably back me up on this, so I'm not alone! (I ADORE black eye liner though!) I don't hate people who are visualy boring... but I choose not to be around them, cause they honestly bore the hell out of me. I'm talking about people who look and dress very vanilla or dumpy with no expression of style, women who go with the "natural" look (yuck!) or just don't do much with themselves, and people who like the color beige way too much! I've always been a very visual person (which is probably why I like photography so much!). So the way someone looks and presents them self does have a degree of importance to me. I'm definately NOT shallow and its not like I expect anyone to put on a fashion show or anything... but there are just so many people who don't try to look good. Me personally, I'm fond of goth, alternative, and industrial fashion.... and not the kind of person who ONLY expreses that part of them self when they go clubbing at night. I wish more people would express themselved in that way during the day.... its like all the subculture dies during the day and only comes out at night in the clubs. I never see anyone like that in stores, coffee shops, driving to work, working anywhere, etc. Walking into any store or restaurant, and 90% of the people in there being grossly overweight or obese is another thing that really irritates me. This is really getting out of control in the US. Did you know that as of this year, the standard seat belt size used by US car manufacturers does not fit nearly 75% of Americans!? They actually had to lengthen the belts! Really... how hard is it not to eat fast food, use the stairs instead of the elevator, go for a run a few times a week, walk around the park, lift some weights, walk the dog, eat healthier foods, eat less, actually sit down in the morning and eat so your metabolism isn't fucked for the rest of the day then eat a small dinner and not stuff your face before you go to bed... the answer? Its not... people are just getting lazier and obsessed with doing everything as fast as they can every year in this country, and it really needs to stop. Yeah, a lot of people have medical problems that cause weight issues. Well, a lot of those problems are CAUSED by being unhealthy in the first place and most people who are overweight don't have those problems (but probably will if they don't do something about it). Someone told me she walked into a McDonald's, and there were these grossly obese people in electronic wheelchairs stuffing their faces with several burgers. She was so disgusted she left. Why would someone do that to them self!? Beliefs: First off, I believe that life is a gift and those who take it or disrespect it, do not deserve to keep the gift of life that's been given to them. As for political I'm somewhere between liberal and democratic, though from what I've seen the democratic process doesn't work because citizens don't take advantage of it and even a democratic government is prone to many different forms of corruption and greed. I don't like the way our government is run and the way our resources are being used. Political agendas seem to run the military and gawd only knows what the military is spending our money on. For a government that's supposed to be run by the people, we have almost no power at all. Why? Because we're all so offended by each others differences and there are so many religious tools, no one can agree on anything and not enough people group together to demand change. If millions of people signed a petition, marched in the streets, or all protested in DC demanding they change something, they'd do it! We have that power, but we don't use it.... Corrupted greedy officials, corporate, the rich, political leaders, and power hungry assholes have a foot hold in every part of our government and our economy. Terrorism, hate, violence, genocide, starvation, and disease are on the rise all over the world, and our plate is already full with the problems we have in our own country. We're going to need some seriously smart bastards to fix all these problems within my lifetime. I believe in gay rights, a woman's right to choose, pro abortion, all for stem cell research and stem cell cloning, racial equality, women's rights, etc. But what I don't put up with it women who ask for equality, then want to be treated like the fairer sex and using their sex to get away with shit. That's called a double standard, and I really hate double standards. A major thing I have a problem with is teenage girls getting themselves pregnant. There is just so to that topic, too much to get into in here. But I'm less angry at the kids doing it than the parents raising them and the media for introducing sex to them starting at an early age. I think abortion is incredibly important as a very very last resort, especially when people are not at a point in their life when a baby can be raised in a suitable environment or is something they even want. I fully support abortion as long as the pregnancy is caught early and the baby hasn't developed beyond a lump of cellular growth. When that cellular growth forms a working brain and nervous system, then yes its WRONG! See? Its not so black and white after all. There is a time when its okay to do it and when its not. Its not just right or wrong period. Middle ground... what a concept! I'm atheist, and proud to be one. I'm very against magical thinking because I believe it spreads ignorance and puts people out of touch with reality, especially when dogma is involved. I mean, of course you can believe what you want to believe, but please respect how I feel and don't talk religiously around me or try to convert me. And you WILL piss me off if you tell me you feel sorry for me because I don't believe what you do. In my opinion, most religions boil down to "Invisible magical being(s) run(s) the world, and need mortals to worship them." I think any belief that worships any kind god or mortal is just completely ridiculous, and we should have evolved beyond that type of very limited scope of thinking by now. Favorite Music: Emilie Autumn, Servo.Hatred, Nine Inch Nails, Birthday Massacre, Alice In Chains, The Police, Pearl Jam, Zombie Girl, CombiChrist, DE/VISION, VNV Nation, God Module, Velvet Revolver, Angel Spit, Marilyn Manson, Gorillaz, Boards of Canada, Poets of the Fall, The Pillows, HYDE, Shiny Toy Guns, Garbage, Puddle of Mudd... and tons more.I like pretty much anything except speed or death metal, or anything with too much screaming and random notes. Country music is my kryptonite, keep that crap away from me! Movies: I like action, sci-fi, thriller, suspense, mystery, and some anime, but only the good stuff. None of that mass produced anime crap. Television: I'm really getting into Death Note. I occationally watch Doctor Who, but I'm not sure about that show anymore... its gotten a little predictable and boring. Top Gear and Family guy are my favorites, but I also watch Battlestar Galactica and Stargate Atlantis. Other than that, the little TV I watch is what ever happens to be on at the moment I'm channel surfing, or perhapse a movie on HBO. I CAN'T STAND REALITY SHOWS!!! 
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