You think this site is really damn hostile you should see the blasphemous pricks I put up with in the publishing industry -- one of them when I said they slandered me in front of would be publishers by calling me a fan fiction writer. I told them I am open about my faith in God but I write darker than the most blasphemous satanist. I deal with the Christians who call all heavy metal music satanic. If they pulled that on me in 1999 when I walked away, I would had never returned to the faith in 2007. It is Christians like that I would be funny and pull out Deicide.