♥The world will bleed it's bloody tale. The people, may throw their stones. The one thing you must remember, is you no longer walk alone...- Blake Bliss♥
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About Me
I'm very straight forward I'll flat out tell you anything if you ask and if you don't like it then leave I'm used to people leaving it won't bother me. I have an obsession with homosexuals it's not on purpose it must be some chemical thing but I love them. And i am emo for all you haters out there. and i'm not mentally insane it doesn't mean that. It's not my fashion sense, that's not what it means either. Emo is short for emotional and its a state of mind. that's what emotions are, a state of mind. You don't have to dress a certain way, cut yourself, or hate the world. it just means your emotions have a bigger effect on you then on most people. that your very sensitive. Furthermore I hate love because It always ends badly, no one stays. If you love someone you have to be willing to let them go or you will be hurt and there is no exceptions to that rule. I have learned that through my personal trials of life and if you don't believe me you will someday. I love to write because it is my way of introspection on the subconscious of myself. I have come to find that it manifests ideas and dreams that I have that are socially unacceptable and so I deny them. They also help to see my point of view on things in which I am bad at explaining otherwise. I don't care about being popular or how many friends I have, the truth is more than half of them aren't real friends no matter what you do. Instead I live my life dreaming and hoping that one day one of my dreams magically comes true. I'm not sure if I believe in happy ending simply because I have yet to grasp the concept of a permanent end. Lastly, I am happy 99.9% of the time for two reasons. One is I don't believe that our precious time should be wasted by wallowing in our own misery and if you do I don't want to talk to you, you are wasting your time and I don't want you wasting mine too. Which means a lot coming from me seeing as according to the psychological tests I've taken I have bipolar disorder, a.k.a manic DEPRESSION. If I can manage not to burden others with my problems so can you! Second I even if I am sad and have a good reason for it I don't like bringing other people down with me. I prefer not to spread my misery when I do have it. Though I will help friends who can be down at times and enjoy doing it. I love to help others in anyway I can but if you are just going to use me to support you then push me away next time you fall I won't be there to catch you. I try to have the up most respect for people I don't know and if you give me respect I will give it to you in return no matter who you may be. That being said, if you do something to betray my trust I may never trust you again. There are billions of people in the world, if one is deceitful I have billions more to chose from. I don't need your shit. I know no one will read this but I've decided that anyone who wants to get to know me will get this copy and pasted to them because I'm not telling a million people what they could have just read on my profile. About messaging people. I have horrible social skills face to face, and in front of a computer screen. I'm ALWAYS nervous and paranoid most of the time. Though its all in my head, outside of my head I'm typically really hyper and happy or calm. Another thing I feel compelled to add is that I love to cuddle and hold hands, any of that cute crap. I don't really know why, maybe its my lack of a social life, the one I had until around ninth grade. If you actually read all this shit. Thank you and message me saying that Unicorns are real and then I'll know, and I'll love you forever... Unless you're mean... Or hate Marilyn Manson... I'll try to love you though. Lately I've become very unloving.... BUT :] Love you! :D
Likes
Friends
Family
Books
History
Mental Illnesses
Poetry
Writing
Blake Bliss
Drawing
Animals
Rainbows
Hair
Boys
Girls
Music
♥ Marilyn Manson ♥
Dislikes
People who Judge others
Stuck up people
People who use others to get what they want
Whiny people
Liers
Extremely close minded people
Anyone against Gay Rights
People who can not have an intelligent conversation
Rockstar Wannabes who are only in it for the girls
Basically most people
Girls who show to much of their body to get attention
People telling me what to do
Over-sized brests (They're scary)
Sharing secrets
Cheaters
Men who use the internet for sexual pleasures (get a life)
People who make me speak
When people claim I said things that I did not
Labels
pointless violence
Love
Older people who think they are smarter simply because they're older