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Well, here goes a little bit of something.
My name is Hannah if you've yet to figure that one out. I am currently 15 years old and a freshman in high school in this little podunk, drug-filled, town. Really? Am I anything you haven't heard before? I have high dreams of getting out of this place and going somewhere else. Just as long as it's not here (obviously). Who knows what I'll do, and who knows where I'll go.
Now if you've even made it this far, I'm not here to solve your problems. Now, if I get to know you then sure I will help, but unless I really know you, then I can't help. It's not a "I don't care about you because I don't know you," thing, but more like a "I don't know your situation," thing. So don't think I'm cold and heartless just because I say I can't help you.
And now, for the sweeter side of me. This here is Aaron. The boy who has stuck by my side for the last three years of my life. Truthfully, I don't know why considering the amount of trouble we've been through together. After everything I've put him through myself. He's still here though. And I'm guessing that's a good thing. Maybe, maybe not, he'll be here for the remaining years of my life. Let's hope so though because it will be entirely devastating to lose the one friend I have.
While we're on the subject of him, I guess I can tell you our story that's still writing itself and trust me, this book won't be done until he and I are both 6 feet under.
In August, 2009 I started my 6th grade year, ready to meet new people and see old friends. Well, I met this one girl (I'm keeping her name anonymous). It felt so much like we were just meant to be friends. I don't know why. Well, her and I instantly bonded. Sometime around September of the same year, she met a boy a few towns over from us. A good 45 minute drive from where I'm at now. I take it by now you can guess that it was in fact, Aaron. Well a very short time went by, I become friends with him, and she started dating him. They dated for awhile, and eventually things happened they broke up, month later they got back together, and a few months after that broke up again. Well, about a week or so after my boyfriend and I broke up, she dated him, and that really set me off (don't you just LOVE young teenage drama?). Well, Aaron continued constant communication. Never left my side, I never left his. Oh, and just a quick side note here: ever since I heard his voice, I was head over heals for the kid, but I never told out anonymous friend over here because I didn't want to start anything, and that's just what friends do, right? Okay back to the story, sometime late Summer, I began talking to her again, and so did he. Well, beginning of 7th grade year, they started dating again, and her and I got into another fight, and started talking again, I think soon after. But, that year went by fine, even though apparently, she still didn't really care much for me, and I actually figured that out here recently. Now here comes the fun part! 8th grade year. They're still together. Soon though because truthfully she made it very obvious, I found out she was cheating on Aaron. I confronted her to one of her friends and then that person went and told her. She went off on me, blah blah blah, and later that night, I told him. Needless to say, he wasn't too happy with me, he didn't believe me, though I think at one point I proved it somewhat to him, but he stopped talking to me. A few days later, they broke up, and I began talking to him once more. Then all for the rest of that year, we talked from the second we woke up, to the second he fell asleep. Every single day. And somewhere with all this talking he developed feelings for me. Then on May 11th, 2012, he told me about how he felt about me and that he had a few "lose ends" that he had to get together before we could officially be together ourselves. A very short time went by that felt like ages, and he got everything resolved, and on May 23, 2012, he asked and I obviously said yes. That was the happiest day of my life. No doubt about it. And now I can only hope that everything works out as planned. Now with all of that being said, I will say this one last thing: "Love has no time, distance, race, gender, age, or even a Zodiac sign. Love is love. It's nothing else."
Aaron, darling, it's safe to say now, I'm nothing without you. You can definitely be a handful at times, but heck, I'm 100% sure I am too. I can finally call you mine. This is it, our life has yet to begin.
Also, keep in mind I'm not on here as much as I used to be. I'm on here maybe once a week IF that. So, if I don't message you back promptly, then you know why.
I'm never on here anymore.