HaleyFreaksMeOut at Vampirefreaks.com

I'm confused and socially awkward. I've been bruised, broken, and betrayed. I'm nothing special, but I'm aspiring to be something greater than average. I try to be nice to everyone, and not judge people, but sometimes I can't help it. I'd like to think its human nature. I write a lot. Though no one will ever read any of it. My self-esteem is below hell, but I try to come off as confident. You will never understand me. I never pay attention to what's going on around me, yet I'm observant. I will probably confuse you. I have no real friends. The world pisses me off. I'm more curious than you'd ever expect, but I'm insanely shy. I don't do handshakes. I love biting, it's so cliché. Share your failures with me and I'll love you. I like colors, things that don't make sense, and quotes that inspire me. I hold my dreams in my hand, always. I'm vulnerable, and indecisive. I fear everyone will leave me, so I always leave first. I apologize if I ruin your life, run away from you as soon as we get really close, or bring you down. It's not intentional, but I tend to fuck with people mentally. I'm so sorry. I can't help it. I'm psychotic. I'm rebellious. You'll probably hate me. I ramble and over-exaggerate. Draw me a picture and I'll keep it forever. Lyrics define my life, I write them everywhere. I want to try everything once, even if the consequences are far worse than I could imagine. Sometimes you need an experience. The experience can be a person or it can be a drug. The experience opens a door that was there all the time but you never saw it. I'm Haley. I love people for who they are, what they stand for, what interests them, what makes them laugh and what makes them angry. Not what they choose to wear, or what their hair looks like, the color of their eyes, or what's between their legs. I always have a smile on my face, even though I'm never happy. I'm always tired even though I'm constantly sleeping. It's my only escape anymore. I don't trust anyone, so please don't be offended if I don't trust you with things. I never intended to hurt anyone. I'm working on creating myself, rather than finding myself. I discovered it's much simpler, and quite exciting. Never tell me that I can't do something, that'll only drive me to want to do it even more. I am bisexual but, i lean towards guys I cannot stand when people try to control me. My hopes and dreams are what keep me going, if you crush them, don't be surprised when I never speak to you again. Otherwise, I'll try to love you. You are only human. I always give people a chance but don't count on a second one. I speak my mind when i want to, but i'm usually kinda quiet when you first meet me. I'm random at times so deal with it. ._. I like being outside and finding new places to hide. I'm the kind of person who can't stay the same, i'm always changing something about myself. I am interesting but i usually keep to myself. I'm intelligent. I’m a polymath. I'm not here for hooking up or anything like that, so don't even try. -_- I love to draw a lot, it's a part of me just like my music. Music is my life, I'd literally die without it. Sometimes it's the only thing that keeps me going and hopefully I can share my work with the world soon. I can make anyone laugh or smile even if i'm having the worst day of my young life. I'm good at faking my emotions and hiding the real ones. When I don't want you to know, you won't. Simple as that. I hate emotions like crying, pissed off, etc. The good emotions I can handle but I tend to be very unemotional. Unfortunately it makes me seem heartless sometimes but I’m not. I have trust issues and tend to push people away a lot. I'm trying to work on that. I welcome everyone just because i can so don't bitch just accept it and be happy about being rated 10 and getting a nice little comment. Start a conversation with me! I promise i won't be boring if you try and do the same! So message me if you want to, rates would be great (i return them). I’m not new just created a new account. Awh, it's over? Yes .. yes it is. You can thank me later. Oh hey, look at that! It's later. You're welcome. But thanks for wasting you're time to learn about me a little. Yours in eternity, Haley

I like to party but I have limits. I love skinny jeans and converses, vans, Oasis, it's pretty much the only thing I wear. I have an unusual liking for Sharpies and drawing with them. I will draw on anything or anyone. Just warning you now. Horror has become a part of me. Ever since I was a little I've adored horror. Music is also a part of me as you will read in the other section I have for it. I love old school video games like Nintendo 64 stuff and skateboarding is a big part of me. My passion lives on beyond my few words though. I like using big words when possible and using correct grammar. So if u tlk lik diz I w0nt spk 2 u. I didn't go to school for shits and giggles people. You can find out much more by talking to me, so do it. xD No really, I get bored on here and need someone to talk to. .-.

Mean, prejudice people, country music, the color brown, and most junkfood all make me sick to my stomach. Usually metaphorically but there have been exceptions. People who ruin relationships intentionally or sleep with people just because they can irritate me and I abhor fakes or people who lie a lot. I tend to dislike society but I try and see the best in it .. which isn't always possible. Dx

Music is my life, i can't live without it. Music is my blood. It runs through my veins and I can't live without it. Take it away, I die. I play Bass, acoustic, and electric guitar. I know how to play many other instruments as well but guitar is my main instrument. I make my own music and hopefully I'll be putting up some of my stuff soon. I'm not in a band or anything, its just me and my guitar. :) I like all music except country but I usually listen to screamo, alternative, and if i feel like it techno and dubstep.

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