"Respect? I detest that word. Probably because in this world you have to respect the wrong people for the wrong reasons" - Looking For Alibrandi Let me answer your questions. First, my name is Beth but i'm called anything but that most of the time. Yes my hair changes colours, I know it's stunning but get over it please. I'm 19. My friends are amazing, you don't get any better than them. I live and breathe horses. My family is incredible, even if we are a bit broken. Everybody in my life, online or real is brilliant. If I don't tell you that enough then i'm sorry. My life is at a high point and has been for a while, i've built a platform and nobody can bring me down! I'm premium, so I can see you, so please stop and have a chat. I don't bite. Hard. My music taste is...odd to say the least. If you'd like to compare to somebody's, think of your Nanny and Granddad. I'm constantly bored, no matter who you are, if you ask me how I am i'll tell you i'm bored. Somebody once told me I had ADD, I considered it but got bored with the thought. I ramble, as you've probably guessed. If you watch my video's you'll notice how much I repeat myself, if I don't have anything to talk about I just talk. I think I like the sound of my own voice. I'm strongly opinionated but that doesn't mean i'm going to blow up at you. I'm patronising, which means if you're ignorant, or just plain stupid I will talk down to you, treat you condescendingly, it's my nature. You might call me mean but i'm not, i'm just honest. I don't have time for petty arguments or childish insults, so don't bother.
My words.
Times have changed, I think we've all done a bit of growing up. We've shed our 'baggage' and gotten on with our lives. Most of us have moved on but some of us are still stuck in the past. I will not be stuck in the past. I will never regret my decisions, after all, I made them for a reason.
My life, its nothing, its stable, its fun. Bestfriend, boyfriend, family. What else does a girl need?
I'm happy to start a new chapter, i'm happy to go on living my life the way it should be lived. I won't be a fuck up. Ever. Wait and see, wait for me to fail. It will never happen.
You will be stuck forever waiting for me to trip. I won't fall. You will sit forever waiting for me to apologise. I won't forget. You will wait forever for me to talk to you. I won't ever speak. You will stand in suspence waiting for me to tell your secrets. I won't tell. Once apon a time I was your friend, once apon a time was a fairytale.
"This is the part where you find out who you are And these are the friends, those who've been there from the start So to hell with the bad news Dirt on your new shoes It rained all of May til the month of June"
I think i'm going to leave you with a few last words. Life is unpredictable. It has no background music. There are no script editors or manuscript writers to tell you witty lines or impressive dialects to rehearse or bestow upon awkward situations. Real life hires no such foolishness as stunt directors do to take your physical blows for you. You take all the blows you come your way and hope that no matter which race you are, you are still somehow related to Jackie Chan.
That list above, it means everything to me. Well, almost everything. My life, not for better words, is fucking mint. My family mean everything to me, we're not like most families. We're very close and I mean all of us. Aunties, uncles, nannys, grandads, great aunties, cousins, we rely on each other. I couldn't ask for a better family. My friends are the people that keep me living. I believe in quality, not quantity but that doesn't stop me having alot of fucking incredible friends. I don't think I could've made it through my teenge years without them to hold me up. My boyfriend, well what can I say about him? We've been together over a year and its been one of the best years of my life. He is almost everything to me. My bestfriend, my rock, my love. May 29th 2008. A day I will remember forever.
