My thoughts are stars I can not fathom into constellations
I'm glad I was born with all ten of my toes. When I was little I thought maggots were cute. I like mermaids and Nirvana and lesbian porn. First impressions usually mean nothing. I am fascinated with fascinations. I feel best when people are comfortable with me. I only fall in love with fictional characters, and everything you've ever been afraid to say...but you'll say it anyway. I hate being alone. I love being alone. I lack feelings. If you make me feel, I'm obsessed with you. I am nothing without my obsessions and my flaws. I write poetry. I'm teaching my self to play the keyboard and guitar. I will eventually turn my poems into music. Sometimes I wish I could have just dreamt forever. A permanent escape into my own state of nirvana. I long for a place where there's never a happy ending, because nothing would ever end and happiness and peace would forever be with me. One should never claim to be enlightened, I believe there is always room to grow. I enjoy slicing up my clothing and being funkedelic. I'm a faerie on some days, a mermaid on others. When the moon and the stars are in the sky, it's where I'm meant to live. I love you. My name is Adrienne and I'm a special kind of insane. Batshit, in fact.
Psychedelia. Poetry. Writing. Dreaming. Mermaids. Solitude. Bathroom Epiphanies. Flowers. Flowery people & flowery things. The "grunge" era. Nature. Open mindedness. Autumn. Females with operatic singing voices. It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia. Philosophy. Being tickled. Dressing like a fairie. Dark romanticism. Edgar Allan Poe. Tim Burton. Concerts. Drummers. Intellectual conversation. Psychology. Witchcraft. Pregnant women. Defecating/Urinating outdoors.
Being Misunderstood. Lady Gaga. The other trash that surrounds Lady Gaga, somehow making her look like the talented one out of the bunch. Pretty much people in general. Closed mindedness. The generation I've grown up in. Bad breath. The name "Lauren"
Nirvana, Fiona Apple, Evanescence, Chelsea Wolfe, Chevelle, Deftones, Brand New, Incubus, Florence & The Machine, The Mars Volta, Bjork, Halestorm, Juliette & The Licks, Cursive, The Black Keys, Otep, System Of A Down, Iron & Wine, Mudhoney, Opeth, Smashing Pumpkins, Danny Elfman, Pink Floyd, Nine Inch Nails, Joan Jett, The Pretty Reckless, basically everything 90's, everything grunge. Hard rock, psychedelic rock, indie. etc, etc. I love it all.