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I think I am better than everyone, but I know I'm one of the worst people out there. I suppose I’m that kind of chick who doesn’t really give a damn about you, your opinion, or anything going on around me in general. There are only a handful of people in the world I actually care about and would do anything for them, the rest could all drown themselves in their own vomit and I wouldn’t care. The people I care about most are, Jake Fritzinger, Courtney Kitchen, Chris Kitchen, Debra Matina, and myself. If you’re one of my “friends” and not on this exclusive list, don’t complain to me. Be a better person, and maybe even try to be an actual friend of mine instead of someone in school I just so happen to talk to. I am a very outspoken, semi-loud chick with a “bad attitude” and a smartass comment for everything you say. But I'm not all that great underneathe the black makeup and clothes. I'm actually still living because of two things, my love and the want to set things right. You could call it "justice." People just see less of me because they're frightened by my appearence or they hate me. They don't take the chance to see what is truly me. Most think I am some angry and depressed emo kid always looking for a fight and is just rebellous against authority without a cause, when really I am just trying to make things equal and right in this hole filled with shit and vermine that we call life. Maybe I can't make a difference, but all I know is that while I'm still living, the people who do me or anybody I know wrong, they will be in for something bigger than they can even imagine. I love being the center of attention. I may not act like it, but I do. It makes me feel like I’m actually wanted by people. I also love, and love to be loved. Call me narcissistic, but hey…I love looking at beautiful things too. Like, lovely sceneries, or flowers. Even the filth on the streets is beautiful. I sometimes find myself staring off at something thinking about how beautiful everything is, but nobody realizes it unless you put it directly in front of them and tell them what perspective to look at it. I suppose that’s pretty much it for now. I’ll probably type more later.
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I like to be the one everybody wants. 
You Are The Devil
Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession
The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition.
Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because you allow it.
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I hate needy people. Yes, that means homeless people, cancer patients, AIDS patients, and emo people. Homeless people scare the shit out of me and they smell disgusting. You know, maybe they wouldn't be if they actually tried to get a job and stopped bumming off of other people. They make you feel so bad when they come up to you and ask for a dollar and it pisses me off because then you actually give them a fucking dollar!! Oh, and cancer patients are the worst. Yeah, it sounds bitchy as fuck but I dont exactly care what you people think. They're so annoying. They always sound so optimistic and ready to end their lives, why don't they just do it already!? People think they're so brave for going through chemo and shit, losing their hair. Fuck that. Anybody can fucking destroy their body by flying on an airplane fifty times in one day and shave their fucking head. Oh, and guess what else? Anybody can die too. They're not the only ones. AIDS patients bother me too. They're always crying out for people to save them when they're going to die anyway. Might as well just die now than have a timer on your head and being on heavy fucking drugs all night and day. You know what I don't get, they cry and whine about having AIDS when it's their fault. Ha, and emo people. Shut the fuck up already. Nobody fucking cares or wants to hear about your "problems." All you guys are fucking fake. Sure, your looks may be real, but your personalities and "problems" are not. You people think you have it so fucking bad. You say you hate your parents or that your parents hate you. The only reason why you say that is because one time, just one time you didn't get your way. We all know you guys are richies and prissies, so shut up about life and stop lying. If you want real fucking problems, come talk to somebody who actually has them you dicks. No, I'm not being a hypocrite. My parents are abusive. I've been taken out of my house by child sevices and they have not done anything to help my situation. All they've done is sent a therapist and that was after they were going to be sued by the government for not doing their job. I also hate any form of authority. I absolutely loathe being taken control of, being told what to do, how to act, how to feel. People don't realize that we're all human, and humans are animals, and animals need to be free, otherwise we will retaliate with violent aggression. I just want to be my own person, with my own life. I want to be able to do what I want when I want. If I want to smoke pot, I want to be able to. To destroy public property, to murder someone, to leave when I choose to. If I want to do something, I should be able to do it. Not be held down by somebody who doesn't know what life is actually like for people like me. I want to LIVE. I also hate skanky little bitches. You know, the ones that are like twelve or thirteen and are baby prostitues (prostitots)? The ones in my town are so fucking ugly and annoying. Katie and Kelly, they're twins. They have bleach-blonde hair, red skin, and pudgy stomachs. It makes them look like they're prego. Just because I'm the only one they know that has a job - even their twenty year old boyfriends don't - they come up to me and ask me to buy them fucking bud. THEY ALSO STOLE MY CAT WHEN WE WERE LITTLE KIDS!! I really just want to beat the shit out of both of them until they're a bloody pulp. I hate my parents...They're both abusive mother fuckers who don't deserve to live or reproduce.
Favorite Music
Marilyn Manson, Lady Gaga, Eminem, Hollywood Undead
