Member since: October 06, 2004 Last logged in: October 08, 2010, 01:42am
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My name is Chantilly Lace Dillon. But there are other names that I go by, most likely tilly is better as some know me as. I am sure there are more names out there for me. I am 21 years old and currently single. I have siblings but they are mostly dead to me as well as useless. I have new family that isnt blood.
You can see me walking around toon town with friends. I am a night owl but prefer to be working early day or graveyards. I write poetry and short stories in my spare time. You can also find me sometimes playing videogames, watching movies, going to the duece for a few drinks every now and than.
For some people who know me, I have changed over the years into what I have become now. It has been a struggle but I have grown and learned from it. Life isnt always easy, it does occasionally throw you off balance and that is what you need to survive from. I have changed my quote or life lesson from time to time to adapt with who I am.
Currently my life lesson is : DONT BE AFRAID OF DEATH, BE AFRAID OF AN UNLIVED LIFE. YOU DONT HAVE TIME ON THIS EARTH TO WASTE BECAUSE YOU NEVER KNOW IF YOU WILL WAKE UP TOMORROW
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u As the way I have seen it, life really is about how you react and live with it, not how you watch it go by. For a while I was the person who people came to for problems and I have realized that it is time to take time for myself. I am person who wants to trust people, just have a hard time doing so. Trust has to be earned and respected. Not given and abused.
People can look at me anywhere they want to but I really dont care in the end. If you are a friend, I will try and help as best I know who to the point, where it goes against, what I stand for sometimes. I have a lot a debts, that I am repaying...but that will take some time.
I believe that you should love with all your heart and leave nothing to chance. There is so much that it can teach you but it also leads you to heartbreak and despair. It has to be worth the risk of everything and everything that its worth...But never your diginity...or who you are....unless it helps u. I am a big romantic...I believe in love at first site and I do believe in a happy ending. Dont ask me why because I have been screwed over and lead on by people. I do love with all my heart and that will never change.
You might not be his first, his last, or his only. he's cared about someone else before and possibly will again- but if he cares for you now ; then what else matters? He's not perfect you aren't either, the two of you will never be perfect but if he can make you laugh, hold onto him, give him the most you can. He is probably not going to quote poetry. He might not be thinking about you every second of the day. But he will give you a part of him that he knows you can break. So don't hurt him, don't change him, & don't expect more than he can give. Don't over analyze, smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, miss him whenever he's not there & love him when he is there. ----unknown
Likes:
Hard to say what i like every now and again. My tastes change every so often. I guess it makes me realize that I am not dead. I like wrestling, religion(talking about it), music, black roses, chilling with my best friend...and most of our buddies, the occasional drink with friends, walking around the city for no reason, photography, shopping, ooo god who knows what else.....
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.
You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood.
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
Hmmm what to put...I guess there is a lot I can say here especially with what has happened in the last year. People who are backstabbers and liers. People who like to put others down for simple amusement. People who try and manipulate others for the reasons because they can walk all over people.(this will explain my sisters). Ok certain types of cockiness.....and no james not ur kind......and people who think the can achieve more just because they had the priviagles....
You are a fallen angel of persecussion. You have fallen because of your mind becoming increasingly disturbed and dark. This has happened because of what you have experienced in your life. Things that have happened in your life have been painful and difficult to tolerate which has left you suffering. Your soul is slowly decaying as you somehow cannot escape what's happened. You are beingining (or you havn't already) to lose hope that things could get better.
Quote: "Life hurts more than death. When you die the pain is gone"
