ABOUT ME::^O^ Hi! I'm Alyssa and I'm 17 years old. I have an Amazing son named Keegan Charles Robertson Keegan was born November 20th 2008 I live in Groveport Ohio and yes its pretty lame here. I dont have many frenns since i left school to do Ecot. I have had a pretty crazy life. wen i was younger my dad died from a disease and i have always blamed myself.(if you wanna kno why ill tell you) at his funeral i didn't cry because i wanted everyone to think i was a big girl but i wish i could take that back because i feel like because i didn't cry i didn't fully let him go and didn't fully believe that he was actually gone sometimes i wish he would just walk through the front door and be like nothing ever happened but i know that's impossible.i just wish he didn't die i wish i had my dad back cuz i never got to know him like my mom and my brothers did. a few months after my dads passing there was a huge flood and we lost everything we had and we had to start all over again. see me and my family have never had any money you can consider us poor because that's what we are. my mom has tried her hardest to provide for us and i thank her for that. and even though we don't always get along i love my mom. in skewl i didn't have any frenns, i was made funn of every single day for being fat and ugly and gosh kids were so mean. all i wanted was to be liked and feel like people actually cared about me. the people i thought were my frenns would just turn around and stabb me in the back. so from that i have a;always had low self esteem and i have really bad trust issues. i would go home every day and cry i never wanted to go to skewl because i was afraid what the kids would say next. and no one should ever have to live like that.sometimes it makes me wonder if peoples lives would be better if i was never born. but i guess i will never find out the answer to that question. and you may say i sound emo but i don't care i don't feel pretty I'm fat and i have no frenns. I'm just telling you my story and that's all i can do so if you don't like me for that don't talk to me

LIKES::^_^ keegan charles robertson music singing art tv movies frenns even tho i dont have any girls(: (Im looking for a gf)

DILIKES::>..< fakes liars cheaters cheaters cheaters sluts that want to get wif my bf and flirt with him i will kill them all preps frenns of preps>..< cheaters liars fakes yeah i know ive said that b4 just letting you know again kreepy guys that write me no i dont want to talk to you thats why i dont reply so dont write me back stupid bitches that think they are hot...* cough cough i know a few on here*

MUSIC::^_^ Aftershock, Alice in Chains, Anarchy Club, Animosity, Anthrax, Anti-Flag, Arch Enemy, Atomic Spiders, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Bad Brains, The Beatsteaks, Between the Buried and Me, The Birthday Massacre, The Black Dahlia Murder, Black Flag, Cannibal Corpse, The Casualites, Chimaira, Circle Jerks, Combichrist, Cream, The Crystal Method, Danzig, Dead By Wednesday, Dead Kennedys, Death By Stereo, Deftones, Devildriver, The Dillinger Escape Plan, The Distillers, Dope, Down, Dropkick Murphys, Eighteen Visions, Emilie Autumn, Everytime I Die, The Exploited, Fall of Serenity, Fear Factory, old skool Green Day, Guns N' Roses, Hanzel und Gretal, Hatebreed, Hole, Horrorpops, I Killed The Prom Queen, In Flames, Incubus, Jack Off Jill, Jimi Hendrix, Job For A Cowboy, Killswitch Engage, Kittie, Korn, Lacuna Coil, Led Zeppelin, Megadeth, Menace II Sobriety, Meriwether, MGMT, Mindless Self Indulgence, Minor Threat, THE MISFITS, Motley Crue, Murderdolls, Mushroomhead, Napalm Death, Nirvana, Opeth, Otep, Pantera, Phantasmagoria, PIG DESTROYER, Pink Floyd, Potluck, Prozac, Rage Against The Machine, The Ramones, Rammstein,Reliant k, Rancid, Razed in Black, Rise Against, Rob Zombie, The Rolling Stones, Senses Fail, Sepultura, The Sex Pistols, Shadows Fall,Say Anything, Six Feet Under, Slayer, Slipknot, Soulfly, Static X, Straight Faced, Suicidal Tendencies, Switchblade Symphony, System Of A Down, Taproot, Tech N9ne, Television, Tsunami Bomb, Velvet Acid Christ, Velvet Underground, Venom, Wednesday 13, X Japan, Zeromancer, to name a few.